Transvestic fetish, Was hetero, now cock obsessed

An interesting read around the topic
Certainly is a need for me and a strong desire

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I have a stronger desire, overwhelming on occasions to be totally feminized and seduced into worshiping and adoring cock and the need/desire to be penetrated.

I started dressing at a young age (like most of us!!) at puberty and it was exciting - just hosiery and masterbating on occasions, did a bit more thru my 20's to 40's but infrequently and just hosiery and masterbation.

I was never an Alpha and so my dressing needs orientated around what I desired in a woman - slutty, sexy, heels, hosiery, lingerie, cock obsessed, just never found a woman who wanted to do that and dress like that, I have a fetish for hosiery & heels. And so my fantasies grew into wanting to be slutty, sexy and cock obsessed as I grew older, greatly enhanced by watching porn, hypnosis and having profiles on sites like here.

Been thru marriage etc and now I have changed almost completely, such a strong need and desire to dress fully, to be as fully femme as possible to be attractive and excite cocks.

Partner is abhorred by my needs and am now pussy free. Been that way for some years.

So now my dressing is confined to when partner is away.

But my needs now have expanded and are not only to dress, but to be feminized - I have completely turned to adoring cocks (from heterosexual to cock adoration and this is such a strong desire) which has taken me somewhat by surprise.

I indulge in the strong fantasises (have a look at my favs and you will see my perversions) of cock adoration, cock sucking and anal sex.

I now listen to sissy hypnosis, femme hypnosis and the like.

But now I'm finding that I'm strongly attracted to and masterbating to all sorts of cocks and watching them erupt with cum and wanting to recieve that cum all over me - fantasising about those throbbing veiny cocks and what they will feel and taste like in my mouth as I suck them for that cum. It's all for my pleasure.

As an aside - its really hard to find good audio sissy/femme/cock hypnosis - please send me a link if who have some good audios - no music just a femme voice encouraging me to suck cock, be penetrated by cocks, being a cum slut etc etc.

I'm now looking to meet other CD'ers and men and am actively seeking meetings so I can explore my femme side and get experience and guidance into cock worship in all of its forms.

I'm doing this because I luv cocks and its pleasurable for me to indulge in cocks - I'm not submissive and not really into "pleasing men" for the sake of their pleasure - its all about me seeking my pleasure in cock worship and indulgence

I am perverted
I am a sissy because I cherish cocks for my pleasure
I luv the penis, the phallic the cock
I want to suck cocks for my pleasure
I need cum
I need to be fucked for my pleasure


Anyone else having a similar journey?























Luv the sight of his hard cock penetrating her cute arse






Oh yes, my fantasy - to be fucked in nylons!!