a MoCowboy :I feel exactly the same way. I'm pretty sure my girl has cheated a couple of times during our many years together, although she says she hasn't. I told her recently that I want her to cheat on me, I want her to fuck a work colleague and send video / photos. She says she won't do it but I sincerely hope she does. To see her fucking this younger guy would be heaven for me. Feel free to PM if you'd like to discuss this more.