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   This summer I had the opportunity to experiment with a... how to define it...?. “Sexual game”, “sexual technique”, “aberrant act”...?. I don't know. The matter is that I've always been very open-minded when it comes to sex and since I was a teenager I've hardly refused to try anything or to experiment with new things that could give me pleasure...    But one of them, apart from “games” with needles, extreme caning, “erotic asphyxiation” -I don't know what the fuck is “erotic” about being deprived of breathing, but there are people with all kinds of taste… Lees meer

   Recently, these days, I have edited my profile here on xHamster... I have changed my sexual orientation. I've changed ‘bisexual’ to ‘homosexual’... actually, in these last (almost ten) years I can't remember the last time I was in bed with a woman, since I assumed -then it was the doctors who confirmed it- that I was completely impotent due to diabetes: I was never going to be able to have an erection again, not at least a full and viable erection... let alone maintain that erection to be able to penetrate a vagina.    From then on, the only thing I could do when I was in bed with a friend… Lees meer

   The time has come... at last!. After many years caged into a chastity device, my sissy "clit" has shrunk and reduced enough to move to a smaller cage size.... AGAIN!.    Years ago, I debuted in a "CB-3000" chastity device in "standard" size and black color... I wore it for a little over two years, daily. With it, I beat my "record" in permanent chastity, as I was caged day by day for a little more than 9 months... But the use of this chastity device, in addition to the progression of the already evident erectile dysfunction doe to my diabetes, caused my ridicul… Lees meer

   Once again, I was fucked by my fuckingmachine...    It turns out that, a few weeks ago, the electronic device installed inside the control device (essentially a PWM control) broke down... so the motor was ALWAYS running at very high speed, you couldn't regulate the R.P.M. of rotation... OK, I like to be fucked hard in the ass, but it was too much... So I bought a new PWM control to repair the commander, I installed it... and for two weeks now I had not been able to test the fuckingmachine. But yesterday, I was horny as a bitch, so I got down to it...  &nbs… Lees meer

   Should I change my birdlock "Holy trainer v3" (small)?. I'm thinking about the convenience of enclose my clit inside a "Holy trainer v5" (nub), made on steel... because I begin to feel too much "wide and comfortable" the cage around my little "weenie". Maybe it's time to reduce the size of the restrict device.    After two years using a chastity device daily, even while I sleep, my little "cucumber" got more small and small, and it's also completely wrinkled. It seems like it "hide" inside my pubis, going back and back inside my thin, weak and effeminate sissy… Lees meer

   The idea came up as though an small work project: I had to design the mock-up of an ID card for a customer, who wants to make some of these cards for the members of his cocktail bar/pub. The cards would have a purse chip that can be pre-loaded with money to obtain discounts, besides being used to store the data of the members, their accumulated points, to participate in promotions and draws...    The fact is that, talking about my work with a friend -who is also a crossdresser- we thought, as a joke, that it would be nice to create a sissies club and make cards… Lees meer

   I've had wanting to try the electrostimulation during a long time... several times I had been tempted to buy an electrostimulation unit, but at the last minute I had been thrown back.    These days I had been thinking it again, watching pornographic videos of girls like me, cumming handsfree with electrodes attached to their "clitty"... and even some of them with electrostimulating plugs in their anus. I got very, very hot... completely horny. And given that at the moment I write this post I'm involved in a "chastity period" -30 days without cumming and with my… Lees meer

The origin...    After some years, since I had left a bit abandoned the project -ambitious, in principle, given my possibilities- to build a fuckingmachine, I recovered the initial idea and decided to give another chance to this project.    The first sex machine I built, dubbed "Sissy bitch tamer" and based on models that I had seen on the Internet like the "Intruder" and other similars, resulted to be an unviable project, despite the effort involved in its design and creation, and the expenditure on materials and parts, many of which were bought in… Lees meer

   When I write this, I have been six days of sexual abstinence, without ejaculating even a drop. These periods of abstinence that I impose to myself from time to time, are suitable to learn to control myself and be a good sissy girl. I can not deny to you that it's very difficult to meet with myself and be a "good girl"... but I have to.    Till now, my biggest "record" without ejaculate is 14 days, two full weeks without spilling a single drop of cum and enjoy an orgasm... and now I plan to reach 15 full days without ejaculating. The decision has been made... an… Lees meer

   These days, I'm dedicated to made real a project long time dreamed... In the same way the United States built "the bomb" after the Second World War, I'm constructing "the machine". That is. My own fuckingmachine. I've tried some times to do something like this years ago, but all my attempts were a complete disaster. Many times I had problems to find a suitable engine, some others was the impossibility of find an appropriate speed control...    And, of co… Lees meer