Edging to Cock

I write this about 2 hours into a planned full night of edging, hopefully getting into a full-on goon state. I cannot easily put into words how much I love this. As is obvious from my other posts, the pure masculinity of man on man sex is intoxicating to me. When i try watching straight porn it is only a matter of minutes before I'm focused on the cock and switch to the gay side - which is where I am most comfortable and most aroused.
I want and need to take this to the next level - to being with a group of men who all want the same thing - sharing their cocks and cum. I truly wish I had other stories of this to share - for now all i can share is my thoughts and desires and the hope that reading this will lead other men to embrace homosexuality!