Below is a letter I wrote to my wife after she came home from work the other night and told me about something that happened with this black guy George she has been flirting with for several months. Yes, he knows she is married and has even talked about me to him, but only the fact of me being retired military and whatnot. She works at a casino as a slot attendant and has George as a regular customer who is a quasi high roller/frequent guest. My wife noticed him awhile back and said he was a big man and really sweet so she started giving him extra attention by showing up with his coffee and co Ler mais
New info 8 August 2018
My wife's day off from and work yesterday and last night she told me she needed to tell me something. I was like okay and asked what's up? She told me to make us some drinks first and then she would tell me so I said okay and went and made us rum and coke and came back into the den and sat down beside her. Helen started talking and said the night before last she helped this young black guy whose slot machine had malfunctioned. She told me as the night went by she saw him playing the same slot machine for about two hours and drinking cocktails as he did. She said she asked him on several occasi Ler mais
It's Time We Do This
It was unexpected and stunning how you said yes to me on the first night I brought up you taking black lover. I underestimated something about you Helen. The very first time we watched porn with a well hung black man fucking a white woman I knew. It was before I asked you anything about being with a black man and expressed black guys did not turn you on. I wanted you to see a black man's large penis and see him with a white woman. I was scared you wouldn't like it, nervous because you would see another man superior to me but excited at the thought you might enjoy it. As we watched and you rea Ler mais
My wife's choice
I am posting a picture of Isaac on my page tonight. This is not a random act on my part, I can tell Helen is going to cuckold me with Isaac it's just a matter of time. The following inspired me to share his picture on here. Tonight my wife got off work and after getting home got in her pajamas to watch some TV while laying in bed. I was in the other room watching TV when she came in and said I want to show you something you will be interested in. She walked over to me with her phone in her hand, a sly grin on her face and said check this out. When she turned the phone towards me I immediatel Ler mais
Intimate Introduction
Completed this for a website we joined. Probably the most well done, heartfelt writing I've ever submitted anywhere. It just flowed out of me as I thought about Helen and I. We are a very happily married couple, 32 years to be exact. We are your average middle class white couple, he is retired from the USAF and she works for a major casino on the gulf coast. We have an empty nest now and look to step into a new lifestyle. We are dedicated to each other and have been that way since we met each other, true soulmates! However, after some discussion over the past several ye Ler mais
Hypothetical for you Helen
Okay Helen. Here it is. We find a way to get to know Isaac and we all become friends. We invite this handsome, tall, muscular black man to the house to watch a football or basketball game. We serve up a lot of wine or drinks to loosen up. Somehow the topic of sex gets brought up. You bring up the rumors of black men being "very big". Isaac laughs or says something that keeps the topic alive. Mind you, we are just being inquisitive, nothing more. Some more things are said. perhaps about the porn we like and you squeeze a comment about him being a handsome, muscular man and how he could be a por Ler mais
Fiction, I think Helen might like this
I could be wrong Helen, but sometimes I get the feeling you actually want a hung black man overpowering you in bed. I mean a big black man like Isaac grabbing at your tits and pussy with his large hands, forcing you to kneel down while he rubs and slaps his big black cock across your face and lips and then demands you suck his bog black cock while telling you things like "you enjoy sucking my big black dick don't you white girl" and once he decides you are done he tells you to get on the bed and looks at me and says "you both ready for me to own her ass" and then climbs between your legs take Ler mais
What makes me tick
I know, I know, I know...............another blog entry and you begin wondering if this is real. All I can say is this is a process and takes time. During a car trip from Alabama to our home in Mississippi my wife started talking to me about several topics and during that discussion she mentioned something about Calvin Johnson (google him) on Dancing With The Stars-DWTS which I saw as an opportunity to discuss our situation. However, what I thought was a moment to slip something in turned out to be her moment to talk about Calvin Johnson and his white female partner on Dancing With The S Ler mais
A letter to someone wanting to know if this was &q
Yes, I love your galleries. I look at a lot of profiles and collect a lot of pictures. You, and a few others, have an actual grasp of the cuckold lifestyle that really attract my attention. I can actually share your material with my wife because it depicts interracial cuckold in a positive manner. Everything I post is factual, I have zero interest in fiction. You asked if it was related to our marital situation, I guess that all depends on how you view what I am about to tell you. I see and chat to a lot of married men on sites who love the cuckold lifestyle. I usually can tell rath Ler mais
My wife came out and told me Isaac is the one
I know some will read all of this with a bit of skepticism and I understand that, but I just have to share our situation with others who have similar things going on in their marriage. The reason I made a note of that is because my wife had some things to tell me last night while we shared a glass of wine while listening to Depeche' Mode in our living room which led to a lot of other things I'll also reveal. It was her first day off work and about midnight when we were both able to catch up with each other after having a miserable night and early morning with a refrigerator compressor going ba Ler mais
Misc Items about Journey blog
I talked to Helen about how this all makes me feel. I told her I have no idea why I am wired this way but the idea of her taking a black lover is the most erotic thing in the world. I talked of her being a beautiful white woman in the arms of a black man and Helen said she had never really thought of the contrast and image of her white skin/body against the skin/body of a black man. She said she now totally understands it all. Helen said the thing is she already is aware so it does not matter to her that I am wired this way. She says what's left is to go with it. I told her about hus Ler mais
PART III: My Wife's Journey To A Black Lover
This all leads to the most interesting comments my wife had to say about all of this. Helen explained hardly ever talked to black men during our marriage and before we were married the only black guy that she even remotely was interested in was the black drummer at the NCO Club. Helen told me things are so much different now because she says she talks freely to black guys at work because she knows I am not going to get jealous. It was awesome to hear her say that but more importantly was watching her face light up and seeing her smile about it. Since we communicate more with our bodies a Ler mais
PART II: My Wife's Journey To A Black Lover
Now that you have hopefully read part 1, I want to continue with what Helen and I talked about in the den last night. After discussing Steve and how if we had known back then what we know now what could have happened since his wife left him towards the end of his tour and he had a lot of free time. This gave me an opening to see if Helen wanted to talk about her with a black man and to my surprise she was receptive. We talked about everything including how monogamy is good when you are starting a family but that for the most part it is an outdated social construct. We both agreed if monog Ler mais
PART I: My Wife's Journey To A Black Lover
The reason I am posting tonight is my wife and I talked about this lifestyle again tonight after a long hiatus. I write this with her consent and approval. We had gotten done celebrating our 30th wedding anniversary tonight by eating dinner at a fine dining restaurant and on our way home started talking about my best friends through the years. My wife commented I have had some of the weirdest best friends, and I agreed with her on three of them except not Steve. Steve was my best friend in the USAF for my entire career. I said to Helen that Steve was a very normal person and she said is Ler mais
A love letter
wrote the note below to my wife tonight with an attached picture. The photo was an amateur couple, a black male and a white female, and I imagine her husband took the shot. They are in bed nude, staring at each other intimately but not touching. The black guy is big but not muscular, and very well endowed but flaccid and while she is nude you cannot see anything because her body is facing away from the camera but the angle shows the profile of her face. It is an amazing photo seeing her diminutive body next to him, his penis may be soft but it is as big around as my wrist and hangs down and t Ler mais
Issac, my wife and other black coworkers
Okay, so just when I thought my wife/Helen might have dropped the idea of sleeping with a hung black man this happened today when we woke up. Helen was still in bed and I had just gotten her a cup of coffee and was standing there talking to her. We were talking about her work and Helen said by the way I met a really big black guy who just got hired named Richard who goes to the same gym as you. I said that's cool, I see Richard all the time there but I told her he is a quiet person. BTW Richard is hard not notice, he's this muscle bound black guy who is about 6' 2" and weighs about 250. Any Ler mais
Me role playing as a black man with my wife
Read the comment below. THIS is how I role play with my wife. At times it is so surreal. We try to play out scenarios where she is meeting a black man for the first time. Of course I play the role of the black man and we talk about where I would be sitting in our bedroom/hotel room watching. We do this to get BOTH OF US used to the idea of a black guy being in control of her. We have never been very vocal or adventurous during sex so I try my best to act like some of the hung black bulls I've seen in the videos. For example, the first time we did this we got home from dinner and Ler mais
It did not happen but all is well
The couple did not respond back so either they went on a break or they are not as serious as I thought they were about this. However my wife told me she thinks about this all the time so I should not worry. Hard to believe my wife is still down for this after all this waiting. She told me the flirting she did with the black men at the restaurant and liquor store was such a turn on that she thinks about black men all the time. Ler mais
Sorry for the wait
As you know I came here talking about wanting my to watch a hung black man with my wife which by default makes me a cuck. I thought things would go faster than this and perhaps this was very misleading to those who are following us and for that I apologize. Well after a bit of a layoff I got the chance to talk to my wife about this subject while on a recent road trip to visit family. It was an impromptu thing and I did it while we were on our return trip home. I brought up the suject of sex vs. love and asked her if they were the same. My wife stated sex and love were not the same but th Ler mais
A Brilliant Idea
My wife does not have my password for this site so I am going to share my idea here with you and get your take. I have been trying to come up with a way to have a trial run with my wife on all of this and at first I thought we were going to do a soft swap. However I now have come up with an idea that will make for a great trial run that will see how committed she is to this lifestyle and will be very exciting. I am going to tell my wife I have met the perfect guy for her, a tall handsome well hung black guy at my gym and tell her I'd like for her to hook up with him. If she balks I am go Ler mais