First Time Masturbating
Reupload of my first ever masturbation experience.
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So this is a true story. Like true-true, or true to the best of my ability, none of that nonsense where people say it's true but more like "loosely based on a true story". Just thought I'd get that out of the way.
Anyways, when I was much younger I had no idea how sex operated. I didn't even know what girls had down there for a good bit. I didn't know semen even existed. I had a very limited knowledge of sexual stuff which made sex jokes involving semen and pussy's fly over my head. Not anal or breasts though, I knew about those so jokes about butt sex and boobs I got. I've always been a boob guy, though I prefer when they accentuate a girl's figure rather than something like "water balloons on a 90 pound girl".
My education never had any real Sex-Ed so adult jokes and porn were really the only ways I learned of all the "ins and outs", terrible pun.
I eventually learned girls had vagina's but thanks to an episode of South Park, I thought conception was by pissing inside the girl. Good thing I learned better otherwise it would've been EMBARRESSING if I hadn't.
I found porn eventually, probably out of curiosity like so many young guys. I had seen some porn when I was way young but I couldn't understand it at the time. But this time I was just discovering girls so I was way into it. First website I remember going to was a website called PeeAsian, funny considering my previous thoughts on conception. There were plenty hot girls but one stuck out: Yuen Hei Men. Long black hair, decently sized tits and a reasonable bush. She was wearing a sheer purple dress, panties, high-heels and no bra. The
pissing added to the erotic sight. I didn't understand masturbation so I couldn't do much other than just take her looks in. Yuen Hei Men also had a sexy nurse scene, I didn't know about it at the time but I do now. She has some beautiful cleavage shots in that scene.
Eventually, I went to Twisty's and looked up some stuff there. Some sexy girls all over, bearing everything a horny guy would want to see. But much like PeeAsian, one girl caught my attention in a way no other girl could.
Her name is Erin Avery, a porn star that has since retired and you know how people have dream girls/guys? Well she is pretty much mine personified, no joke. Her beautiful looks, sensual eyes, friendly smile, her legs and round, firm tits. Especially her nipples, some think their positioning and size is kinda "meh" but I love them and I think it makes her hotter. Her pussy is also is quite beautiful, nice and clean with a small patch of pubic hair. Her few interviews showcase her fun, quirky personality that is so different from her erotic dirty talk she speaks in during her scenes. Personally I feel she's a bit underrated. She definitely caught my attention. The more I watched her, the harder I got. But I only just discovered porn so it took me a bit before I properly saw guys and girls fucking and discovered masturbation.
I did eventually see several proper pornos, particularly one starring shemale Barbie Woods in a leopard skirt and knee-high boots. I loved seeing her getting sucked off. I noticed how guys and shemales would at the end of fucking shoot out a white liquid and they'd moan in ecstasy. I learned that this was semen, also known as cum, jizz, spunk, splooge, seed, and various other names. It contained genetic material called sperm and is used to get a girl pregnant. Although using semen for reproduction seems to be the least creative use for it in porn. I also learned it was the orgasm, not ejaculation that caused intense pleasure and ecstasy. After seeing several instances of ejaculation in pornos, I followed the pattern in my head. Finally I discovered the act of masturbation, about time!
But I had yet to do it. That time finally came one night. I slept on the floor instead of my bed back then, I was a weird person back then, not using beds. I was having naughty thoughts about the girls I've seen, particularly Erin. The stuff I'd love to do to them. I was nervous about beating off for the first time, I guessing that's normal for many people. But I had to do something about the throbbing penis in my pants and the erotic thoughts I was having.
I pulled it out and it was semi-erect. I had no foreskin since I'm circumcised and I'd consider it's size reasonable. I'm no stud but I haven't needed to compensate either. I started to rub up and down the shaft with my right index finger and thumb. I was only semi-erect but I kept on going. It felt... okay at first. I thought thinking more dirty thoughts would help. And it did.
I thought about Erin slyly walking up to me, wearing an outfit I'd thought up: a tight red blouse t-shirt that gave a beautiful view of her
cleavage, black micro-skirt, shiny heels and secretary glasses. She said she was horny and wondered if I'd help. The bulge in my pants said yes. She unzipped my fly and released a throbbing dick. I imagined her sucking around the tip and down the shaft, her loving lips engulfing it when she could. The saliva making it slippery as she'd ran her mouth all over it. She looked up at me through her glasses, making sure was enjoying the experience. I grabbed her large breasts and caressed them, they were so curvy.
"You like these?" She said, the ecstasy dripping from her voice. She undid some buttons on her shirt and pulled her beautiful tits out, those round large puppies with their large nipples ripe for the sucking. With a sly smile she engulfed my dick with those tits. I was getting harder imagining the sensation those two beauties could bring to a stiff dick. She squished my dick with those tits, swirling them around the throbbing pole. "Oh... Yeah" she whispered, the combination of saliva, penis and breast skin rubbing together being the few audible sounds available.
Unfortunately, my erotic fantasy was cut short by reality. My real dick was pretty hard now and the sensation was getting stronger, but my arm was getting tired. On the plus side, I could actually grip around it properly now and it felt much better. I had to take a break because my arm was loosing it's energy pretty fast. As I waited for my energy to come back, I had time to finally realize why people loved doing this so much. It feels so good.
As soon as I had more energy, I went back at it and none too soon since my erection began to fade. I was feeling some tightness in my penis now, not close to orgasm but making progress. I went a bit slower as to conserve energy and it felt great. Each stroke added a bit more, building up as I went along.
As I continued stroking, my penis was getting achingly hard now. I felt a sensation like I needed to pee. I read that this was normal and that is was a signal that I was getting close to cumming. I had to agree since this sensation was a bit different from the need to piss. It's probably because semen is a thicker substance, so even if it feels similar it would also be different.
I was beginning to have a tingling feeling inside my crotch, I was getting closer. I was starting to get nervous again, I knew what was going to happen but I didn't KNOW what it was going to be like. My body was starting to loose energy again but I was so close.
The tingling sensations and the erotic thoughts in my head were going mad. My dick got harder and harder and harder as the tingling moved towards the shaft. I knew this was it. I began to rub harder and faster. I tried to think of sexual thoughts but the strong feelings were taking over so it was pretty difficult to stay focused. Suddenly my dick and balls hardened. The peeing sensation ran through my penis' shaft, signaling the arrival of the semen. The strong tingling feeling that had built up had hit it's plateau.
The orgasm was SO strong. It was probably the strongest one I've ever had. It felt like the veins in my penis were stretching extra hard. The pulsating was almost painful it was so strong. I almost recoiled with each contraction. The second and third contractions were definitely the strongest.
I shot squirt after squirt of clear fluid out and each release felt amazing. I'm not sure how many shots there were, but this was my first ever time so I presume I was pretty pent up. I was a bit confused why it wasn't white but that was because I wasn't old enough to ejaculate actual sperm yet. I had no tissues or anything so I ended up accidentally staining the carpet since it was my first time and I didn't know it would be a pain to come out.
The pulsating began to subside. I felt relieved, but then kinda embarrassed. Even though I was alone, it felt awkward to do something so sexual for the first time. My arm was so exhausted and I wondered how guys could continue afterwards in pornos after such an ordeal.
I kept at it after that and the painful feelings were substituted by pleasurable ones. I guess it was just a side effect of using the "tubes" in my penis for the first time. My arm doesn't go numb now and I can cum twice within a certain period if I'm horny enough. I dunno if I leaked pre-cum during the session. The experience was so different I had trouble keeping track of some things. I eventually did have the ability to ejaculate real semen and I think it makes it more pleasurable, fun and erotic. Better than shooting blanks.
Despite being introduced to sex through porn, I'm glad I learned what to do, what not to do, what's fake and what's real, you know.
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So this is a true story. Like true-true, or true to the best of my ability, none of that nonsense where people say it's true but more like "loosely based on a true story". Just thought I'd get that out of the way.
Anyways, when I was much younger I had no idea how sex operated. I didn't even know what girls had down there for a good bit. I didn't know semen even existed. I had a very limited knowledge of sexual stuff which made sex jokes involving semen and pussy's fly over my head. Not anal or breasts though, I knew about those so jokes about butt sex and boobs I got. I've always been a boob guy, though I prefer when they accentuate a girl's figure rather than something like "water balloons on a 90 pound girl".
My education never had any real Sex-Ed so adult jokes and porn were really the only ways I learned of all the "ins and outs", terrible pun.
I eventually learned girls had vagina's but thanks to an episode of South Park, I thought conception was by pissing inside the girl. Good thing I learned better otherwise it would've been EMBARRESSING if I hadn't.
I found porn eventually, probably out of curiosity like so many young guys. I had seen some porn when I was way young but I couldn't understand it at the time. But this time I was just discovering girls so I was way into it. First website I remember going to was a website called PeeAsian, funny considering my previous thoughts on conception. There were plenty hot girls but one stuck out: Yuen Hei Men. Long black hair, decently sized tits and a reasonable bush. She was wearing a sheer purple dress, panties, high-heels and no bra. The
pissing added to the erotic sight. I didn't understand masturbation so I couldn't do much other than just take her looks in. Yuen Hei Men also had a sexy nurse scene, I didn't know about it at the time but I do now. She has some beautiful cleavage shots in that scene.
Eventually, I went to Twisty's and looked up some stuff there. Some sexy girls all over, bearing everything a horny guy would want to see. But much like PeeAsian, one girl caught my attention in a way no other girl could.
Her name is Erin Avery, a porn star that has since retired and you know how people have dream girls/guys? Well she is pretty much mine personified, no joke. Her beautiful looks, sensual eyes, friendly smile, her legs and round, firm tits. Especially her nipples, some think their positioning and size is kinda "meh" but I love them and I think it makes her hotter. Her pussy is also is quite beautiful, nice and clean with a small patch of pubic hair. Her few interviews showcase her fun, quirky personality that is so different from her erotic dirty talk she speaks in during her scenes. Personally I feel she's a bit underrated. She definitely caught my attention. The more I watched her, the harder I got. But I only just discovered porn so it took me a bit before I properly saw guys and girls fucking and discovered masturbation.
I did eventually see several proper pornos, particularly one starring shemale Barbie Woods in a leopard skirt and knee-high boots. I loved seeing her getting sucked off. I noticed how guys and shemales would at the end of fucking shoot out a white liquid and they'd moan in ecstasy. I learned that this was semen, also known as cum, jizz, spunk, splooge, seed, and various other names. It contained genetic material called sperm and is used to get a girl pregnant. Although using semen for reproduction seems to be the least creative use for it in porn. I also learned it was the orgasm, not ejaculation that caused intense pleasure and ecstasy. After seeing several instances of ejaculation in pornos, I followed the pattern in my head. Finally I discovered the act of masturbation, about time!
But I had yet to do it. That time finally came one night. I slept on the floor instead of my bed back then, I was a weird person back then, not using beds. I was having naughty thoughts about the girls I've seen, particularly Erin. The stuff I'd love to do to them. I was nervous about beating off for the first time, I guessing that's normal for many people. But I had to do something about the throbbing penis in my pants and the erotic thoughts I was having.
I pulled it out and it was semi-erect. I had no foreskin since I'm circumcised and I'd consider it's size reasonable. I'm no stud but I haven't needed to compensate either. I started to rub up and down the shaft with my right index finger and thumb. I was only semi-erect but I kept on going. It felt... okay at first. I thought thinking more dirty thoughts would help. And it did.
I thought about Erin slyly walking up to me, wearing an outfit I'd thought up: a tight red blouse t-shirt that gave a beautiful view of her
cleavage, black micro-skirt, shiny heels and secretary glasses. She said she was horny and wondered if I'd help. The bulge in my pants said yes. She unzipped my fly and released a throbbing dick. I imagined her sucking around the tip and down the shaft, her loving lips engulfing it when she could. The saliva making it slippery as she'd ran her mouth all over it. She looked up at me through her glasses, making sure was enjoying the experience. I grabbed her large breasts and caressed them, they were so curvy.
"You like these?" She said, the ecstasy dripping from her voice. She undid some buttons on her shirt and pulled her beautiful tits out, those round large puppies with their large nipples ripe for the sucking. With a sly smile she engulfed my dick with those tits. I was getting harder imagining the sensation those two beauties could bring to a stiff dick. She squished my dick with those tits, swirling them around the throbbing pole. "Oh... Yeah" she whispered, the combination of saliva, penis and breast skin rubbing together being the few audible sounds available.
Unfortunately, my erotic fantasy was cut short by reality. My real dick was pretty hard now and the sensation was getting stronger, but my arm was getting tired. On the plus side, I could actually grip around it properly now and it felt much better. I had to take a break because my arm was loosing it's energy pretty fast. As I waited for my energy to come back, I had time to finally realize why people loved doing this so much. It feels so good.
As soon as I had more energy, I went back at it and none too soon since my erection began to fade. I was feeling some tightness in my penis now, not close to orgasm but making progress. I went a bit slower as to conserve energy and it felt great. Each stroke added a bit more, building up as I went along.
As I continued stroking, my penis was getting achingly hard now. I felt a sensation like I needed to pee. I read that this was normal and that is was a signal that I was getting close to cumming. I had to agree since this sensation was a bit different from the need to piss. It's probably because semen is a thicker substance, so even if it feels similar it would also be different.
I was beginning to have a tingling feeling inside my crotch, I was getting closer. I was starting to get nervous again, I knew what was going to happen but I didn't KNOW what it was going to be like. My body was starting to loose energy again but I was so close.
The tingling sensations and the erotic thoughts in my head were going mad. My dick got harder and harder and harder as the tingling moved towards the shaft. I knew this was it. I began to rub harder and faster. I tried to think of sexual thoughts but the strong feelings were taking over so it was pretty difficult to stay focused. Suddenly my dick and balls hardened. The peeing sensation ran through my penis' shaft, signaling the arrival of the semen. The strong tingling feeling that had built up had hit it's plateau.
The orgasm was SO strong. It was probably the strongest one I've ever had. It felt like the veins in my penis were stretching extra hard. The pulsating was almost painful it was so strong. I almost recoiled with each contraction. The second and third contractions were definitely the strongest.
I shot squirt after squirt of clear fluid out and each release felt amazing. I'm not sure how many shots there were, but this was my first ever time so I presume I was pretty pent up. I was a bit confused why it wasn't white but that was because I wasn't old enough to ejaculate actual sperm yet. I had no tissues or anything so I ended up accidentally staining the carpet since it was my first time and I didn't know it would be a pain to come out.
The pulsating began to subside. I felt relieved, but then kinda embarrassed. Even though I was alone, it felt awkward to do something so sexual for the first time. My arm was so exhausted and I wondered how guys could continue afterwards in pornos after such an ordeal.
I kept at it after that and the painful feelings were substituted by pleasurable ones. I guess it was just a side effect of using the "tubes" in my penis for the first time. My arm doesn't go numb now and I can cum twice within a certain period if I'm horny enough. I dunno if I leaked pre-cum during the session. The experience was so different I had trouble keeping track of some things. I eventually did have the ability to ejaculate real semen and I think it makes it more pleasurable, fun and erotic. Better than shooting blanks.
Despite being introduced to sex through porn, I'm glad I learned what to do, what not to do, what's fake and what's real, you know.
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