I love to spy and role play. I have deep fantasy's about having sex with my son, I know its perverted but i cant help it, I love big cock and his nothing shy of huge. It all started when I use to bath him as a , rubbing soap around his " manhood" I was shocked as the years went by and with each month, it was growing bigger and bigger. As a young single mother, I put my cravings aside and worked hard to give him the best. Years went by, he grew into a young man, very athletic and great a hockey. In the summers, after dry land practise, the boys would come over and use the pool. That's when my loneliness got the better of me. It was a hot day, and was laying back in the sun by the pool as the boys swam, and i was sweating, I over heard my sons Friend teasing him about how lucky he was to have such a ' hot fucking mom" . I never really considered myself hot, as I was never really able to loose the baby fat after my pregnancy. I don't shave my pussy, and my breast are over sized. I did not think much of his comment until I heard my son say to him ' if you could stop staring at my moms breast for 2 min, you would notice her camel toe in her swim suit loser". That made me so hot, as I watched my sons strong arms pull himself out of the pool, he yelled over to me as he was on the diving board " Mom check out my cannonball " as he jumped up and down to spring himself into action, I had to make my way into the house, his cock head was so visible in his shorts, and all the talk about me had made me wet. I hurried into the house, I needed to stick something in my hairy pussy, I was overwhelmed and had never been so turned on over hearing my son and his Friend talking about me like some slutty hot hockey mom. I hurried to the bathroom where I stared out of the window, watching my son whip out his cock and tell his Friend that if he did not stop talking about me, he was gonna fuck his sister. All i could think about was how much of a bad slutty mommy i was as I jammed a thick shampoo in and out of my pussy. No, I did not feel guilty as I stared at my teen sons fat cock, god, he never find out, and besides, all I was thinking about was his cock, not him. If I could have his cock, and it wasn't attached to him, I would fuck it all the time. As I stared out the window in a daze, watching him walk around the pool with that hard on, fantasizing of him fucking his Friends little sister, the door opened, it was his Friend. He had caught me spying on my son fucking my pussy. I was scared, I just sat there, not knowing what to say as my nipples where swollen, and my thighs visible soaked. Well needless to say, I pleaded with him that " its not what you think , I will do anything please don't tell my son, please. As he grabbed me by the hair and started calling me a slut hockey mom, he jammed his cock into my mouth and started telling me ( well I sucked ) " Your gonna be my sex toy, if you don't do as I say, I will tell the world, your son will be ruined. That's when my life changed, from that day on, I have been to do many perverted things in order to protect my own . I have been to do things, many things that I always thought would never happen.