CD NaughtyNina574 2020 silver lining
2020 has been a crazy year, but it has had somewhat of a silver lining for me. With the pandemic worsening every day, I have been unwilling to meet and play as Nina. Just too risky for me and those around me to be exposed. So I have endeavored to use this time working on being a more feminine girly sissy.
First I have dropped a lot of weight. I was weighing around 180# in 2019, almost all of it in my tummy area. I am down to a girly 135# (size2-4 in girl clothes), and my tummy gets flatter all the time. So I have been working on my wardrobe, and have bought numerous outfits and shoes. I have been exercising to give me a more girly body. A flat but soft tummy and a round bubble butt.
I have removed all the hair from my body. (Except a little landing strip above my clitty, and my underarms) I have been diligent about a moisturizing regiment to make and keep my skin soft and girly. My toenails are always painted pink, and if I will be alone for a few hours or more I will paint my fingernails also. I have started to take an herbal supplement rich in soy isoflavones to help me produce more estrogen. The goal is not to make me a girl but to have softer skin, make my body hair slow and grow finer, and to give me girly curves. I have been taking it for almost 90 days now and believe it is already started to help me with the softer skin and finer body hair.
I have started to wear a bra and panties under my boy clothes almost every day. I will put on mascara and use a slightly tinted red lip balm 4-5 times a week. This routine in the mornings before I leave for work always makes me feel so girly and happy all day long. I did not expect that this would have such an effect on my mood and emotions.
I am not able to get a chastity cage for my clitty at the moment; I can’t order one online because I can’t have it delivered or leave a paper trail for my family to see. Getting out to an adult novelty shop in a bigger city has been difficult with all the stay at home orders during the pandemic. So I will use a hair tie to tuck my balls and clitty back and give me a smooth front in my panties. I can only do this for an hour or two at a time, the hair band starts to pinch so I will do this a few times a day. When I don’t have them tie up in me, my clitty and sack are easier to tuck in my panties.
4-5 Nights a week I will sleep in one of my sexy lingerie outfits while listing to binary and subliminal audio tracts to help my subconscious mind feel more girly. And of course I still listen to at least an hour a day of sissy hypnosis audio tracts which helps train my conscious mind to always think girly. One of my hypnosis routines Was so amazing the other morning. I will write a post about it next.
So, all in all 2020 was a sliver lining to help me blossom my fem sissy side. I feel so sexy and girly all the time. Even when I am in my boy clothes, I can’t wait for this pandemic to be under control, so I can show off my girly persona for the pleasure of a “Real Man”
Cock is life……Cum is bliss
First I have dropped a lot of weight. I was weighing around 180# in 2019, almost all of it in my tummy area. I am down to a girly 135# (size2-4 in girl clothes), and my tummy gets flatter all the time. So I have been working on my wardrobe, and have bought numerous outfits and shoes. I have been exercising to give me a more girly body. A flat but soft tummy and a round bubble butt.
I have removed all the hair from my body. (Except a little landing strip above my clitty, and my underarms) I have been diligent about a moisturizing regiment to make and keep my skin soft and girly. My toenails are always painted pink, and if I will be alone for a few hours or more I will paint my fingernails also. I have started to take an herbal supplement rich in soy isoflavones to help me produce more estrogen. The goal is not to make me a girl but to have softer skin, make my body hair slow and grow finer, and to give me girly curves. I have been taking it for almost 90 days now and believe it is already started to help me with the softer skin and finer body hair.
I have started to wear a bra and panties under my boy clothes almost every day. I will put on mascara and use a slightly tinted red lip balm 4-5 times a week. This routine in the mornings before I leave for work always makes me feel so girly and happy all day long. I did not expect that this would have such an effect on my mood and emotions.
I am not able to get a chastity cage for my clitty at the moment; I can’t order one online because I can’t have it delivered or leave a paper trail for my family to see. Getting out to an adult novelty shop in a bigger city has been difficult with all the stay at home orders during the pandemic. So I will use a hair tie to tuck my balls and clitty back and give me a smooth front in my panties. I can only do this for an hour or two at a time, the hair band starts to pinch so I will do this a few times a day. When I don’t have them tie up in me, my clitty and sack are easier to tuck in my panties.
4-5 Nights a week I will sleep in one of my sexy lingerie outfits while listing to binary and subliminal audio tracts to help my subconscious mind feel more girly. And of course I still listen to at least an hour a day of sissy hypnosis audio tracts which helps train my conscious mind to always think girly. One of my hypnosis routines Was so amazing the other morning. I will write a post about it next.
So, all in all 2020 was a sliver lining to help me blossom my fem sissy side. I feel so sexy and girly all the time. Even when I am in my boy clothes, I can’t wait for this pandemic to be under control, so I can show off my girly persona for the pleasure of a “Real Man”
Cock is life……Cum is bliss
3年前
