My sexy life story

I need to tell my story about my sexy life and to show the older ladies out there to know you can still live out your desires and fantasies. I am going to start from the beginning . I was from a small town but I grew up in the 80s when sex was still behind closed doors. But was still very open. I was raised by a single mother who was a very sexually active woman and am open woman. I started everything I I started everything a little young as some people may say.i started smoking when I was 13 my first big thing. I guess you could call it a fetish. My mom smoked salem slim lights 100s and I felt sexy when I smoked. My mom cought me when I was 14 . That is when me and my mom really starting talking and she told me to be honest and open with her and she would with me. She allowed me to smoke openly after that. My mom never got married again and she told me why a few years later it was because she and I were the same sexually. I tried the married thing to but it didn't work out for me either for the same reason. It kinda all started the summer when I was 14 I cought my mom and one of her friends on the couch. I hid in the hallway and watched my mom give him a blowjob. I got a new feeling I had never had before. It was so exting. I watched the pleasure both of them got. I finally got the nerve up and started asking questions. She smiled and said she loved it and some people are different. But I wasn't I found that out. She ended up getting me some books on sex and explained it was natural and very exting. She traved a lot for work and that is why I do to . That summer she began to let me stay at home by myself. The neighbor woman would check on me . But my other neighbor he was in his 30s and very sexy. I found my mom's stash of toys and videos and began to explore my desires of blowjobs with her toys . One of the videos showed a woman swallowing and it really opened my eyes and made me feel very sexy inside. I knew then what my mom did. I just couldn't get it off my mind. So one night my neighbor came over to check on me and after she left I snuck out on the porch for a cigarette I noticed him watching me as I smoked a cigarette. I think I have gotten more men because of that fetish then any other. I started playing my game that night. I was really flirting with him and the next day I really starting to play my game. We started chatting and became friends and I was definitely flirting with him. I made sure to put on one of my sexy nightie and made sure he could see me . He was kinda keeping an eye on me too . I asked him if he wanted to come over and watch TV . He said ok and when my other neighbor left I let him in . I had on one of my mom's nighties and a robe . But as the night went on I allowed my robe to open a little bit and more each time he would look . Then I lit up a cigarette and I noticed him watching me and he asked if I wanted a pop or something he would get it. He went into the kitchen and as he passed me he told me I was a noughty girl for smoking. When he came back in he told me I needed to be careful because some men would take advantage of a girl like me . I smiled and said what do you mean he said some men would try to **** me. I was getting turned on and he sat down next to me and I smiled and said you can't if they are willing. I remember it like it was yesterday. I was definitely taking advantage of him . He smiles and said we can't have sex you are to young. I smiled and slide my hand up his leg and lap. I felt his cock through his pants and I wanted it. I said we don't have to have sex but I would love to help you out. I started undoing his pants and at first he stopped me . I told him I wanted him to be my first because I knew him and he could tell me if I was doing it right. As I looked in his eyes and took his cock out of his pants. I started to give him a hand job and he was really getting into it I slipped down and took it into my mouth.ni went for a while and asked him if he wanted me to stop he just said no please don't. I sucked him for a while and I felt him tensing up and he started telling me he was going to cum I just kept going. My first blowjob and he exploded in my mouth. I gaged a little but I took it all and I was hooked. We started getting together about every night after that. I told my mom everything and she allowed me and him to have our friendship till he moved away. After that I was doing it every chance I got. I even had an affair with a teacher from my school. He was the first time I went all the way and several of guys from school. my mom never knew about my secret teacher. I was 18 at the time. After that I started looking for men for oral sex. I got a and tried to settle down but I couldn't stop I kept meeting men to satisfy my needs and get my cum treat. I ended up getting cought at a local bar in men's room and my first husband divorced me . I just couldn't control myself I need more and more. I started hooking up with men on my work trips and I got a again I ended up having two c***dren and I still couldn't stop. My husband doesn't know that I still do this. I even sneak out and meet men at a local adult book glory holes and when I am out of town I go all the time. I just love to feel a men explode in my mouth and throat.even when we have regular sex I finish them off with my mouth.