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THIS IS A RE-POST OF THAT ENCHANTED EVENING THAT I WOULD NEVER FORGET...AND WHEN THE ROOM IS DARK AND I LAY QUIETLY ON MY BED...I CAN RELIVE EVER MOMENT, SEE EVERY FACE AND STILL FEEL THE BEAT OF THE MUSIC AGAINST MY CHEST...IT WAS EPIC!!!

It’s is well past 5 a.m., I now have sobering thoughts, I can’t sleep I can’t get this song out of my head….it is the song that melted my heart deep within my chest as my best friend who I was secretly in love with…felt the same about me…and never seen it in her.

This is the song:
London Grammar - Strong (Judah Remix)

https://soundcloud.com/judahofficial/london-grammar-strong-judah-remix

YouTube:

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cWfVAjVwl1M

What the DJ said to me:
“I broke two of my rules tonight, one, I never play a song before I hear it and two, I would never play a song streaming live off the internet…but your friend she’s so confident so captivating she had me stuttering , I would’ve of given her my keys to my Beemer if she wanted them.”

My enchanted evening began with me and my friends heading out for a night of clubbing. We usually have five of us but it was just four last night, an all-girls night out. We get all dressed up with our signature garter belts just to have a little fun. One of the girls is my best friend since my freshman year in college; we shared a great part of our lives together, families, events, and children. A few years ago when I felt myself drawn to the fascination of a woman I had no clue that my desire would ultimately lead me to my best friend.

About my friend this epic evening, her name is Heather, she is about 5’09”, thin built, long shapely legs, perfectly proportionate breasts, long silky neck with long Ash-blonde hair that was pulled up. Her skin is flawless, she has these natural piercing blue eyes that everyone thinks she is wearing colored contacts; her lips are perfectly shaped and are enhanced with bright red lipstick that is the prelude to her perfect teeth that are bright white, she has this cute crooked smile when she talks. As long as I have known her she always turned heads wherever we went. My attraction to her wasn’t totally physical but her witty, charming and lighthearted personality is what would imprison my heart.

Our night started out at the club and from the beginning I have noticed something different about Heather, she was wearing her glasses that she has never worn them out to the club before, I have told her she looks sexy as hell in glasses, it gives her a sense of mystique, intrigue and sophistication. When we arrived at the club we went to our usual area. We were seated near the college boys (regulars) that hit on us all the time and we tease the hell out of them as well. These boys know we always wear our garter belts and start with the catcalls, drinks and proposals, all in fun.

My second twist that I noticed about Heather is she is a little ahead of her drink schedule, still engaged but preoccupied. We hit the dance floor for a few dances and she appeared to loosen up a bit but when returning to our table she seemed to slip away. I asked her if she was alright and she said with a big smile,” I am, apologizes for my distractions.” The drinks kept coming and I am at my limit and she is still continuing on.

As the night went on our other two friends had just left and the club is still going strong. Heather said to me that she needs to go talk to someone and she will be right back. My heart just sank; I thought she was interested in someone at the club and that is why she was so preoccupied. I lost sight of her of in the crowd and was straining to see who she was interested in. Sitting alone I was fresh meat for the college boys, harmless in nature; they were there for a good time too. So with all the howling, shouting and catcalls I had given them my obvious brushoff with a smile for they knew what was coming next. It was time for a stocking adjustment. Lifting my leg up on the table with my leg exposed from toe to hip I began to adjust the clasps on my stockings. The boys went wild as I arched my foot pulling on my stockings caressing my leg up to my thigh and adjusting my clasps. The yells and jeers were turning heads in the club as now I am began to get embarrassed for it was not meant for anyone else.

My friend returned to the table all hyped up, she said that she requested a song for us and we have to get out on the floor when it comes on, I thought that was a little strange. She added, you did the leg thing didn’t you…she said she heard it. Now I am a little apprehensive, I don’t know what is going on, she is slugging her drink down and now I am now not seeing the Heather I know. I was feeling bad not knowing what was bothering her, for she looked so pretty tonight in her new dress her hair pulled-up, and she was not herself.

Now the DJ says this next song goes out to Heather and her friend and I’m holding my breath to pull this song off. She grabs my hand and is dragging me out to the floor; I am thinking what the hell she is doing. Unbeknown to me that the next moments in my life will be defined as I no longer have known it, for what has been consuming me bringing me at times to the most frailest stages of my life is about to become a reality.

Stunned as not to know what to expected, the music began to thump the floor began to fill, my friend just started to smile at me with that piercing stare. I could feel the beat of the bass bouncing on my chest along with my heart. My girlfriend began to rock her hips swinging her ass back and forth not breaking her leer towards me. As the music became more defined her movements became more rhythmic with every beat every foot step of the song.

I am now in a trance in disbelief as to what I am a witness to; it was like an out-of-body experience. I must have had a shocked look on my face because she would for a moment looked away as though she misjudged herself she was overstepping. This was my moment for the taking, if there is anywhere in this world I needed to be it is right where I was standing, she was courting me and I was so confused on how it had arrived or how I should respond I just knew I had to embrace the moment.

This is the event that is etched in my memory, as the music began thumping; I could feel the bass so heavy so defined pounding against my body. Her gaze hypnotic stare with those piercing blue eyes would not leave my face. The haze of a fog machine was still lingering in the air the aroma of her fragrance begins to surround me begins to comfort me. Her smile broke the darkness of the passing bright lights as she stares on with her hair pulled up, her glasses enhancing her elegant face, as I look down her neck to her naturally ripped shoulders and arms (so fucken jealous, no fat) tanned just perfect for the early season. Her dress with a sheer black front and back just reveled enough of her tanned body was so tastefully done. I never had a clue that the dress she bought that night with me helping her slip into it was for me. The tiny slits up the sides just reveled enough of her silk garter stocking with her sways. As I looked down her godly shaped legs and calves (from her gymnastic days) with them wrapped in her silk stockings with her red toenail polish pushing against her Jimmy Choo high heel sandals. I had to snap myself out of this trance and start moving my ass.

As the beat was pounding I started to dance in time with her, when the music slowed down she moved in grabbing me by the waist pulling me into her arms with the stare and smile just inches away from my face, I didn’t move she controlled my every movement. Her perfume was even sweeter as she held me close as she swayed to the music. When the beat returned she pushed me back and began to rock her ass with precision timing as though she rehearsed it her tits were starting to push up out from her bra with the beats. I kept up with her as people around us were making room for us…oh God we are being noticed. She didn’t care either did I; we smoked the floor with the beats of the song. They gave us the room and we took every inch of it, we became the dancing team. I could see the hand jesters of the college boys yelling from their seats for now they seen the girl on girl attraction and she wasn’t hiding it.

We continued to move around the floor keeping up with the beats, her eyes never leaving my face but now I can see a more confident Heather, she can now see the connection and my heart is melting within my chest. I was so unprepared for her advance but have played it over and over in my mind. The portion of the song that slowed done again she had grabbed me by the back of the neck and pulled my head towards hers. Our foreheads now pressed together I gazed into her eyes through her glasses and felt an overwhelming warmth her scent has made me numb I wanted her to utter a word to validate what she was feeling but those eye were speaking volumes. She brushed my hair from my face as she continue to gaze into my eyes with her bright smile that was glowing in the dark.

As the song was finishing up she pushed me back as she swung her hips still leering at me with a grin I can see that content on her face that she was so nervous about. When the song concluded she stepped in gently cupped her hands on both sides of my face and pulled me in for a slow long wet kiss. My knees were starting to quiver; I wanted to freeze this moment for eternity. Her tongue placed in my mouth I was frantically thinking did I do this? Was it something I said or done? Now I can hear the jeering and applauding of the college boys and other patrons, I was embarrassed and delighted at the same time.

She took my hand and walked me back to our seats, the DJ thanked Heather for the song and said “she took more years off his life than she knew.” Back at our table little out of breath she asked me if I was alright and with a smile told her I never felt better. We were quiet for a few minutes both wandering what to say to one another. I told her I need a minute and had to go to the ladies room she said a solo run I said yes.

Pondering what I am going to do I passed the DJ, I asked him what’s the name of the song and he wrote it down for me, he said he already downloaded from the site and added to his playlist titled Heather’s Request. He told me “I broke two of my rules tonight, one, I never play a song before I hear it and two, I would never play a song streaming live off the internet…but your friend she’s so confident so captivating she had me stuttering , I would’ve of given her my keys to my Beemer if she wanted them.” I thank him and as he turned away looking back at him and saw a bright red set of lip marks on his cheek, wander who’s those belong to? Leaning my head against the inside stall in the restroom my heart was pounding so hard with fear and excitement not knowing what to do next in disbelief of what had just happened.

I returned to my seat and she looked at me again and asked if I was alright, I said yea I really am and reached for her hand and told her thank you. A few minutes had passed with very little conservation Heather said do you want to go outside for a few minutes, I said yea. We went out to her car, my heart pounding I can remember the smells so vividly, the alcohol on her breath, the smell of her leather interior and her scent of her perfume. We slowly began to kiss as we held both the back of our heads our tongues in each other mouths, her lips so luscious so soft she said you seem so nervous I can feel your heart racing. We did nothing more than just tenderly kissed one another.

Now the question that I wanted to ask and didn’t want to ask, what happened? How did it happen? How did you know? She said since college I have always seen you but never noticed you. She said it was a look you gave me on this Christmas past, when you were sitting on my floor in front of the fireplace near the Christmas tree as you nursed your wine. She said that she was sitting there listening to me speak about love, she said she looked up at me and at that moment was so captivating, so innocent, so pure, you let me look into your soul and saw that you were taken by me. She said I have known you for all these years and now you are now shy towards me you look away when you talk to me you won’t make eye contact with me I’m like a little school boy, she said it was such a turn-on. She was so right I thought I was hiding it all this time. So where does the journey go from here we talked, we kissed a lot but we decided we will take it slow, she did tell me that she is in love with me and I told her that I have been in love with her and told her a 1000 times but was just in my mind, she said that she heard it more than once.

Funny how life has it, I have encountered the lowest point in my life, the days were dark for me, hours after hours my heart ached for her, the inability to function day-to-day tasks my whole day being consumed with every moment on what to do what is she doing will I ever get better. I know that my feelings might not be right for all involved but I know the heart wants with the heart wants and I want her.

I will never forget this night or the song that validate our love for I too have downloaded it and can’t get it out of my mind.

It would be with neglect if I didn’t thank the people here that I have poured my emotions out to and in return gave me emotional support, advice and a casual message to let me know they are there for me, thinking about me. I never thought I would find such kind hearted people and you know who you are.

I now began my journey of following my heart which has been good to me and hope it takes me to a place of happiness, content and it is what I had desired.

It is early morning and I haven’t been to bed yet partially for fear that I don’t want to wake up thinking this was a dream but I wanted to record the events so that I may share them with my friends on here and to keep them forever with me. For this is a night I never wanted to end.

It is April 27, 2014, at 5:23 a.m.; this is my testimony as to the events that rocked my world.

Good night…to all
Love…Ashleigh