I am in a spot

I am a cuckold. I have no doubt, and now I find myself with a very HOT woman named Mary.
I supply party materials that she likes and she struts around and knows that I find her attractive.
I know she would probably enjoy me submitting to her and she control everything.
To ask her, or better yet start out submitting to her and admitting my proclivity to seeing a woman, my woman being used and satisfied sexually at the same time.
I can't get anymore of her supply so I am trapped in purgatory wanting to kneel and submit to her just out of the blue.
Would she entertain then idea of me kneeling and begging to serve her ass? Would she listen to me confess my extascy watching my ex get BBC 11" deep in cunt and ass balls deep?
Write your thoughts ladies.