A Queen settles down...

For some time I have had the feeling that I needed to make some changes to my life.

Although I have truly enjoyed the wild and sexy moments I have had over the last several years, I have reached a point where I need to think more about the future and less about the moment.

The journey has been quite an experience for me and I have no regrets for exploring my sexuality and helping some guys explore theirs.

But I have decided to stop swinging and settle into a different way of life.
My needs to be sexual are also met by an equal need to start a family and become a mother.
I am pregnant by one of my lovers. I wanted this to happen so don't feel sorry.

I am not closing this page or my blog as I know many of you have found interest in what I experience and write about.

I will try to update on my life on occasion, but please do not expect the current level of discourse to continue.

But nor will I completely disappear. The Queen of Spades Diaries will still be ongoing.
So my life might be changing, but my presence will still be felt.

I am so excited about the future and what it holds and I hope everybody agrees that we need to consciously do the things in life that make us happy, and that is the path I am choosing.

Love Always,
xoxo
Jessi


Update November 2014. I am out of retirement and black men everywhere should be excited! :)
Will be trying webcam shows soon.
xoxo
Jessi

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gigacrisis
Trying to *reconnect* if you know what I mean
Balas
Good for you Jessi , love your albums
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DanielPortenio
Glad to see that you are sometimes on line, Jessi.
Balas
Congrats to you and yours!!!
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XMaverick
well that's interesting. Im curious about the change
Balas
There's nothing wrong with you wanting to change for the better, I wish you the best in the next chapter of your life.
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stevebosuer
good for you that's awesome!
Balas
Sorry to hear that I missed my chance, but best of luck to you. If you ever what that box of hazelnut chocolates, you know where to look.
Balas
Sad to hear you retire but we wish you all the best!
Balas
holla at me sometime yall got my #.
Balas
Hope yall have been doing well ?
Balas
We still love you.best wishes.
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therealnatedogg
Congrats on your decision.
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HotFinix
Wow, nice!

Congratulations on this new adventure... and settling down doesn't mean bad sex either! :grinning:
Balas
I hope that you will keep in contact with me. Your friendship is valued. I will email you. I'm excited for you and your choice to pursue motherhood. Love XOXOXOXO Ginger
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apple_sauce
Thank you for being around. Its been a joy reading and seeing your pictures. Wishing you all the best. Your blogs are kinda how I got inspired to join the lifestyle.
Balas
All the best. Take care of yourself x
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kellykins2u
You're going to be an awesome mom Jess! Love you tons girl! :smile:
Balas
Good luck on you future and keep us posted
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bashfulboy
wish you all the best!
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pappy94
Goodluck! come back to us after a few years once you are settled.
Balas
I wish you well on your current path and hope you conceive, bear and raise a young 'un.
Balas
Love that your keeping your writings n content in general up :smile: Thanks for thinking of us and im sure im not the only one who wishes you all the best in your future endeavors!
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DanielPortenio
I love to see a joyous woman, so I'm glad with your decision.
It's too a good decision to keep your Diaries going, sometimes we people do what have done before but it's not the same, each time things are done from a higher point in knowledge and experience.
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