First time eating cum

Every once in a great while my Wife would give me a hand job during which she fed me some pre-cum. I would get extremely turned on and she could tell, but it never led to feeding me after I had an orgasm. Because I hid my desire. Then about 6 months ago, while she was out and I was dressed in my frillies relaxing on the bed an erotic thought and feeling came over me. That feeling, combined with the bra embracing me and the stockings on my legs, long nightgown, and the tight garter belt on just made me feel so wickedly feminine as I rubbed myself through my silky panties. I wanted the taste of cum, I had tried to eat my cum several times, but I always failed. Licking the pre-cum was just the next logical thing to do. So I covered my fingers with the sticky pre-cum and covered my lips and tongue with it. I applied red lipstick to my lips to enhance the sensation. I then took a cock like dildo and covered it with my pre-cum and sucked on it savoring the taste as I kept rubbing myself. I then took a condom a placed it on my cock as I continued to suck the dildo. I experienced orgasm like never before! As I laid there in a feminine bliss I took the cum filled condom and put it on the cock-like dildo, brought it to my open mouth and started sucking, then I bit a small hole so the cum would flow into my mouth. I let the load of cum hang there in my mouth for a minute, feeling the warmth, texture and taste and then let it slowly slide down my throat. I loved it!!! Now early during the day I will cum in a condom then set it aside, Later on when I'm horny again I will warm the cum up to body heat, poke a pinhole in the bag and let the cum drip onto my tongue as I masturbate. The taste of my cum while I'm masturbating makes me even more horny and I have a great orgasm. I do this 2 or 3 times a week. To me the sweet taste of warm cum is like nothing else and sensations I have while swallowing is so erotic sensuous. Â I now truly believe I am addicted to my cum.