My First
I have, for many years now, been fascinated with the beauty of Ladyboys, TG, TS, TV's especially Asian girls (but do love to watch a lots of non Asian girls too) and have watched lots of porn (and still do to this day) about these beautiful girls and seeing them make themselves cum is such a turn on and i dream of being able to do that to them myself. When one day i came across (excuse the pun) a girl making herself cum hands free with a dildo. OMG it was so erotic and so i searched for more and more and some were hard when they came and others weren't, but they all came, pouring out beautiful white juices and it was obvious they were making them selves cum, and they weren't touching themselves to do it, they were sliding dildos in and out of themselves...
Well, I will try anything once, as long as it does not involve pain and so went online and ordered some dildos in various sizes, lots of lube and a means of cleaning myself and when all had finally arrived, i prepared myself.
I started to drink lots of alcohol, well when i say lots, about 3 pints, as dutch courage and cleaned myself and layed out the various dildos i had purchased in size order, all the while i had my laptop open watching these beautiful girls making themselves cum and was excited, but at the same time a little scared as to whether it was going to hurt, as have said, i don't like pain, and so lubed up the smallest dildo and started to tease myself with it until i finally plucked up the courage to start to slide it inside of me. I was actually hard up until this point and was slightly disappointed that i was going limp, but the girl in the video was limp and she was still cumming so i didn't think anything else of it. At first there was some resistance and then suddenly it was in me. I think the mixture of the alcohol and lots of lube helped and so started to slide it in and out of myself as the girl was on the video i was watching. Slowly at first as i started to relax and i admit it felt good and so i started to quicken the thrusts up, sometimes taking it out and then sliding it back in again to see how it felt and adding more lube when suddenly my whole of my body started to quiver and the incredible sensation of the feeling you get when you are about to cum started to come over me and i thought, this is it, am about to cum hands free, what a feeling and then wow...my whole body shook and as i looked down expecting to see this white fluid oozing out of myself, i suddenly got a face full of warm clear liquid and lots of it. All over my face and my body as i was squirting, yes, but not the beautiful white juices i was expecting, but a clear warm juice in lots of quantities.
At first i panicked thinking that i had drunk too much and was peeing myself, but couldn't understand the feelings my body went through at the time and as i was certain i had just cum, but i hadn't...when my body relaxed a bit more as it was still shaking with the feeling of having the most intense orgasm i had ever had, i started to think i must be doing something wrong, or the dildo was the wrong size. Picking up the next size dildo, i lubed it up and was surprised how easily it slid in to me and so laying there again i started to watch the beautiful girls on the video make themselves cum hands free and started to slide the new dildo in and out of myself like on the video and within what seemed like no time at all, that intense feeling was coming over me as i started to feel wave after wave of pleasure and suddenly i was having the most intense orgasm again...but again it wasn't the white juices i was expecting, it was the warm clear juices squirting out of me again and again at every thrust of the dildo inside of me as i had carried on thinking that eventually i would cum in the way i wanted. But no, at each thrust i squirted and the feeling was that i was having orgasm after orgasm, in fact i was having multiple orgasms and the feeling was overwhelming and i didn't want to stop, it felt wonderful and so what that i wasn't pouring out the white cum i wanted but instead i was cumming by squirting this warm clear fluid all over me again and again. I remembered back to my first wife, as she used to squirt when she orgasmed and i would greedily drink all her juices from her as they tasted beautiful and that i must be just doing the same as she did and yes i did try different positions and was able to squirt into my mouth and yes it seemed to taste the same too...
Was i happy...actually yes i was, as it wasn't just me sliding a toy in me and i started to squirt, it was me sliding something in me and the incredible intense feelings i got of having a multiple orgasm, how many guys can say that. Okay, so i had to throw the duvet and bedding away and buy new and now i have a waterproof cover i use when i play. I have increased my toys tenfold, trying different sizes and shapes, just to see if i can cum in that deluded way, but am not disappointed when i don't as i am still having my multiple orgasms and have learnt that the more i drink (water now, not alcohol), yes the more i squirt and can sometimes play for up to a couple of hours at a time.
I have since added another excitement to my playtime's by dressing. I dated for a while, a woman that loved me to dress when we made love and i was turned on by it as was she and so having kept all the clothes we bought together, i now wear them when i play as the feeling of being soaked through in my panties and stockings and skirt or dress is better than just squirting over my naked body and i still watch all the porn whilst playing and yes am always dreaming of that ladyboy/TG/TS/TV is letting me do the same to her and she to me and wondering if someone else has control over the toys in me, will i squirt more or even more so, if they slide themselves into me, how will that feel, especially with them dressed all sexily too...well that is just a dream, for now i hope...
In the meantime, i will enjoy dressing and playing with myself whilst watching lots of porn and hope you liked how i got to experience what i do?
Well, I will try anything once, as long as it does not involve pain and so went online and ordered some dildos in various sizes, lots of lube and a means of cleaning myself and when all had finally arrived, i prepared myself.
I started to drink lots of alcohol, well when i say lots, about 3 pints, as dutch courage and cleaned myself and layed out the various dildos i had purchased in size order, all the while i had my laptop open watching these beautiful girls making themselves cum and was excited, but at the same time a little scared as to whether it was going to hurt, as have said, i don't like pain, and so lubed up the smallest dildo and started to tease myself with it until i finally plucked up the courage to start to slide it inside of me. I was actually hard up until this point and was slightly disappointed that i was going limp, but the girl in the video was limp and she was still cumming so i didn't think anything else of it. At first there was some resistance and then suddenly it was in me. I think the mixture of the alcohol and lots of lube helped and so started to slide it in and out of myself as the girl was on the video i was watching. Slowly at first as i started to relax and i admit it felt good and so i started to quicken the thrusts up, sometimes taking it out and then sliding it back in again to see how it felt and adding more lube when suddenly my whole of my body started to quiver and the incredible sensation of the feeling you get when you are about to cum started to come over me and i thought, this is it, am about to cum hands free, what a feeling and then wow...my whole body shook and as i looked down expecting to see this white fluid oozing out of myself, i suddenly got a face full of warm clear liquid and lots of it. All over my face and my body as i was squirting, yes, but not the beautiful white juices i was expecting, but a clear warm juice in lots of quantities.
At first i panicked thinking that i had drunk too much and was peeing myself, but couldn't understand the feelings my body went through at the time and as i was certain i had just cum, but i hadn't...when my body relaxed a bit more as it was still shaking with the feeling of having the most intense orgasm i had ever had, i started to think i must be doing something wrong, or the dildo was the wrong size. Picking up the next size dildo, i lubed it up and was surprised how easily it slid in to me and so laying there again i started to watch the beautiful girls on the video make themselves cum hands free and started to slide the new dildo in and out of myself like on the video and within what seemed like no time at all, that intense feeling was coming over me as i started to feel wave after wave of pleasure and suddenly i was having the most intense orgasm again...but again it wasn't the white juices i was expecting, it was the warm clear juices squirting out of me again and again at every thrust of the dildo inside of me as i had carried on thinking that eventually i would cum in the way i wanted. But no, at each thrust i squirted and the feeling was that i was having orgasm after orgasm, in fact i was having multiple orgasms and the feeling was overwhelming and i didn't want to stop, it felt wonderful and so what that i wasn't pouring out the white cum i wanted but instead i was cumming by squirting this warm clear fluid all over me again and again. I remembered back to my first wife, as she used to squirt when she orgasmed and i would greedily drink all her juices from her as they tasted beautiful and that i must be just doing the same as she did and yes i did try different positions and was able to squirt into my mouth and yes it seemed to taste the same too...
Was i happy...actually yes i was, as it wasn't just me sliding a toy in me and i started to squirt, it was me sliding something in me and the incredible intense feelings i got of having a multiple orgasm, how many guys can say that. Okay, so i had to throw the duvet and bedding away and buy new and now i have a waterproof cover i use when i play. I have increased my toys tenfold, trying different sizes and shapes, just to see if i can cum in that deluded way, but am not disappointed when i don't as i am still having my multiple orgasms and have learnt that the more i drink (water now, not alcohol), yes the more i squirt and can sometimes play for up to a couple of hours at a time.
I have since added another excitement to my playtime's by dressing. I dated for a while, a woman that loved me to dress when we made love and i was turned on by it as was she and so having kept all the clothes we bought together, i now wear them when i play as the feeling of being soaked through in my panties and stockings and skirt or dress is better than just squirting over my naked body and i still watch all the porn whilst playing and yes am always dreaming of that ladyboy/TG/TS/TV is letting me do the same to her and she to me and wondering if someone else has control over the toys in me, will i squirt more or even more so, if they slide themselves into me, how will that feel, especially with them dressed all sexily too...well that is just a dream, for now i hope...
In the meantime, i will enjoy dressing and playing with myself whilst watching lots of porn and hope you liked how i got to experience what i do?
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