Horny old gay daddy

I'm a 63 year old 6'3" 260lb teddy bear. I have a small penis that doesn't get fully hard anymore. I love to please. Love sucking cock to completion....swallowing. Love licking ass and balls....not really into kissing or relationships just servicing a nice cock. I especially like a cock that isn't so big that I can't fit it down my throat. I love to have my throat fucked. Whether kneeling in front as they hold my head and pump my face with balls slapping my chin or on my back with balls slapping my nose as they pinch, and pull on my nipples while they deep fuck my neck. I love my nipples pinched and pulled and sucked. I want to be fucked....never had a real cock yet, but I have a fat 8 inch dildo that I'm training my hole to be ready for it. I wanna be fucked in many positions but I think I will like it best on my back on the edge of the bed with my lover holding my legs high and wide as he fucks me from a standing position. I wanna see his face as he cums. I wanna video myself getting fucked..keeping faces obscured. I often fantasize about drinking from a strangers cock. I have drank my own piss, but never someone else's. In my fantasies it usually comes as a surprise as I am swallowing a stranger's cum and he just continues filling my mouth. Anyone wanna help me realize these fantasies? Or fuck an old chubby guy?