Confessions of a submissive Sissy - Introduction
Hello everyone,
Welcome, hope you are amused by my confessions.
All of the things I am going to write about happened. They are how I felt during my encounters being a sissy.
Enjoy :)
Confession 1 - got that itch
Here I was sitting at my desk. Bored as usual. I bite my lower lip and instantly feel the need, yes the need to be dominated. The need for a man to make me his toy.
Theres a local place in New Westminister, BC, Canada that I like to go to. I have only discovered it recently, but I have never failed to get my needs satisfied. This place is called Steam 1, and it is a gay bathhouse. Like typical bathhouses, it is mainly men walking around with nothing but towels. I like to dress up, which tends to get me a lot of attention. Some good, some bad, but when I dress up I feel like a very bad gurl.
After paying the entrance fee, I go to the room I rented. It is a small room with a small TV and bed. Gay porn is constantly paying. I slip out of my cloths and get out my outfit. I shiver with delight as I slip my white ruffled panties on. I then put on my red and white stockings and my red plaid miniskirt. A simple black blouse completes the outfit. I put on my white/black bob style wig and then my makeup. Perfect.
I leave my room and go down the hall to the bathroom to check myself out in a larger mirror. I am happy. I am a gurl. As I walk by I feel their eyes on me. Lusting. Several men touch my ass as I walk by. I bite my lower lip, tilt my head, and smile at them.
I head back to my room and leave the door open. I sense that several men followed me back to my room. I get up on my bed and slowly reach down between my legs and rub myself. I look up and several men are peering into my room, looking up my skirt at my panties. A larger, in shape, late 30's early 40's man comes in and smiles at me and closes the door.
He drops his towel and exposes one of the largest cocks I have ever seen. I can imagine how my expression must have looked as he grinned at me and ran his hands up my legs. I reach over and grab it, stroking it, as it gets hard quickly. He pushes it quickly up against my lips and I open my mouth. So thick it barely fits. He pushes it in forcefully and I can barely take it as he pushes it against my throat. No gentleness at all he begins to fuck my face, but this is what I am, a fuck toy for men. I feel satisfied inside.
After about 5 minutes of trying to suck on his huge cock, he says to me that he wants me to come back to his room because he has a double bed. I nod silently as he grabs my hand and leads me down to his room. I follow submissively as I see many men smile, leering as I am led by.
We go into his room and he leaves the door open. He pushes me down to my knees and I continue to service his cock. I can barely breathe as he thrusts in and out of my mouth, forcefully pushing it to the back of my throat.
He pulls me up and turns me around. I know what is coming next and my knees go weak. Pushing my face to the bed, he pulls my panties down and spreads my cheeks. With a dab of lube he sticks his fingers in me. He even has large hands. I gasp, but he ignores that as he massages my anus. One finger... Two fingers. I moan a little too loudly. Feeling him rub lube all over my anus. I am not sure if he will fit, but I reach back and spread my ass cheeks wide open. He puts on a condom and lubes it up, then I feel the pressure against my anus as he pushes his huge head in me.
I bite down on the sheets. My god... he enters me as my knees give out. I let out a wimper, then a loud moan. I look to my right and the door is still open. I have an audience. No time to think about that now. Every bit of me cries out as he goes deeper into me. He pushes deeper and deeper. It feels like I am losing my mind. I cry out, its so big. This doesn't concern him. I am his fuck toy and he will use me as he pleases.
He pushes all the way in. I have never been fucked with a cock this big before. My whole body trembles as he begins to thrust inside me. Faster and faster. I grip the sheets and cry out into them. With each stroke I wonder if I can survive this. So big. I'm sure most of the men in the bathhouse could hear my cries. I am a sissy now as he totally dominates me. I don't protest, I just take it. I feel him thrust harder and harder and he has to hold me so I don't collapse. He doesn't ease up though. He can tell that I am not very experienced, but it doesn't matter to him. I am his to use.
After about 10 minutes of hard fucking, he pulls out. I feel strangely empty. He turns me around and picks me up and lies me down on the bed. He pulls my ass to the edge of the bed and then puts a pillow under it. He then grabs my legs and puts one on each shoulder. He roughly pushes back into me.
I loudly cry out, but it doesn't matter. He continues to thrust inside me. I am his fuck toy and I will do what he wants. He reaches down and touches my small cock. There is cum slowly dribbling out of it. Its almost as if I was half way out of my body as he rubs my cum all over my tiny cock. With each thrust I wimper, he doesn't let up. I must have slowly cum for around 5 minutes. With each thrust I wondered if I could survive the next one.
He thrusted in me at a furious pace now and I knew he was close to cumming. I had served his purpose. I actually felt embarrassed, I can't imagine what my face expressions were like as he used me. It didn't matter to him. I would do whatever he pleased.
He suddenly pulled out and he pulled off his condom. Stroking quickly, he came all over my small cock and my ass cheeks. I was drenched with cum.
Without a word he reached down to get his towel and rubbed the sweat of himself. I sensed it was my time to go and I embarrassingly thanked him. Bent down and picked up my panties and left.
I could barely walk and had to stop and lean against the wall for a minute to gain my balance. All around me, men were grinning lustfully. I made it back to my room and cleaned myself off and put my panties back on.
I was his fuck toy. I was a sissy, as I grinned to myself, nothing makes me happier.
Welcome, hope you are amused by my confessions.
All of the things I am going to write about happened. They are how I felt during my encounters being a sissy.
Enjoy :)
Confession 1 - got that itch
Here I was sitting at my desk. Bored as usual. I bite my lower lip and instantly feel the need, yes the need to be dominated. The need for a man to make me his toy.
Theres a local place in New Westminister, BC, Canada that I like to go to. I have only discovered it recently, but I have never failed to get my needs satisfied. This place is called Steam 1, and it is a gay bathhouse. Like typical bathhouses, it is mainly men walking around with nothing but towels. I like to dress up, which tends to get me a lot of attention. Some good, some bad, but when I dress up I feel like a very bad gurl.
After paying the entrance fee, I go to the room I rented. It is a small room with a small TV and bed. Gay porn is constantly paying. I slip out of my cloths and get out my outfit. I shiver with delight as I slip my white ruffled panties on. I then put on my red and white stockings and my red plaid miniskirt. A simple black blouse completes the outfit. I put on my white/black bob style wig and then my makeup. Perfect.
I leave my room and go down the hall to the bathroom to check myself out in a larger mirror. I am happy. I am a gurl. As I walk by I feel their eyes on me. Lusting. Several men touch my ass as I walk by. I bite my lower lip, tilt my head, and smile at them.
I head back to my room and leave the door open. I sense that several men followed me back to my room. I get up on my bed and slowly reach down between my legs and rub myself. I look up and several men are peering into my room, looking up my skirt at my panties. A larger, in shape, late 30's early 40's man comes in and smiles at me and closes the door.
He drops his towel and exposes one of the largest cocks I have ever seen. I can imagine how my expression must have looked as he grinned at me and ran his hands up my legs. I reach over and grab it, stroking it, as it gets hard quickly. He pushes it quickly up against my lips and I open my mouth. So thick it barely fits. He pushes it in forcefully and I can barely take it as he pushes it against my throat. No gentleness at all he begins to fuck my face, but this is what I am, a fuck toy for men. I feel satisfied inside.
After about 5 minutes of trying to suck on his huge cock, he says to me that he wants me to come back to his room because he has a double bed. I nod silently as he grabs my hand and leads me down to his room. I follow submissively as I see many men smile, leering as I am led by.
We go into his room and he leaves the door open. He pushes me down to my knees and I continue to service his cock. I can barely breathe as he thrusts in and out of my mouth, forcefully pushing it to the back of my throat.
He pulls me up and turns me around. I know what is coming next and my knees go weak. Pushing my face to the bed, he pulls my panties down and spreads my cheeks. With a dab of lube he sticks his fingers in me. He even has large hands. I gasp, but he ignores that as he massages my anus. One finger... Two fingers. I moan a little too loudly. Feeling him rub lube all over my anus. I am not sure if he will fit, but I reach back and spread my ass cheeks wide open. He puts on a condom and lubes it up, then I feel the pressure against my anus as he pushes his huge head in me.
I bite down on the sheets. My god... he enters me as my knees give out. I let out a wimper, then a loud moan. I look to my right and the door is still open. I have an audience. No time to think about that now. Every bit of me cries out as he goes deeper into me. He pushes deeper and deeper. It feels like I am losing my mind. I cry out, its so big. This doesn't concern him. I am his fuck toy and he will use me as he pleases.
He pushes all the way in. I have never been fucked with a cock this big before. My whole body trembles as he begins to thrust inside me. Faster and faster. I grip the sheets and cry out into them. With each stroke I wonder if I can survive this. So big. I'm sure most of the men in the bathhouse could hear my cries. I am a sissy now as he totally dominates me. I don't protest, I just take it. I feel him thrust harder and harder and he has to hold me so I don't collapse. He doesn't ease up though. He can tell that I am not very experienced, but it doesn't matter to him. I am his to use.
After about 10 minutes of hard fucking, he pulls out. I feel strangely empty. He turns me around and picks me up and lies me down on the bed. He pulls my ass to the edge of the bed and then puts a pillow under it. He then grabs my legs and puts one on each shoulder. He roughly pushes back into me.
I loudly cry out, but it doesn't matter. He continues to thrust inside me. I am his fuck toy and I will do what he wants. He reaches down and touches my small cock. There is cum slowly dribbling out of it. Its almost as if I was half way out of my body as he rubs my cum all over my tiny cock. With each thrust I wimper, he doesn't let up. I must have slowly cum for around 5 minutes. With each thrust I wondered if I could survive the next one.
He thrusted in me at a furious pace now and I knew he was close to cumming. I had served his purpose. I actually felt embarrassed, I can't imagine what my face expressions were like as he used me. It didn't matter to him. I would do whatever he pleased.
He suddenly pulled out and he pulled off his condom. Stroking quickly, he came all over my small cock and my ass cheeks. I was drenched with cum.
Without a word he reached down to get his towel and rubbed the sweat of himself. I sensed it was my time to go and I embarrassingly thanked him. Bent down and picked up my panties and left.
I could barely walk and had to stop and lean against the wall for a minute to gain my balance. All around me, men were grinning lustfully. I made it back to my room and cleaned myself off and put my panties back on.
I was his fuck toy. I was a sissy, as I grinned to myself, nothing makes me happier.
7 tahun lalu
