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I ONLY ADD ALPHA MEN AS FRIENDS!! I do appreciate all the sissy admirers and 'compatriots' though.

Alpha Men who know how to treat a Sissy will get replies. Monosyllabic idiots probably won't. ASKING TO CAM STRAIGHT OFF GET A BLOCK. Does that ever work for you guys?



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I am a former straight cross-dresser who since a teenager occasionally liked to try on women clothes, but without any real sexual motives.

But my cross-dressing was found out by an assh*le, Stefan _______, who because of my sensitive job was able to blackmail me. First he tricked me into giving up my anal virginity while cross dressing. It hurt really bad and I was so ashamed but I went along with it that one time on the promise he would leave me alone after that.

But I'm so stupid, of course he didn't. He had actually secretly filmed himself fucking me while I had dressed like a whore for him. And then things only got worse for me.

He started contacting me and insinuating threats. Eventually he would train me into sissy-hood in the months following, effectively owning me as a dominant Alpha Male assh*le for over a year. I managed to keep a relatively normal life most of the time, but I had to go over to him any night he called me. In his presence I was feminised and controlled. I was his fuck-doll.

But at least he kept the promise to keep my cross-dressing a secret, and my shame (as well as my job) was protected. But I get that he did it out of self-interest: this way his hold on me was assured.

When he got bored of me he moved on. But there was no way back from sissy-hood for me. I am bimbofied and degraded. Now I can't stop thinking about the sissy lifestyle and I admit I get turned on by Alpha Men. I realise that I am too submissive and too slutty to be alone. I keep on my 'straight' public face, but I haven't been with a woman in a year or two and though still closeted I have to admit I am a sissy who needs to by owned and used by cock.