My first visit in a gay sauna

Hello !

Today (24 september 2016) at 10h30pm, I should enter in a gay sauna, for my very first time.
I am a hetero guy but I think that I am thinking and then dreaming about sucking a cock since I was a teenager. At that time, I was attracted by small cocks until a few months ago as I turned to be attracted by big black cocks.
I have never sucked a dick. I have already jerk an older guy that has a small one, that was a few months ago. I met him on internet. It was not so nice because he was smelly and he looked older than he said to be. But he was a nice guy and he really enjoyed the way I jerked him. He said that hetero like me are better for jerking than gay... He jerked a lot, very liquid, but his sperm stinks ! I sometimes eat mine, and mine has a quite neutral taste that most of the swallowing girl enjoy ! I am really cute so I succeed fucking with girls quite easily, even if I am too shy. Most of the girls tell me that they like to suck, so why should I not like to suck too ?

This week I was looking for a guy to come with me in the sauna. I found a gay man, older than me but this is without interest : I just wanted a guy to have company as I do not know how to behave in such places.

I will let you know how this experience was. I am not sure that I will suck some cocks for my very first time but I am pretty sure that I will touch some and cruise in the dark room, to be touched and to touch.
If I suck one, I am sure that I will enjoy, love, this. I think that I really will take the time to lick it, slurp it, suck it... I do not know what I will do with the cum : make it flow on my chest or other part of my body (I think I could appreciate it a lot on my ass or on my foot), or take it on the face or in my mouth ? I crave for it but I am not sure I will let my self doing that for my very first time. I really like to take care of others, so it seems normal that I will like to be as good as possible at sucking a cock.

See you later, I will tell you what I have done there...