Since this site is now dead. Follow my instagram ShircaScreams19909 and my twitter Pop_Sweeties My tumblr which I am most active on is CherryFlavoredBlood

what uhm.. happened to everything?

I know I am~ plus there's only 1 and a half days until cyberpunk. I've noticed a lot of my friends talking about it, seems to be a very hyped thing now. I might upload some footage of it!

I have fallen into brain rot that is commonly known as :::: Dumb Bimbo Disease. Excuse my absence

Y'know, as much as I love this house, I'm not very fond of waking up crying because of Müller. But, I did miss doing that, might need to get used to it again.

God, what's with this week and being empty. Now that my roommate is back, I've never felt so lonely? I don't know how that's even possible..

I'm home now~ Seems most of the stuff was moved in and unpacked by the time I got here so, yay. I don't have to do anything, except renovate our basement (again), make sure it's cozy to stay in. Haven't fixed up my bedroom, so i'm staying up to work on that now. Got the asshole to so, that gives me more time to be less stressed. 

So, yesterday I sorta got a little pissy with my friend after drinking too much. I didn't apologize yet, am going to tomorrow. But I did get in contact with that whore Müller (my uhm, roommate) seems we're moving tomorrow and I wasnt expecting that, so I won't really be available on the weekend unfortunately. Still, I hope everyone's day is better than mine.

Today was fucking awful. Disappointed and yet I expected nothing, thanks Müller, you dickass.

Started writing about how I first met my roommate.. Not good at spelling in German, but I'm trying to as hard as possible. If I remember the exact translations of it. 

just went food shopping finally. hopefully tomorrow isn't one full of trauma for once, praying that Christmas is also good 

Thought I'd do a little.. pinned post thing about me. With info that isn't listed in my Profile description. Soo, Hi! I'm Renmi. I have a thing for fictional serial killers and actual abusers.  I write and draw characters of the 'psychopath' type. If you want to check out My Tumblr, it has info on these characters (@CherryFlavoredBlood) If you want art about them please check out my main Instagram (@ShircaScreams19909) Most of these characters I have are based on real people I have met and some even trauma. I live with a roommate in Japan, we're planning on moving to Michigan soon in January! I've been with this man for over a decade now, which is actually very bad? He's introduced me to horrible sights and things that well, are my fetishes today. But overall he's a very cheerful person, if you take out his fucked up hobbies.  While I am a heavy sub and masochist, I'm actually a very huge Sadist too! I enjoy hurting others when they want me to, and I mostly rely on mental pain rather than physical because I don't like actually hurting people too much. But, with Sadism comes my Sociopathy. Not very nice sometimes and I can be very cruel, some people don't like their women like that so, I take extra pride in knowing I'm unique (not really though)  In most of my free time I research horror, mostly and unnerving images. Some of it is actually Crime drama, which I'm fascinated in! It's very interesting to think how people can be this sh1tty. And how does horror tie into my fetishes? Boyfriend to Death and all the horrible people I've been with.  On the topic of Boyfriend to Death, it is a great game. I recommend it heavily if you have any unusual fetishes or even a thing for ! I learned how to draw from that game and I can't stress this enough, I'm so fucking glad I found it. I talk about that game a lot, so if you're ever interested in it, don't be afraid to bring in up in conversations!  I also have a thing for people with a habit of people watching. You know, watching me ? Or staring at me from a far and when I turn to look we both just.. awkwardly watch each other? yeah, that's a great feeling. it's like unresolved sexual tension.  I collect plushies and pens. Mostly because both of them can be so cute! I have too many plushies put away in my roommates house and all my pens are in a cute little box~! I cannot go a day without music. It relaxes me and makes me feel so good. I've listed a few music artists in my bio but I listen to so many it hurts! Most music is, out of the ordinary.. songs about lovesickness and possessiveness are my go to's~ I have playlists for the characters I draw and for other peoples characters all on my alt YouTube account (Strades Dumb Bitch BF) not much else to know about me really.. oh, but I will RP if anyone wants me to! I'm good at that~

Uhm.. Might need someone that I can heavily explain my 'issue' fetish to. Someone that's suuuuper into that. So mostly, someone I can vent my experiences to