Looking for a crossdresser

Hey .wasup guys. Let me tell you a little about myself. I m a crossdresser. So I want to be. So far a m just a cocksucker. And onanist. Which is not bad. I m married. Have a nice daughter. Not for you. Sorry. Ok let me tell you how i sucked cock first time? Not a secret. I ve been staying with my aunt. And her son , my cousin. And we had to share a bedroom. I just couldn't stay calm. So i suggested him to suck cocks. Till some time. Don't remember. The only thing I remember is that I was sucking his cock. And it was great. Really... unfortunately I was not being fucked by him...looking for being fucked by a crossdresser or