Derive debauchery of pleasure from pain

I felt Sex is like dancing my partner. I love the idea of letting my body lead the way, and explore boundaries together with my partner. Somedays could be hard and sometimes pure vanilla is tasty too.


The shame of showing this side of me to someone I don’t know a lot of.

The thought of humiliation and domination makes me excited. I love to serve and kept as a pet. I love to be bound to the bed, and spanked. The moans,whimpers, tremble and gasping for oxygen is intoxicating. I love the to squirm to the touch of vibration. I like the pain the tingling sensation. A slow stroke, fondle and lick around tingling areas arouses me more while gripping to the bedsheet and tremble. Feeling the sharp stare of someone looking at my body. To obey and be used like a tool with no sense of autonomy. I love flaunting my wet little pussy to strangers and listen to them dirty talking. Feeling so exposed in public make me feel like squirting my pussy juice.


The feeling of being controlled from top to toe made me feel as if my soul had left my body. Getting gagged and pegged turns me on. The thought of it sends me into stutter. The tease is hard to withstand as I flinching around the bed. Every thrust sends a bolt of electric as I clench and quiver around the bed. Writhes in pleasure and pain at your touch. Whimper…Twitching

The particular pleasure of being controlled, the sound of command coming from your lips left me harder to differentiate reality and fantasy as you slide your hand feeling and touching every nook and cranny of my body.

The lingering sensation left me flustered, embarrassed and tongue-tied as I realised how lewd I was while surrendering my body to the current situation in-front of my eyes.

I obediently focus all of my body and sensations to only this one person.

As you whisper words that are shameful my body reacts to the immoral actions slowly. I felt hot, and my body start to tighten up and try to withstand the pain given.

I feel aroused from being tormented physically and psychologically. The moment of anticipating of what’s coming
next made my heart beat race.

As the rope sensation slowly burn onto my skin. Each movement slowly tightens and pull the rope closer to my skin.

I felt happy to receive a compliment from you as I listen to your every command.

I find it thrilling but weird at the same time as each time whip touches my skin leaving it red and sore.

The thought of reaching climax soon left me in shock as you slowly tease me by slowing down the thrust and make my beg for your permission to cum. The thought of receiving this punishment made me really sensitive, and your stern eyes staring down on me is exactly my type of kink.

As you slowly spread my legs, my little cunt is dripping wet from the punishment earlier. The tease and denial made me feel desperate and linger further for your touch to finish me off. Leaving me dazed.

Each touch left me yelping like a bitch in heat. My masochistic and submissive lust for pleasure left me dazed that I don’t even stop to think how others may feel if they come to know my desires.

The longer I lust for a touch, the more I am afraid of my true self. But you slowly console me with your sweet lips and words of affirmation. I try to hold back my feelings but my desires swallowed my thoughts. Will I be able to look you in the eyes?

You are my refuge, and savior from reality.


Are you the person I am seeking for?

J from KL,Malaysia