You would think that at some point theyd get tired of it. Tired of judging what they do not know. But of course not because the allure of breaking people down in order to build up ones self-esteem is far too hot to turn down. For while pointing out the faults of another, ones flaws seem somewhat minimized.

What you should know is that Im used to this. The effect is no longer lasting, nor is it present because I have become immune. Immune to judgment and misperception. Immune to negative opinion. And after all this, its good to know that there is absolutely no brokenness within me, for I know better than any what my faults know exactly where my flaws lie, and am thoroughly aware of what I could do to better myself. But you see, I have no interest in changing myself because then I wouldnt be me. I wouldnt be a woman of strength, who accepts herself as she is, without living a life of constant torment, trying to be someone different. I am content with the fact that I am hated. I am content with the fact that I am adored. I am content with the fact that I do things, which could be frowned upon. Because all the while, my good weighs out my bad, and at the end of the day, I like who I am; who I have become. I wouldnt want to be you. I wouldnt want to be favored, loved and supported in everything I do. There has to be some controversy somewhere, and so Im here to actually thank you for adding to the excitement of my life.