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❈ Elizabeth
☼ New York City
♡ Single
?20 years old
???????? Sicilian/Brazilian/Russian American
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Hi lovely babes! welcome to my account, I am so happy you are here!! I’m Yelizavetha-Giselle, Pleasure to meet you, friend! First of all, thank you for visiting. This little corner of the internet was born during one of my quarantined-induced loneliness, and I’m beyond thrilled to see it come to life! I am one of the sweetest people you will ever meet..I live life for the moment..I work hard..I love hard..I am a down to earth country lady!! I don't discriminate & i'll talk to anyone!!

I'm 100% sure that I'm a lesbian! I've come to terms that I am who I am and you all can't change me! please accept this, and don't try to change me, I am who I am! I also care what's in your insides too, i.e personality & whatnot, I don't care if you're ugly, fat or pretty, I care what your insides are!! I'm a Massive goof-ball, I love to be around people that I like and who I enjoy, i hope to find people like me on here......If I like your profile, you'll ALWAYS get a message as well as an invitation, if I ignore.....well that the message and don't annoy me about it.....talking to you MEN!

I'm also working as a bartender at a bar near campus, but my real passion is ) which I am very lucky in getting into. Complete opposites of each other, but they balance out nicely. When i'm not being a Stereotypical Immigrant (Studying, Modifying cars/motorcycles, Drawing in Central Park, being completely Religious) My world revolves around God , my family, fitness , and painting! I am working towards seeing how far I can push my body athletically.

A bit about me: I would consider myself a very geeky girl, I am a part of a wide variety of fandoms, many of which can be seen in my blog, as a girl with Sicilian/Brazilian/Russian Heritage, I also have a healthy obsession with Motorsport, Soccer, NFL, Basketball, Karate & Ice hockey. In my spare time I love playing video games and writing. If I could just spend all day every day writing, I would. I am also a huge fan of nature, nothing lifts my spirits more than a walk through the woods or sitting beside a river.

I'm a big lover or Photography & Design!!! Hence why I’m studying Design (Majoring in Architectural & Civil Engineering & Interior Design) but I also travel to LA, Sao Paulo, Palermo & Moscow, I'm also a down to earth girl who wants to find love

Interests: Anime, all types of music, Marvel, Mass Effect, Kerbal Space Program, FNAF, writing/roleplaying, manga, some kpop, psychology, acting, photography, cryptozoology, Massive Fashionista & Protecting people/confronting people (It explains my job!)

Temperament: Patient and easy going, likes to joke and play around, occasional mood swings but they don’t often affect my social life.

Things I like: dogs, cats, chickens, horses, most a****ls, listening to and helping people, laughing, Fall, Spring, cooler temps, beaches, pink and grey, faded pastels, blue, talking on the phone, asking people questions and getting to know them, fashion, poetry, reading, attempting to paint cute things, soft things and comforting things, supernatural and ghosty stuff, farms, rivers and streams, movies, crime podcasts, mythology, pinterest and spotify, slow burn romance, dark nights, bright stars, tea and coffee, hot chocolate, cooking and tidying up every now and then, singing, taking personality tests!

Physical Description: 6'3, Gymnastic/Athletic build, between muscular and soft, Long-length brown/honey wavy hair. Sicilian/Brazilian/Russian American Babe . Between 89-92 lbs. Gorgeous Hazel eyes, natural eyebrows & Chow-brown hair.

Looking For: friends first, relationships second. Likeminded people, hopefully ones who enjoy calling and playing wakfu with me. Someone sweet and caring and honest, no side doors…

So......I just recently realised I'm gay. Not bi, not waiting for the right guy, just G-A-Y. And I am incredibly scared/anxious/worried and it's such a hard thing living a gay life and I'm sad I guess.
It's stupid and weird cus I was always a strong ally and was supportive of gay people but now when it's me I don't want it. Prospects of finding a gf in a homophobic country are 0 and I can't even manage thinking about myself as a lesbian. I'm 18 and I can't believe I'm just realising myself now. I'm scared....

When I found xhamster I spent soooo much time on here just watching videos and, well, you know. Then I finally got brave enough to actually become a member. Hope that'll lead me to meet a lot of super nice people who'll help me grow sexually. I can honestly say I have learned more about sexual things from my time spent on here than in real life.

I’ve only recently started peering out of my ever so dark and hidden closet. In an attempt to live an authentic and happy life, I am trying my hardest to live honestly & to love fully. To step out of my comfort zone and allow myself to be vulnerable again. I have had my heart broken in to so many pieces I am still scrambling, trying to piece those all back together, but slowly I am regaining parts of me that I forgot even existed. I am finally strong enough to accept that it’s time … time to move on and try to start living again.

I am trying to live an authentic life, which for me, starts with not pretending to be anyone other than the Real Me … even though I am still trying to figure out who the real me is, it’ll always be a work in progress … but for now, this is where I am and this is who I am.

I thought I would give this a try, I’d love to make some new friends and maybe find a girlfriend if I meet the right person. Long distance is cool with me. I’m a female, romantically attracted to women and 10000% lesbian, so don't try to change me. I love a****ls so if you have any I’m always happy to see pics! I am 10000% sure of what my sexuality label is, I know if I'm a lesbian, and I do care about that their insides look like (I.e Personality, feelings that sort of thing)

My whole life I’ve been hiding; hiding from the world; hiding from the true and honest, real me….

It’s not until the world goes to sleep that I have enough courage to explore the real me – I explore online being the true me and for a couple hours I feel almost whole. But at the same time I feel immensely dejected and jaded. It makes me wonder if living these few hours as me is even worth it, because the thoughts of returning to the masked me is daunting and ever so exhausting.

I have struggled with self-confidence a lot growing up, feeling I'm not good enough, but I have been working on myself quite a bit lately and I think I’m finally ready to start letting people into my life again. The social aspect of anxiety is something I still struggle with, and sometimes I have a lot of trouble talking to people and I freeze up when meeting new people, but once I get comfortable I could ramble on for hours and share all my stories with you and basically be the Quirky girl that I am! But basically if I go quiet, don’t be afraid to nudge me a little, sometimes that’s all I need to come back to life.

I LOVE to Cuddle!! And Snuggle!! And to just be close. Unfortunately I have lacked a lot of intimacy (emotional & physical) and closeness in my past (and currently in my present – which is something that I carry with me), and therefore I crave it, I need it, I want it … probably to an unrealistic level. It’s also something I am working on – to try and manage my reality and expectations.

As you may have guessed, by reading thus far, I do have some major trust issues. And therefore, it can often times take me a while to open up ... I am a little shy as well, so that doesn't often help. So sorry, if you think I'm uninterested or lame, I'm only just getting my feet wet here and I'm trying to muster up the courage to have a conversation and just say Hello!

I am not perfect, nor do I profess to be … I simply long for friendship, love, companionship - I long to be held, and to hold someone in return. To feel safe, happy, content and whole!

I have no expectations here really; I’m simply reaching out, stepping out of my comfort zone, peering out of my ever so dark & hidden closet … to see what I may find. I may find nothing, or I might find some great friendships - who knows, I might even find myself.

I am open and friendly, a little shy, but open and so far, the feeling has been a little freeing!!

I am open to long distance. Once we get to know one another I also have discord, line, snapchat, insta, facebook all those social platforms, But don't message me straight up looking for them!

Just a little Note:

I am not a fan of 'dic pics' and I'm really not into the whole Male genitalia anyways, hence the whole Lesbian thing ha-ha ... I don't want to come off as mean or anything, but at this time I am just really not interested in friend-ing any guys (any more) ... Thank you for your understanding!!

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