Just a phase

A long time ago now I like most people had my curious feelings about not only exploring sex but also sexuality and kinks.
I think we have all experienced so exploring of what excites us.
One thing I tried was crossdressing.
One day while helping put some things in the attic of our family home I knocked over a plastic bag that was loosely tied and out of it fell some incredible items , they must of belonged to my mother and guess she wasn't always the boring person I thought she was.Inside the bag was a whole host of sexy underwear some really amazing things such as lace and satin bras and panties , stockings and suspenders and even a few corsets , just rummaging through this bag had me as hard as a rock , you know the type your cock so hard it actually hurts , I was taking to long I had my mother waiting to pass me more things to put away and I could only make so many excuses about why I was taking to long to get the next box of her, so returned to the task at hand but already I had a plan in my head , as I finished in the attic I moved the bag to where I could open the hatch easily with just a chair and reach up for it.
I knew the first chance I had I was going to look at those things properly and I was going to try them on and I was going to masturbate wearing them.
So I waited until the day came I was having the place to myself mother had to work all day and had no choice but to leave me alone she knew I could be trusted not to do anything dangerous so this happened often.
As she left I waited just enough time to work out whether she would return I then reached into the attic and took down the bag of wonders, As I said it had wonderful things my mouth was dry and my cock so hard as I examined the items finally deciding what to wear.
I choose a green satin corset that had stoking clips and black stockings I didn't bother with panties as I was so hard I didn't see the point.
At the time I was very skinny tall and smooth , just a soft patch of public hair and my balls were constantly tight the fashion was long hair and I wore it in a ponytail it was a fad in the 90s.
When I finished dressing myself I looked incredible with my smooth body and feminine features and the biggest turn on was knowing what I was doing wasn't the norm I looked at myself in the full length mirror and just a few strokes I cum so hard it splashed against the mirror and I came with power I couldn't help but let out a moan I was breathless.
I lazed around for awhile in my new outfit I didn't go soft , I laid on my bed bringing out my porn stash flicking through the pages not that I needed any more stimulation, I read some of the stories and as I read about a facial I thought entered my mind "I wonder what a facial feels like?"
Before I knew what a self facial was I decided I was going to roll my legs over my head and cum on my own face (I miss being flexible)
As I edged closer to orgasm I rolled my legs up so my cock was very close to my face I tried to suck myself but I couldn't
And then it spurted out at me even though I had cum already hot jets of cum splashed against my face covering my eyes and lips
I didn't know what to do I was scarred it would damage my eyes so wiped it from my eyes and kept my lips shut as I wasn't ready to taste it , went to the bathroom and looked at myself in women's underwear and cum in my face I had a moment of shame but smiled as I had enjoyed it so much this was a new beginning for me in experiments that lasted a few years.
As time went on I tried all the underwear in that bag but by far the things I liked the most was the satin corsets with stockings
I loved the way my skinny feminine figure looked and felt I also moved on to wearing lipstick while enjoying this experimental phase
In no time I would self facial but keeping my mouth open and telling myself whatever landed in my mouth I had to swallow and I did.
I didn't and don't like the taste of cum but that was all part of the game I was playing with myself and made so much more kinkier.