Okay first off let me start by saying a drug is a drug is a drug... People may think some are worse than others. But I really hate the stigma that comes from . People automatically go to images of dirty red necks in Iowa or scabbed up tired looking people missing teeth. Not to lie but yes those people do exist and usually are . I'm a full functioning meth user. I can smoke before work and actually during work. Last job I would hit my pipe in the bathroom and blow it into the vent. And I will admit sometimes I get forgetful or zone for a second but I'm always in control. If I were rolling joints or hitting my bongs I'm a goddamn hero. Drop a nice size rock in an oil burner and your spun meth head that is going to steal from you. Back in HS my first encounter with meth I only did lines. Honestly I didn't know any other way. Then stopped for a while picked it up again in my 20's. Stopped again for a very long period. This last time I began smoking the guy that sold it to me a coworker, showed me how to smoke. I felt stupid he was 23 and I was 34. Here's this with a few hairs on his chin teaching an old dog new tricks. When we were half way through the bowl, in kicked the hornies...he then mentioned it was dick dope. My God I wanted to fuck something. But my friend was straight. However we did watch porn and Jack off together. So in closing I smoke I can only hook up when meth is in the picture and people fuck off stop judging us...

So a long time ago I always bottomed. Then eventually I started to top. But smoking I'm wanting to bottom again. I hooked up with this guy and he started rubbing his cock on my hole. It felt fucking amazing, I could feel his pre cum dripping on my hole. Then he stuck the tip in and omg I almost shot right there... I want it again..

The best is when I do hook up to start off I like smoking then watching porn and jacking off with another dude. Sitting next to each other stroking our dicks is hot.

Another plus is when I'm smoking, my sexual inhibitions fade away. I would try things when I'm high but not when I'm sober. I'm more open to situations and it's a rush to let go...

So like to , I like the feeling I get when I'm smoking. And a big plus is how fucking horny it makes you. Hooking up when your high is so pleasurable. Your cock and balls get so sensitive to touch,especially when someone else is touching them...

Why do people have to play games? If you change your mind about hooking up, then just say so. Why continue to fuck around and lead people on...ugh!