6: Coming Clean
I went to the ranch over the next weekend. We were in the house and as usual he had me undress for him......Mac immediately knew I’d been used......my nipples were still bruised from the clothes pins. He grilled me as to who did this to me but I wouldn’t tell him......he sat and gave me that disapproving look of his and then sighed deeply and said “Fine.....if that’s the way you want it.....Who am I to argue”......and with that he stood up and I thought that was the end of it, but he turned quickly and grabbed me by the hair and proceeded to drag me out of his house and towards the shop.......I was screaming at him to let me go, but my pleas fell on deaf ears....I’d never seen him act like this before......and I was sure he was going to pull the hair right out of my head.......all I could do was keep my feet moving as fast as I could just to keep up with him.
Mac opened the door to the shop and dragged me to the lift. He had already had it positioned for our normal playtime and the chains were hanging with the restraints at the ready. He spun me around to face him and said “Last Chance......Tell me who did it or I’ll force it out of you”....I shook my head and told him “Mac....I Can’t!” ........He put the cuffs on each of my wrists and walked to the controls and raised the lift until my feet were barely on the floor......Mac turned back to me and spoke harshly to me.....”I’m Not Your Uncle Today......I’m Your MASTER!”........he took hold of my nipples between his thumbs and forefingers and squeezed them tightly......I squealed and cried out...... then he pulled them toward him and kept pulling.........I was on my tiptoes.......and I was crying out for him to stop......then he pinched them even harder and twisted them...the pain was terrible! He pulled on them harder and I swear my toes were off the floor for an instant......I felt like my nipples were being pulled off.........and he suddenly released me and I fell back a bit and found my feet.......my nipples were on fire......”Who?” Mac asked again.......”I can’t” I said weakly.......he reached down and cupped my pussy and inserted a couple of fingers.........I was already wet when I showed up at the ranch.....I was sopping now......he pulled his fingers out of me and wiped them under my nose.......and then he put them in my mouth.......and I greedily sucked my juices off them...........He pulled my hair and lifted my head up and back.......”Who do you belong too?” He asked........”You....Only You” I replied...........”Who’s trying to steal you from me?” He pushed...........”Master.....I Can’t......They’ll Kill Me!” I pleaded.........
He let my hair go and my head fell to my chest........”then you leave me no choice in what comes next” he said in a sad Voice......
He took another pair of restraints and attached them to my ankles and pulled my legs apart I was standing now spread eagle.......he went behind me and pulled my hair back behind me and starts to braid it into a ponytail.......then he walks to a tool chest and pulls out some clamps. He held them up for me to see......”These are vicious little clamps....the harder you pull on them the tighter they bite into your flesh.....They will not pull off”.......Mac attached the clamps to my already tender nipples and I squealed loudly......he gave them a couple of good hard tugs and a screamed out....”See what I mean” he said, and he gave a long hard pull.......then he put a ball gag in my mouth and took a pair of fine slim chains and attached one end of them to the clamps and the other end to the ball gag harness. Then he pulled my head forward so that my chin was nearly to my chest and adjusted the chain tight.......the clamps didn’t pull on my nipples as long as I kept my head down.......”Now for the nasty part” Mac stated......he reached back and pulled my head up by using my ponytail.......the clamps dug painfully into my nipples.......He held up a 10lb barbell weight that had a hook on it “This goes on the end of this”.....he gave my ponytail a couple of hard tugs.......”I wanted to use a lighter weight. But being that you’re being a little brat, you leave me no choice “ and then he then told me to look down.......he hooked the weight into the braids on my ponytail......and ever so slowly released the weight.....I fought to keep looking down.....the weight was pulling my head back and it tightened on my nipples....I fought against the weight and I knew that I couldn’t fight for long.......I would soon loose this battle.......then I felt his hands on my hips and opened my eyes as he knelt in front of me......he ran his hands up the inside of my legs.....when he reached my pussy......he ran his fingers over my very wet lips.......and then he found my clit and he pinched it......My knees buckled just for a second....my clit was still tender from juniors use of the Clothes pin on it......
My nipples were on fire......my neck was straining against the weight hanging from my ponytail......just trying to look “down” to relieve the stress on my nipples took all my strength.......and Mac’s pinching my wet clit.....I was going to lose no matter what I did.........I was so close to cumming........then I felt fingers on my asshole.......using my pussy juice to lube my ass.....the fingers invaded my ass......one, then two, then 3........Then 4.......my legs were shaking.......then fingers in my pussy........another four........he slowly fucked both holes with both hands...............That was all I could take........I exploded in orgasm......my body shook and my legs gave out.......I was hanging by my arms only and the weight was winning.......my nipples were pulled further than I could imagine.....the full weight of my head and the weight were pulling my nipples into space........I was howling through my ball gag..........Mac reached around and pulled down harder on the weight until I was shrieking in pain and he then lifted the weight completely.......he stood beside me.......one hand holding the weight up, and one hand working my clit.........”Tell me” He said to me.........I shook my head NO and he dropped the weight and my nipples were yanked and I thought they’d been torn off...........I screamed through the gag.........Mac ran his fingers over my nipples..... and I winced in pain.........he grabbed my head and pulled my head down and he showed me his finger.......a small bit of blood was on it......the clamps were working as he promised me....they will not come off.......they bite harder.......
“Tell Me” he ordered......I tried to speak through my gag...... he understood “I Can’t”......and he released my head and the weight dropped and my nipples stretched even more......he let me hang there.....the full weight pulling on my bleeding nipples........I don’t know how long........But he returned with part of a bamboo fishing pole.......and he started in on the underside of my tits......slapping them........then he moved to tapping the clamps........then he went between the two and the slaps got harder..........I couldn’t help myself.....my pussy juice was leaking out and running down my legs...........Mac saw that.......and he stopped just long enough to get a vibrator and a large butt plug he lubed up the plug and put it in my ass.....roughly......then he turned on the vibrator and fed it as far as it would go in my pussy.........then he used a long strip of duct tape......he ran a strip from my belly, down over my bush and between my legs and back up over my ass to the small of my back........and then he started up again with the cane pole on my tits and nipples...........I don’t know how long I hung there.......I lost all track of time........it was one orgasm after another after another after another.........he’d lift the weight and ask me for the truth.....and I kept refusing....and he’d let the weight drop.........who knows how many times ........until I finally Broke........I simply couldn’t go on anymore........I nodded the next time he asked........and he released the weight and removed the ball gag......but let me hanging there in the clamps in place and vibrator running.......”Tell me everything from the beginning......Don’t leave out any detail”.........I’m an obedient whore......I told him everything........including what they said they’d do to me if I told anyone........especially Mac........
He stood there quietly as I told him the details of everything they did to me.....the whipping......and what they did to me at the church.......and the film.........he left me shackled while he removed the duct tape.......it was quick and painful........my body shook as he did it.......and then came the vibrator and the plug........then the clips were removed.......there was a pause of a few short seconds before the pain really hit me........I screamed and fought against the restraints as the blood flowed back into my nipples.......Mac went to the fridge and took out two cold packs and slowly applied them to my tits..........he held them there for a few minutes........then he released one wrist and then the other......he placed the cold packs in my hands and then brought them up to my tits and told me to hold them there.........then he knelt down and undid my ankles......he led me over to a chair and sat me down.....he pulled up a chair next to me and sat down........I put my head on his shoulder and closed my eyes....... “I’m Sorry Master......I messed up” I said.......He put his arm around me and stroked my hair......”You have nothing to apologise for.....They’re the ones who messed up.....and they’re the ones who are going to pay” Mac said gently......Then he moved and knelt in front of me....took my face in both of his hands and we looked each other is the eyes....”You don’t ever lie to me again......about anything.......Do you understand just how important it is that you do that?” I nodded and tears welled up in my eyes.......”I need to hear you say it” he said..........”I promise you that I will never ever lie to you again” I replied.....and then I added “I belong to you forever”.......And I leaned in and kissed him.....we sat there holding each other for a long time.
Discipline.......is a very difficult creature. It’s use can either heal or it can destroy. I’ve experienced it both ways.......and to be honest, I’ve served it up both ways as well.
I’m not certain if I’ll continue this exercise of bearing my past.....For those of you who’ve read through these journal entries, I hope you appreciate the difficulty I have with it. To close my eyes and reliving each experience....I’m not sure if it’s the****utic........I’m certainly not bragging.....I have my share of regret......things I could have done without certainly........Even though I could, I’ve never blamed anyone but myself for what’s happened to me.........
Mac opened the door to the shop and dragged me to the lift. He had already had it positioned for our normal playtime and the chains were hanging with the restraints at the ready. He spun me around to face him and said “Last Chance......Tell me who did it or I’ll force it out of you”....I shook my head and told him “Mac....I Can’t!” ........He put the cuffs on each of my wrists and walked to the controls and raised the lift until my feet were barely on the floor......Mac turned back to me and spoke harshly to me.....”I’m Not Your Uncle Today......I’m Your MASTER!”........he took hold of my nipples between his thumbs and forefingers and squeezed them tightly......I squealed and cried out...... then he pulled them toward him and kept pulling.........I was on my tiptoes.......and I was crying out for him to stop......then he pinched them even harder and twisted them...the pain was terrible! He pulled on them harder and I swear my toes were off the floor for an instant......I felt like my nipples were being pulled off.........and he suddenly released me and I fell back a bit and found my feet.......my nipples were on fire......”Who?” Mac asked again.......”I can’t” I said weakly.......he reached down and cupped my pussy and inserted a couple of fingers.........I was already wet when I showed up at the ranch.....I was sopping now......he pulled his fingers out of me and wiped them under my nose.......and then he put them in my mouth.......and I greedily sucked my juices off them...........He pulled my hair and lifted my head up and back.......”Who do you belong too?” He asked........”You....Only You” I replied...........”Who’s trying to steal you from me?” He pushed...........”Master.....I Can’t......They’ll Kill Me!” I pleaded.........
He let my hair go and my head fell to my chest........”then you leave me no choice in what comes next” he said in a sad Voice......
He took another pair of restraints and attached them to my ankles and pulled my legs apart I was standing now spread eagle.......he went behind me and pulled my hair back behind me and starts to braid it into a ponytail.......then he walks to a tool chest and pulls out some clamps. He held them up for me to see......”These are vicious little clamps....the harder you pull on them the tighter they bite into your flesh.....They will not pull off”.......Mac attached the clamps to my already tender nipples and I squealed loudly......he gave them a couple of good hard tugs and a screamed out....”See what I mean” he said, and he gave a long hard pull.......then he put a ball gag in my mouth and took a pair of fine slim chains and attached one end of them to the clamps and the other end to the ball gag harness. Then he pulled my head forward so that my chin was nearly to my chest and adjusted the chain tight.......the clamps didn’t pull on my nipples as long as I kept my head down.......”Now for the nasty part” Mac stated......he reached back and pulled my head up by using my ponytail.......the clamps dug painfully into my nipples.......He held up a 10lb barbell weight that had a hook on it “This goes on the end of this”.....he gave my ponytail a couple of hard tugs.......”I wanted to use a lighter weight. But being that you’re being a little brat, you leave me no choice “ and then he then told me to look down.......he hooked the weight into the braids on my ponytail......and ever so slowly released the weight.....I fought to keep looking down.....the weight was pulling my head back and it tightened on my nipples....I fought against the weight and I knew that I couldn’t fight for long.......I would soon loose this battle.......then I felt his hands on my hips and opened my eyes as he knelt in front of me......he ran his hands up the inside of my legs.....when he reached my pussy......he ran his fingers over my very wet lips.......and then he found my clit and he pinched it......My knees buckled just for a second....my clit was still tender from juniors use of the Clothes pin on it......
My nipples were on fire......my neck was straining against the weight hanging from my ponytail......just trying to look “down” to relieve the stress on my nipples took all my strength.......and Mac’s pinching my wet clit.....I was going to lose no matter what I did.........I was so close to cumming........then I felt fingers on my asshole.......using my pussy juice to lube my ass.....the fingers invaded my ass......one, then two, then 3........Then 4.......my legs were shaking.......then fingers in my pussy........another four........he slowly fucked both holes with both hands...............That was all I could take........I exploded in orgasm......my body shook and my legs gave out.......I was hanging by my arms only and the weight was winning.......my nipples were pulled further than I could imagine.....the full weight of my head and the weight were pulling my nipples into space........I was howling through my ball gag..........Mac reached around and pulled down harder on the weight until I was shrieking in pain and he then lifted the weight completely.......he stood beside me.......one hand holding the weight up, and one hand working my clit.........”Tell me” He said to me.........I shook my head NO and he dropped the weight and my nipples were yanked and I thought they’d been torn off...........I screamed through the gag.........Mac ran his fingers over my nipples..... and I winced in pain.........he grabbed my head and pulled my head down and he showed me his finger.......a small bit of blood was on it......the clamps were working as he promised me....they will not come off.......they bite harder.......
“Tell Me” he ordered......I tried to speak through my gag...... he understood “I Can’t”......and he released my head and the weight dropped and my nipples stretched even more......he let me hang there.....the full weight pulling on my bleeding nipples........I don’t know how long........But he returned with part of a bamboo fishing pole.......and he started in on the underside of my tits......slapping them........then he moved to tapping the clamps........then he went between the two and the slaps got harder..........I couldn’t help myself.....my pussy juice was leaking out and running down my legs...........Mac saw that.......and he stopped just long enough to get a vibrator and a large butt plug he lubed up the plug and put it in my ass.....roughly......then he turned on the vibrator and fed it as far as it would go in my pussy.........then he used a long strip of duct tape......he ran a strip from my belly, down over my bush and between my legs and back up over my ass to the small of my back........and then he started up again with the cane pole on my tits and nipples...........I don’t know how long I hung there.......I lost all track of time........it was one orgasm after another after another after another.........he’d lift the weight and ask me for the truth.....and I kept refusing....and he’d let the weight drop.........who knows how many times ........until I finally Broke........I simply couldn’t go on anymore........I nodded the next time he asked........and he released the weight and removed the ball gag......but let me hanging there in the clamps in place and vibrator running.......”Tell me everything from the beginning......Don’t leave out any detail”.........I’m an obedient whore......I told him everything........including what they said they’d do to me if I told anyone........especially Mac........
He stood there quietly as I told him the details of everything they did to me.....the whipping......and what they did to me at the church.......and the film.........he left me shackled while he removed the duct tape.......it was quick and painful........my body shook as he did it.......and then came the vibrator and the plug........then the clips were removed.......there was a pause of a few short seconds before the pain really hit me........I screamed and fought against the restraints as the blood flowed back into my nipples.......Mac went to the fridge and took out two cold packs and slowly applied them to my tits..........he held them there for a few minutes........then he released one wrist and then the other......he placed the cold packs in my hands and then brought them up to my tits and told me to hold them there.........then he knelt down and undid my ankles......he led me over to a chair and sat me down.....he pulled up a chair next to me and sat down........I put my head on his shoulder and closed my eyes....... “I’m Sorry Master......I messed up” I said.......He put his arm around me and stroked my hair......”You have nothing to apologise for.....They’re the ones who messed up.....and they’re the ones who are going to pay” Mac said gently......Then he moved and knelt in front of me....took my face in both of his hands and we looked each other is the eyes....”You don’t ever lie to me again......about anything.......Do you understand just how important it is that you do that?” I nodded and tears welled up in my eyes.......”I need to hear you say it” he said..........”I promise you that I will never ever lie to you again” I replied.....and then I added “I belong to you forever”.......And I leaned in and kissed him.....we sat there holding each other for a long time.
Discipline.......is a very difficult creature. It’s use can either heal or it can destroy. I’ve experienced it both ways.......and to be honest, I’ve served it up both ways as well.
I’m not certain if I’ll continue this exercise of bearing my past.....For those of you who’ve read through these journal entries, I hope you appreciate the difficulty I have with it. To close my eyes and reliving each experience....I’m not sure if it’s the****utic........I’m certainly not bragging.....I have my share of regret......things I could have done without certainly........Even though I could, I’ve never blamed anyone but myself for what’s happened to me.........
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