Finished, A Shy CD's Discoveries.

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(Unfinished)

Inspired by a reader... High School is a weird time in most peoples lives. Finding yourself, your wants, with a little bit of new found freedom to explore them. I was no different, but I think my High School experiences might be. I'm not exactly sure how some of these things came about, only where they led. I will just start from the beginning, that might be easier... I was lucky enough, or cursed, with having a beautiful older sister. Popular, Captain of her cheer squad, an All American Sweetheart. As most HS Cheerleaders everywhere, she had her pick of boys, because they were all drawn to… Baca lagi

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A Shy CD's Discoveries.

Inspired by a reader... I knew that I was going to be out of town in a few weeks and it made my thoughts simply race and my pulse quicken. The opportunities, the possiblity of living out my fantasies. I have always craved to be wanted by men and to pleasure them. More than that, I have always felt slightly, "Girly." Slightly feminine and it and my needs and desires have grown, as I had. Living as a man, yet so very deeply craving the experiences of a woman, I had aquired things to help me in my journey. Makeup, beautiful, sexy lingerie, tight dresses and high heeled shoes. Nothing made me fee… Baca lagi

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Finished, Who you really are.

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Who you really are.

Inspired by a reader... My whole life, I never would of considered myself a "sissy." I, for sure, would of never called myself one. Well, maybe, behind closed doors. As I got older, the desires and urges grew. They became stronger and my ability to fight them off and resist them lessened. Being older, it just feels so good to give into them, now. Of course, that does not mean that it was always the case. However, there were encounters with it, in my youth. The cravings, the lust filled thoughts, the yearning. The very first time was with some sort of relative, just a few years older than me.… Baca lagi

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(Unfinished)

This was a few years ago, but still just so incredible to think about. It seems like every couple years, those familar urges and desires become just to strong to deny or resist. My path has been mostly straight, but with a few very sharp curves thrown in. This was one of those curves... My girl and I were at a beach resort. For various reasons, I knew that some of my days and evenings would be spent alone. With the beach so close by, I did not mind. I love the beach, it always makes me so horny. The sun, the sand, the surf, the smell of sun tan lotion. Of course, the beautiful, bikini clad gi… Baca lagi

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Finished a new story.

How it started. The Pathfinder. Horny young lusts, desires and urges.… Baca lagi

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How it started. The Pathfinder.

While writing "The Pathfinder" story, so many memories came flooding back to me. There were of youth, they were of my best friend and the sexual explorations and discoveries that we shared together. Before anything at all happened, we were friends first. Maybe that was part of it being so special. He was a handsome and popular guy and he always had a girlfriend. I did ok back then, too. But, to my frustration, the girls never pursued me like they did him. Yet, he also always seemed to be slightly disinterested in them. Perhaps that should of been a sign. I see now, looking back, that I missed… Baca lagi

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Finished post, The Pathfinder.

Such insatiable, unquenchable desire.… Baca lagi

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The Pathfinder.

He seemed ashamed of his urges. I neither encourged them, nor condemned them. I simply provided an outlet to fulfill and express them, if he and others chose to. I will call him, "The Conflicted." He told me about how he had feelings towards his friend. He did not know if they were just his urges or if they were deeper feelings. Was it just his desire for cock, any cock, or was it just for his friend's? It can be so confusing. Added in are the pressures to ingore and suppress such desires, wherever they may come from. I could relate. It was a friend that first led me down my own path. He had e… Baca lagi

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(Unfinished)

I don't know when or exactly how I became so enamored with fake breasts. Implants, silicone tits, whatever you want to call them, somewhere along the line, they became the ultimate turn on for me and my idea of perfection. Real breasts had, unfortunaltely, lost my interest. The timing for that, however, I knew for sure... Driving through what might be called… Baca lagi

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Finished, The High Scool Years.

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The High School years.

Grammar to High School. Part 2... It was a bit of a double life. On the outside, a straight High School athlete, getting girls and playing the part. On the inside, my heart and desires had started to belong to a boy. Because of those few amazing times we had spent alone and those few other quick hidden away, out of sight, moments, I think I had sort of fallen for him. My teenage brain and my relentless urges had me desiring nothing else more. I felt that the girls were only to keep up appearances. I only craved more moments alone with my beautiful Asian friend. Of course, it could of just bee… Baca lagi

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(Unfinished) An older man.

I'm not sure how or when I started to get these feelings and desires. I was young, forsure, but were they always there or did something spark them? Did skinny dipping with friends in that lake trigger it, so many years before? Seeing smooth, fit bodies and hanging, swinging young manhoods. Did that do it? Was it in middle school, seeing a friend changing his clothes? His tan lines, his surprisingly shapely and attractive ass. I had never thought it could look so amazing and appealing. Passionate thoughts of sucking cock and of "making gay love" dominated my thoughts. Shortly after, getting a… Baca lagi

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Finished, Grammar to High School.

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Grammar to High School.

I remember it like it was yesterday. Grammar School, in the boys' bathroom, an Asian boy stood next to me. I thought he might be younger than me, but he was just smaller. He was one of only a handful in the school. "Your's looks different than mine." Even at that age, it was ingrained in me that boys don't look at other boys and they definitely were not supposed to be interested in them. Be it his culture or his upbringing, but he seemed to have none of that. "Here, look at mine," he said and he turned. We were the only two in the there and I guess I was curious. I looked to see his small, for… Baca lagi

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54 and on my own.

Of course, now it seems crazy to think that he didn't know that I was sucking his cock. However, at the time, back then, I was not sure. Many nights as he slept, (or I thought he was asleep) the urge and desire was just too much. I would slowly, silently move over to him and gently work down his pajama bottoms to free his beautiful cock. He was always so wonderfully hard and the sensation of him on my lips sent erotic tingles through my whole body. It felt so good, it tasted so amazing. Each time, my desire for and love of sucking cock grew. Several times I sucked him, quitely in the dark, bu… Baca lagi

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Mature Man at the ABS.

Inspired by a comment... I had recently heard about an incredible Adult Book Store a few towns away. The stories were amazing. Tales of straight and gay men, swinging couples, handjobs, blowjobs, anal sex and fucking. What a turn on the stories and reviews were! I had been thinking about gay sex more and more as I have gotten older and the thought of anonymously sucking cock was thrilling. It has long been a fantasy. I wanted to know what it feels like on my lips, how it tastes in my mouth. I already knew, I wanted to take a cock's cum. To feel it shoot in my mouth, to feel and taste it on my… Baca lagi

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An older first time.

He kissed his way around and down my chest. I could feel my inhabitions melting away. His sexy mouth worked it's way back up and onto my neck... Of course, I knew why I was there with him. I had agreed to meet for sex, but this was unexpected, I guess. I assumed he would give me head and I might try it on him, too. This was more, this was kind of passionate and intimate. I had recently split from a woman that I had known for years. I guess I was curious about the other side. I had thought about it through the years, even watching gay porn from time to time. I guess, I kind of figured, "Why no… Baca lagi

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Finished, How it started... Rumors.

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