HOW I GOT TO WHERE I AM

Well I guess it started as a boy of about four. My sister was four years older than me, and decided that I was her doll. We would play house and she would dress me up in her old clothes. She would do my nails, have me put on her old panties; which I often wore anyway because we didn’t have much money and her old panties were just hand-me-downs to us.
She was my older sister, and to have her attention was all I wanted. I began to awaken to my sexuality coincident with the end of our dress up sessions. What no one knew was that the dress up sessions only ended for my sister. I kept right on dressing in her clothes as she matured and begin wearing lingerie.
I loved wearing her underwear. Girls wore girdles, nylons, slips under their dresses and skirts. When she got older I got wear her prom dresses and the bustier and nylons that went with it. Since my sexuality was awakened with my sister I was naturally attracted to her in a very un-brotherly way. I would dress in her clothes and fantasize about having intercourse with her while masturbating.
All good things must come to an end, my sister moved out and took all of her clothes with her. I was left with Sears and JC Penney catalogs to masturbate with. I probably ejaculated enough sperm to sire 100,000 generations over those two catalogs.
Years went by before I had another opportunity to satisfy my lingerie fetish. I became one of the managers in a department store. I had the keys to the kingdom. I often closed the store by myself which gave me ample opportunity to liberate the lingerie of my choosing. I soon had a nice collection of women’s clothing which I wore in the privacy of my apartment at every opportunity.
I continued dressing in women’s clothing for several years. I left the retail industry and begin buying my lingerie through catalogs. Whenever I was alone I would smoke some marijuana and if possible have several drinks to enhance the experience of being dressed.
Then I discovered the Internet. One of my other fetishes has long been Asian women. I spent hours gazing at their images, imagining that we were together. For some reason I moved on to lesbian pornography. There I was introduced to the dildo. Lesbian anal sex using a dildo or fingers became a particular favorite type of pornography. From there my fantasies progressed to being pegged by a woman. It just seemed to be a natural progression from lesbians with dildo’s to shemales with real cocks.
Which brings me to where I am now, I like it all, I want to experience it all. Male female, shemale. I just want it.