WHAT'S Love got to do with it?

*THERE is NOooo ssuch thang. It's NOt real, only an illusion of reality.

*Be your own best friend.

*Stay independent.

*Never lose yourself into another.

*Fight for TRUTH. Because a lie will unralvel you and destroy your self-worth. Permanently.

*Create your own path, because walking in his will over-shadow your own brilliance.

*Do not make him your world when you mean less than a useless dot on the map of his life.

*Remember your own strengths, because he will only weaken you for his self fulfilling desires.

*Stop the madness before you lose your mind in his name.

*Think about it. It is meaningless. ALL mdeaningless. It will cripple your self-esteem and end your individuality.

Never again.

TRUST?
Fuck THAT!

FAITHFULNESS..
Maybe, until he finds someone younger, prettier, skinnier, and has a laugh of sheer carefree aura.

FUCk that!

UNBELIEVABLY GREAT SEX?
See the previous sentenence.

FuCk THAT!

INTIMACY?
Again.. gone.

FUCKK THAT!

HONESTY?
Ah hahahhahahahahaha!
YOu've gotta be FUCKIN k**ding me!

LOyalty.
OH GOd your killin me!
You ARE an idiot and deserve every bit of heartache he brings home to the table
.
FUCK THAT!

FUCK THE FUCK OFF!
Truth.
27 fucking years is the truth.

Don't waste your life just to lose it in the end.

Written and lived by SassyFuckingBri ~

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Lovethegirls69 3 anni fa

Very well written.

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Well, I do date a lot of girls & guys, and about 3 of them I date regularly (say at least twice per month) I do trust deeply.
Perfect intimacy. But then again, I'm pretty much a nihilist and dont believe so much into monogamy in the first place.. hence.. SassyBri.. you should grow up, you are like twice as old as me lol.

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SassyBri Editore 8 anni fa

You know what? I wrote this a month ago. And I am still NO closer to any kind of closure. I just don't fully, or fucking even AT ALL, know how this happened.

I'm that won=man that CRAVES information. That that I can wrap my brain around. It makes no. I'll never get an answer for the lifetime I spent raising our children, putting my career off for him. Where IS the fuckin LOYALTY, Mother fucker.. I don't know what to do with all this.

I need some help.

I want to get away from here. For a good while. Long enough. And far enough. Thet he will not once cross my mind. Not worth one more tear.

SassyBri ~

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a SassyBri : The best advice anyone can have in your situation?
Don't allow yourself to become a victim, choose instead to be a survivor.

I have faith in you making the right choice

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SassyBri Editore 8 anni fa

a octoberdogg : I was just going over these messages again because when I first checked them I was crying so hard I couldn't respond. I've been so damned emotional lately, with no where to direct the feelings. So I choose to do it here, here where I know I am loved, and I am cared for. There is a good number of people, my friends who would go to the ends of the earth for me.. And I.. them.

That's pretty significant.. I'd say.

"Life doesn't stop just because he chose to"... Such a true statement Mark.. I wish you didn't live so far away. I would come on over and give you the biggest hug! I'd wanna sit in your lap a while and listen while you tell me all about my home Country. Then who knows... I've not been allowed.. or allowed myself to think of you as an attractive, sexy, wonderfully articulate man. One who I adore as a friend...

Yes. Who knows where that could go..

A fire without a flame is nothing more than an empty space where time lingers.

Love you sweet thang.

SassyBri~

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edintx99 8 anni fa

I feel your justified rage at life and someone in particular in what you wrote. It's needed.

Believe in yourself, find a way to change the venue. That trip to Florida sounds like a great new beginning.

All my very best wishes.

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n2oral 8 anni fa

It took me a long time in therapy to get to the point of understanding the source of the irrational rage that was keeping me from being happy. Part of that involved admitting I had been a victim of other people's actions that were not my doing, but after doing time as a victim I decided I didn't want to stay one. I think you're at a similar point; when the pain of staying where you are becomes greater than the fear of moving on, then you are ready to say it's time to burn the old and let the new arise from the ashes like a phoenix. Just be careful, dear, your wings may still be wet until you've flown a bit.

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vertuila 8 anni fa

At the risk of offering the goofiest advice, I suggest looking at the sky (infinity) and at the ground (infunity). I suggest looking at rivers and streams, look at the branching patterns on tiny scales and bigger scales. The feeling of being a part of that, almost helplessly, is not a bad thing at all. Swimming blind.

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mike0207 8 anni fa

a SassyBri : Well it could be a good thing to visit some of your online friends.Perhaps that's the step that will get you moving on again

)) I say....go for it.

I know I'm too far away,but a virtual friend hug is the best I can give you right now

) So a big hug and a comforting pad on your back from me.

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bylhamclarabella 8 anni fa

I just read this and see its about m. He obvious made you wrecked. But that's not to say all men are like that. Mine isn't and I am sure most of your male friends here aren't either.

I don't write in nonsincerity ok.

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blus_lvr 8 anni fa

a SassyBri : Ohh yeah that one

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a SassyBri : You are entitled to your rage. The man you were there for, for 27 years, somehow could not bring himself to be there for you in your darkest time. You have the undeniable right to be mad.
But don't let it consume you, because it will if you let it.
I am willing to bet there are folks offline who still need you to be the Bri they know. And of course, all the friends you know here who would welcome you should you decide to visit.
Life doesn't stop just because he chose to.
There's a new life ahead of you. A different path to tread.
You just have to find this new groove to get it back hon...

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cumhereoften 8 anni fa

a SassyBri : OK,since you insist in communicating in this open air comment form I'll air my laundry,I'm much more comfortable airing other things,as you well know. Who was it whom comforted and counseled me when I felt crossed in love here?
That and other reasons is why I'll stand by that person come Hell or High Texas Water

but she should know..I BELIEVE! Why,I'm even suffering now but I won't bother you with that tale

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SassyBri Editore 8 anni fa

a mike0207 : I am trying as best I can Mike. I have wonderful, loving friends here. Am blessed beyond words. I am just so very ANGRY. I invested everything I had into that man.

I BELIEVED.

It came undone when Mama died and I took too long to grieve. I couldn't stroke that ego every second of every day and praise him like the high maintenance man he required.

I woke up outta that fog and my husband was gone. He was sitting right beside me but I could no longer FEEL him.

No I'm not bitter. Just mad, and a little more than lost. What am I to do with my life now. It's been a year and four months since our seperation. I should be OVER it by now.

I need to keep busy, travel. Maybe meet some of you in person...

I've been offered a trip to Sunny Pennsicola, Florida in a couple weeks with Leaflee and Trex. I have accepted and really looking forward to getting away from Texas and all this well... loneliness for a while.

I'm so READY to explore more of this life and meet my long time friends finally.

Love you bunches Sugar,
SassyBri ~

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thebigec 8 anni fa

a SassyBri : Fuck it
No serious
just fuck it

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SassyBri Editore 8 anni fa

a cumhereoften : Really Ross?

I wouldn't figure you for the LOVE type...

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SassyBri Editore 8 anni fa

a danorth : Dan I keep meaning to get back with you Sugar... It's a go on the matter of putting me on the cover of that mag you were speaking of! Choose whatever pic you feel will do SassyBri the most justice.

I'm pretty partial to the one of me in the a avatar, however. I'm no Editor.

Love you bunches for thinking of me. This will help me regain some of my lost self-worth perhaps...

I am genuinely so very honored. You will let me know how the progress is going???

You have a wonderful productive, sexy weekend.
Sassy Bri ~

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mike0207 8 anni fa

Yes I hope you will heal

) Don't become a bitter and revengefull person....it doesn't suit you. Life has so much to offer,don't get caught in the past....that is gone for ever.

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SassyBri Editore 8 anni fa

a thebigec : Right the fuck ON!

Thanks ~

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SassyBri Editore 8 anni fa

a Longneckbtl : And THAT would be a damn shame.

I wrote this in a manner and fit of rage and frustration. I guess it's part of the healing process for me.

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Longneckbtl 8 anni fa

I'd comment but I see no reason to consciously step on my dick

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cumhereoften 8 anni fa

But it feels so GOOOOOOOOOOOOD!

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danorth 8 anni fa

Hmmm, sounds pretty serious to me. Hope time and thoughts of concern and care from others will heal some of the pain.

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thebigec 8 anni fa

Right on
Fuck it

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