The Funeral

So this morning was my friend is funeral, it's been 2months since he passed away, unfortunately it was a double funeral he and his Mom, I went feeling very anxious or nervous, but u knew I had to go and I felt he wanted me to be there, I don't know why the person who handled the arrangements decided to post his picture on the obituary and my friends inside the obituary, I didn't stay for the complete service but I think my friend would've understood. I know this my friend didn't lie about who his family was. Just and ofd energy and I couldn't wait to get home.. I got home after a 2 hour travel by train and the entire time I thought to myself"who are your male friends"..I couldn't name one other than the one that was being buried.