How I fell in love with panties

My first sexual experiences ever were with those Maidenform Sweet Nothings panties and bras in the 80's..... still remember every single detail even to this day. I used to sit and admire and dream while looking at the Sears and JC Penny catalogs panty and lingerie sections for hours on end when I was 12. At first it was about seeing the women in their panties, but then something changed after a little while and I found myself more and more interested in the actual sexy silky things that they were wearing. It all looked so sexy and silky and beautiful to me. I was actually becoming sexually attracted to the panties and lingerie just as much or more than I was to the women that were wearing it. I spent weeks, maybe even months just admiring and dreaming, until I finally realized that my mom had a panty drawer, there has got to be some of these silky and sexy things in it. Why was I so stupid? Why did it take me so long to figure that out? I so wanted to actually touch and feel some of those beautiful silky things and not just see pictures of it all. One day alone at home, I snuck into my parents room and found the panty drawer. There were quite a few Nylon briefs and bikini panties in there. The first ones that really really attracted my eyes though were 2 pairs of those Maidenform Sweet Nothings bikini panties. One of them was pink and the other was beige. I picked up the pink pair and unfolded it and a rush of blood just pulsed through my body..... they were sooooooo soft and soooooo beautiful. Oh my god, I thought that this was the softest and most beautiful thing I had ever seen. I touched them in my hands, I even put them to my face and just felt the soft Nylon caress my whole face. Mmmmmmm. I don't know why? But I thought to myself.... I have to try these on. I have to experience more than just touching them. I was naked in like 3 seconds..... I slowly enjoyed the feeling of stepping into them and gently pulling them up my legs. they touched my dick and balls as I had them almost all the way up. It felt like heaven. I adjusted the waistband so that they fit on me just right. My 12 year old dick was sooooooooo hard. This was it..... this was the feeling that I had been searching for I thought. Little did I know that there would be more..... soooo much more. there was never going to be anything that could ever match this feeling. Those Sweet Nothings were given that name for a reason. Because they really were. I was already so attracted to panties from looking at all the beautiful ones in the catalogs..... But that day that I got to touch them and try them on.... I fell in love..... I fell deeply and madly in love with panties. I took the other pair in my hands and examined every inch of them..... I remember Size 7, Antron III Nylon Tricot. I was a little nervous being in my parents room doing this so I didn't spend long with my new love. I spent the next couple of days and nights just dreaming about those beautiful panties. I needed them again so badly. I needed them so badly, it was like they were calling to me. I came up with a plan. I was going to risk borrowing them from the drawer for a weekend. I wanted to have them in my room overnight. I didn't know exactly what I was going to do besides admire them, touch them, kiss them, and definitely try them on some more, but I needed to have some quality time with them. Up to that point I had never cum yet in my life. I didn't know I could. I knew I could get nice hard boners, and that it felt good to touch it, but never actually cum. It was a Friday I remember. I was planning all day at school my return home and being alone for a little bit before anyone else got home...... the longest day at school of my life. LOL. Finally..... got to race home, run into their room and I found the panties right where I had left them from a couple days before. About mid-way back in the drawer and covered by a few new pairs that had been obviously washed and added to the drawer since my last visit..... I found my treasures. I took both of the Sweet Nothings bikinis and for some reason, I didn't know why yet, but I took the matching nylon and lace front closure bra that matched the pink panties that was right next to them in the drawer. I closed the drawer and went to my room and neatly put both of the panties and the bra on the top shelf of my closet and hid them behind a box. Wow.... I really only had minutes to spare that day.... pretty much right after that my mother and brother returned home.
the bra was just like this one, except it was pink.

The evening dragged on and on for me...... I so just wanted to go to my room and be alone for the rest of the night with no interruptions. Waiting for it to get late so that I could get to go to my room and be alone for the evening. Those wonderful silky little panties were waiting for me in the closet. Waiting for me to come in there and show them how much I loved them. Once I finally got to be alone in my room, it was probably about 10 PM. I put the TV on but had the sound to almost silent. I was notorious for going to sleep with the TV on in my room or watching all night. Had it on for sort of a distraction in case anyone heard me moving around in there still. Nobody ever came in my room though..... and if they did they would knock first..... made me feel sort of safe that evening. Needless to say I was pretty nervous...... I had never really done anything that I needed total privacy for. Except browsing the panty and lingerie pages in the catalogs, but then I was always ready to turn to the camping section or something if someone came in. Well. I guess I decided that the coast was clear and I had on only some loose sweat pants and no shirt and no underwear on. Easy to get in and out of and easy to get back into if needed. The top shelf of my closet seemed to have a sexy glow coming from it as I went in there to get my beautiful panties out. I got the nude colored ones down and left the pink bra and panties up there still. I went to the edge of my bed and just held them in my hands.... the light from the TV was the only light in the room. They looked magical to me. I was in awe, they were so beautiful. The sexiest thing that I had ever seen. I guess most people would hear this and immediately think that I was thinking of my mother sexually because they were her panties. To be honest, the thought never even crossed my mind. These were the only panties that I had access to, and I was only thinking of the panties and how wonderful they were. I was irrelevant to me that they were my moms. They could have been brand new from the store and they would have been just as sexy to me. The owner of them didn't matter at all. Anyway....... these beautiful panties in my hand were just making me feel so warm inside and my dick was feeling nice and warm and hard too. I was in love. I kissed the panties over and over again. I gently gave them open mouth kisses with little tongue licks all over them. Without thinking of what I was doing, I laid them on the bed and laid down and just buried my face in them and kissed them for what seemed like a very long time....... I was soooo worked up. I turned them over and kissed them more and more. I got up and it seemed like my sweatpants just immediately slid off of me like they did it on their own without my help...... I knew what I wanted next...... I wanted to be in those panties soooooo badly. I gently stepped into them and pulled them up, my dick was so hard in them..... it felt sooooooooo good. I was in a panty trance. It felt like this is what I had been searching for my whole life. That soft silky nylon on my dick was the most amazing thing that I had ever felt. I was just completely lost and in love and enjoying what was going on. I thought.... what could be better than this? what's next? I remembered that I had the other panties and the matching bra in the closet still. I went and got them...... just walking across the room in those beautiful Sweet Nothings bikini panties felt like heaven, the soft nylon moving against my dick and balls, the soft butt of them caressing my ass..... mmmmmmm. It was so amazing to be in those panties, to be alone with no worries of interruption, to know that I had the whole night to still enjoy this feeling. I looked at the clock, and realized that I had spent close to an hour just kissing and admiring those panties on my bed before I put them on finally. God I was having an amazing Friday night.
I got the other pair out of the closet and the little matching bra too..... I laid them neatly on my bed like this.....


I admired the little bits of lacy trim on the panties and on the bra. I admired how shiny and silky soft the cool nylon fabric looked. This was the most beautiful sight that I had ever witnessed up till that point. They looked perfect together like that. I stroked them gently all over with the tips of my fingers. I was falling in love. I gave them kisses and more kisses. Then for some reason.... the idea came into my head that I could put them on one of my bed pillows. The panties over one end, and the silky lacy bra on the other end. So that I could see them filled out like they were supposed to be. It took me a couple of minutes to get them on the pillow just right..... but once I did, it looked so beautiful..... I turned the pillow over a couple of times and admired the front and then the back. I thought that the bra needed something more........ I got some socks and stuffed the cups of the bra to fill out her boobs. wow!....... I looked down at what was lying on my bed and thought to myself...... I have a woman in her panties and bra on my bed just for me to touch and admire. I fondled her boobs with my hands.... I rubbed my face on them..... I kissed them.... I gently made little circles with the tip of my tongue all over them. These were the first boobs that I had ever touched, and I was loving it. Oh god was my 12 year old virgin dick stretching those other panties that I had on..... I was so aroused..... I was trembling with happiness and desire. Those panties were so soft and silky. Size 7's would be just a tiny bit tight on me now..... but back then they were perfect, I loved having the room to be nice and hard in them. God..... I was in heaven with those silky lacy boobs.... I couldn't keep my hands and mouth off of them. probably 30 minutes went by and it seemed like 2 minutes. I couldn't get enough of them..... I decided to get in bed with her....... under the covers together. Holding her, cuddling her, caressing her. I started with her boobs again.... squeezing them together with my face in between them. Continuing to give them gentle open mouth kisses all over...... tracing my tongue along the lacy trim. I decided that I wanted to give those pretty pink Maidenform bikini panties the same sort of attention that the bra had been getting for the last 30 or 40 minutes...... I pulled the covers back a bit so that I could see them in the dim light of the room...... they were fucking gorgeous....... they were magnificent..... they were perfect. The little bits of lacy trim on the sides were sooooo pretty, they looked so delicate and sexy. I just admired the sight of them for a little while. Then I just lost it and buried my face into the front of those beautiful panties and started making out with them..... I was probably moaning and groaning while I was just kissing and kissing and kissing them. I was like a starving person that hadn't had food for a week..... I was really going at it with these panties..... it was better than the boobs. After a few minutes of going crazy with the kisses and face rubbing......... I slowed down a bit and enjoyed gently tracing my fingers and tongue along the elastic leg openings of the panties..... along the little bits of lacy trim that was on the sides of them. Admiring the intricacy of the pretty designs in the lace. Oh god was I hard.... so hard that my dick was hurting.... I had never been so hard in my life up till that point. I slowly started licking from the waistband down to the bottom of the crotch of those panties...... up and down probably 20 or 30 times..... this was the sweetest thing my tongue had ever touched. I gently flipped her over and just buried my face into the back of those wonderful silky bikini panties.
it looked almost exactly like this……

soooooo silky, sooooo pretty, sooooo sexy. I spent a nice while just kissing and tracing my mouth and tongue all over the back of those panties. Just drunk with desire and pleasure. I looked at the clock at it was after 1 AM in the morning. I had gone to my room around 10 PM...... had I been enjoying all of this panty happiness for over 3 hours? Wow!
I was still wide awake though. I got her and laid down with her in a cuddle position.... her boobs pressed against my chest.... both of our panties were touching. We had on the same panties.... this was so amazing I thought.... I could just keep loving her like this all night. Same panties.... hers were pink and mine were nude colored. The fronts of our panties were touching lightly together. I was holding her, caressing her, loving her. As I was caressing her I squeezed and stroked her soft silky panty butt. Well.... doing that caused the front of her panties to press against the front of the panties I had on even harder. Jesus, I thought, that feels incredible against my hard dick. I pressed harder into the front of her panties with my dick..... thinking, wow, my dick is just nestled up against both of those beautiful panties. mmmmmmm..... this just gets better and better tonight I thought. Holy shit this feels good I thought. I pulled back from her a little bit to look down there. The sight of those gorgeous pink panties on the pillow and my dick in the nude colored ones was such an amazing sight. I was stretching those nude colored panties so much with my dick... why is there a wet spot in the front of the panties I have on? I guess I had been oozing a little precum and didn't know it. I gently adjusted the panties I had on so that my hard dick and balls were out of the side of the leg hole of them..... panties still on, my hard dick was free and out in the open now. Wow I thought.... I have never seen my dick this big and this hard before..... It was throbbing really hard, and twitching a little bit. I looked at her and those pink nylon and lace bikini panties she had on...... they were soooooooo beautiful. I wanted to be closer to her again...... I moved her to be closer to me again and my hard dick gently brushed against the front of her silky little panties........ OH MY GOD!!!!!! HOLY SHIT!!!!! it felt SOOOOOOOOOO good. I did it again and a smear of precum got on her panties.... I was scared..... what is this I thought. What is coming out of my dick? I did it again anyway......I stroked the front side of my hard dick against the front of those silky panties..... MMMMMMMM it was fucking amazing. It felt soooooooo good. I knew I could get hard and I knew that touching my dick sometimes felt really good........ but nothing had ever or will ever compare to what I felt doing that with those panties. My body sort of took over...... slowly and gently sliding my dick up and down the front of those silky panties. I thought, this feels sooooo good...... what can I ever do after experiencing something like this? My plan was to do it for 5 or 10 more minutes and then finally go to sleep.... it was late.... and I'm not returning these panties to the panty drawer until Monday.... I have tomorrow night too. Well.... my "few more minutes" turned into about 2 more minutes..... I stroked him up and down the front of her silky panties.... more and more and more..... and then......... my body just got warm and tingly all over..... my dick exploded with pleasure....... It was soooooooooo good..... I had no idea what was happening.... I just came and came and came.... only a little bit of cum came out with the first 3 or 4 waves of my orgasam...... but it just kept going and going. OH MY GOD!!!! I was in pure bliss...... I was just sooooooo happy. After it kind of stopped..... I took about 2 minutes to recover and sort of wake up from my panty trance and realize that something amazing had just happened. I had no idea that I could cum or that something could feel that good. I wasn't hooked..... it was more than that....... I had found my new meaning in life. Jesus...... that was the best day of my life. Who would have thought that a pair of pink nylon and lace bikini panties could turn a 12 yr old boy into a man that night.
I don't think I would ever need to see a psychiatrist if I wanted to address my panty fetish and my love for them...... As soon as I would tell them that story...... they would just say... it's too deep rooted.... having something like that as your first real sexual experience........ there's no going back from that...... you really are "in love" with panties.