Good morning everyone I know it's been roughly......two weeks I think? Since I've uploaded or have kept others updated maybe less than that...I needed to take a small step back to reassess myself and my life, I feel a lot more confident and positive in myself than I have for a long time and it's thanks to both the people around me physically and also online as well as my own motivations that drive me to do better....it may not seem like much but for the first time in my almost 28 years of living.....I went to lunch on my own, with no friends, or family, or anyone to order for me and actually sat down in a crowded environment without panicking or fidgeting. It may not seem like a big deal but if you knew me personally and the anxiety I had troubles with you will know. That's the other subject I wanted to touch on is my life. People only know certain aspects and I like to keep it that way, only people I can trust know a good portion of my life but there's still MORE to it.....I have hobbies I enjoy, music I love, I like to challenge myself, I like to get down and dirty with cars, I like to challenge my intellect with mathematics I'm learning about projectiles in engagements, I have a set of throwing knives, I like plants and gardening, I'm learning German in my spare time, I'm not just BriannaBunBuns I'm a whole individual with goals, a heart, soul, just the same as you....so please, unlike myself that let someone undermind my individuality DO NOT let someone undermine you.....do not let someone come into your life and tell you that you've only X and Y when in reality you're the whole ass alphabet or a jack of all trades.....you're important, you're amazing, I'm amazing, I'm important to people that need me and my guidance as a figure......there are people who need you and you are important to them as a figure...I apologize for my lengthy break and if you have any ideas please toss them my way and I'll see what I can do 🙂 thank you for reading this tangent and still enjoying my content with or without my presence.