Being a careful slut.....?....updated.
I admit it's not the smartest thing I have done considering this pandemic, but I loose sight of doing the smart and prudent thing when faced with a nice cock to suck....
Since my last posting I have been doing limited business travel. Always going beyond the state guide lines and following airline rules. When at home working from my home office I have also been very diligent with Covid19 safety procedures.
That being said I have had a couple of weak moments when my slut side takes control & I have replied to an add while on the road, or a local inquiry via xhamster.
In late August while on business outside Milwaukee, I checked out the "missed connections and "activity partners" adds on the local Craigs Listings there. I have made note that there is a distinct geographical differences on CL as to what is or is not allowed.
In the WI area there was a few adds that one could easily figure out what he or she was looking for. One of those that caught my interest was from an alpha man in search of a guy in need of his dominant services. I can't recall his exact wording, but the message was clear.
I couldn't help myself and replied to his add saying that I was a married bi sissy that loved to wear panties while servicing an alpha man etc. etc. Without many back and forth texts a time was set for him to visit me in my hotel room.
He arrived before I could read his last set of instructions for me....basically be naked except for the panties & leave the door unlocked..... I wasn't able to comply because I hadn't read his latest instruction, so he was not happy that I wasn't in the attire that he had requested.
What followed though was my real first experience with a very, very dominant man. Every previous Dom/Sub adventure didn't really prepare me for his force and dominant desires.
He was maybe 5'10, 40ish, reasonably fit & tattooed. About a 7" fat cut cock. Not a handsome man but not hard to look at either... A man of few friendly words as well.
After being reprimanded for not be "prepared" as he had instructed, and taking a truck load of verbal abuse, he put me to work worshipping and sucking his cock as he saw fit. I wasn't to ever touch his cock with my hands unless instructed.
I was told to work on his balls, then lick and kiss his shaft using my wet mouth as a valley for him to run his cock back and forth in. I started to move up to get his fat cock crown into my mouth but was told(in a very forceful manner) to follow his directions & get back to sucking balls and licking his shaft etc.
I was getting him hard and he had me get off my knees & lay on my back on the bed with my head over the edge. He then straddled my face with his nice ball sack on my lips. He moved back & forth & at one time I was sure that he was going to sit his ass on my face for a rim job. That didn't happen, but soon he pulled up & placed his cock head at my mouth and inserted. I am okay so far, but he keeps pushing in until my gag reflex kicks in(for the first of many, many times that evening).
As he is chocking me with his fat cock he is telling me that true sissy has to learn to take "all" of his masters cock down his sissy pussy mouth hole. He keeps fucking my mouth like I have never experienced before & I am honestly not liking it. Verbal abuse is constant as is his deep thrusting. My eyes water, mucus is running out of my nose, breathing in more than short gasps is difficult, but the face fucking continues.
He lets me up to blow my nose and get a short few breaths in before he lays back on the bed & has me crawl between his thighs to get back onto his cock. I do think about calling it quits, but decide to see it through. I am aware now that all alpha/sub meetings have just been amateur compared to this guy.
He has my head in his hands and uses my head like a Fleshlight...... down all the way... tells me to breath in when he is on an "out" stroke(never all the way out though!). He continues to force his cock down to trigger again and again my gag reflex.... this results in much criticism and ridicule. My eyes are so wet and my nose is still full of snot & I pull myself off him to tend to that a few times. He laughs whenever I have to tend to my nasal dramas, but I do get right back down on his cock once I have cleared my nasal passage:)
I want this to be over...I am afraid my heart will fail, but I continue to take his cock down as far as I am comfortable with, then he would push his cock in even further. I'm not sure how long we stayed at it, but eventually I could(thankfully) tell that he was getting close. I am leaning over his cock as he lays on the bed controlling my head.
He is going to cum & tells me to take it all like a good cock sucker should. He isn't pushing my head down as far as before & has now directing my head in a short but quicker strokes. I am still having trouble breathing through my mouth that is filled with his fat cock because my nose is plugged again.....so when he finally cums some of his man juice escapes down along his shaft. I swallow everything I could get, but am told to lick his shaft clean of any cum that I have missed.
I am tired and used up & glad to see him get dressed & ready to leave. Before leaving his only says that my throat will be sore for a few days. That proves true. I know now how a real alpha dom may end up treating his sissy cock sucker. I thought that I had experienced it all, but he showed me another side of the game that night.
I slept well that night thinking that I wouldn't invite him back if asked, but by the next evening I was jacking off remembering the the play..... focusing on when he finally came & his masterful verbal abuse:).
Onto a local adventure next...soon to follow
I find a local man that I trust and want's my services:
Like me(and so many others), he is in a sexless marriage. He is an older gent like myself, lives locally and desires to find a bi sexual cock sucker that might be regularly available to him. We locate each other via xhamster and although we have tried to hooked up more often we have only been successful a couple of times so far.
Neither of us can host so the meetings have been in a parking lot in the back seat of his truck(tinted windows +++). Not the best or most secure, but it's all we have for now.
We are both concerned and very careful re: covid, but also very horny......can't suck cock well with a mask on!
We don't talk much, we just get after the sex. We both would like it better if we had a room to fully get comfortable & play in:).
He want's me in panties so he can rub my pantie covered sissy ass...we both enjoy that & I know that it helps him get hard. He is getting more into the dom verbal play as I suck him....I love that & he has said that he will be more in control of my head the next time we meet.....:):).
He has a nice average cut cock. Fits in my mouth nicely when it's hard. One different aspect with him(lets call him John) is that he asked me to gently use my teeth on his crown and shaft..... basically chew on it lightly. Something new for me......I think a clitoris was the last body part that I passionately chewed on:). If it makes him hard and excited then I will do whatever he tells me to do.
Unfortunately a wife(his) got in the way of our pre scheduled meeting yesterday. I was bummed because I had prepared myself & was anticipating a great bi connection. I had purchased new pink panties and had locked my sissy cock up for the proceeding six days so I couldn't jack off & reduce my interest in being a good submissive.
I travel again this week, but hopefully John and I can get together when I return....... I will update.
Nov.23. Got together with John last Friday. We have to schedule and use excuses to get free from our sexless wives for 30min. We meet in a park & ride lot. His vehicle has very dark tinted back windows, so I climb in there and he immediately gets his cock out & I get down on it with my sissy sucking mouth ASAP. He want's me tp wear panties under my pants, & has me expose my pantie covered ass so he can fondle me while I suck.
We are both as careful as we can be....masks on until it's time for me to suck cock. We don't chit chat much before of after. It's all about sucking and getting sucked.
He is in control and has me slow down so he doesn't cum to quickly..... because he "want's to enjoy my mouth". When it becomes too much for him to hold back, his hands hold my head while he asks me if I want his cum....silly question!
It's all over in under 20 min maybe. He zips up, I pull my pants up to cover my panties & we split. I get a very brief email later stating that he had a good time again....loved my mouth and my new pink panties.
I expect him to touch base again in a couple of weeks.
Since my last posting I have been doing limited business travel. Always going beyond the state guide lines and following airline rules. When at home working from my home office I have also been very diligent with Covid19 safety procedures.
That being said I have had a couple of weak moments when my slut side takes control & I have replied to an add while on the road, or a local inquiry via xhamster.
In late August while on business outside Milwaukee, I checked out the "missed connections and "activity partners" adds on the local Craigs Listings there. I have made note that there is a distinct geographical differences on CL as to what is or is not allowed.
In the WI area there was a few adds that one could easily figure out what he or she was looking for. One of those that caught my interest was from an alpha man in search of a guy in need of his dominant services. I can't recall his exact wording, but the message was clear.
I couldn't help myself and replied to his add saying that I was a married bi sissy that loved to wear panties while servicing an alpha man etc. etc. Without many back and forth texts a time was set for him to visit me in my hotel room.
He arrived before I could read his last set of instructions for me....basically be naked except for the panties & leave the door unlocked..... I wasn't able to comply because I hadn't read his latest instruction, so he was not happy that I wasn't in the attire that he had requested.
What followed though was my real first experience with a very, very dominant man. Every previous Dom/Sub adventure didn't really prepare me for his force and dominant desires.
He was maybe 5'10, 40ish, reasonably fit & tattooed. About a 7" fat cut cock. Not a handsome man but not hard to look at either... A man of few friendly words as well.
After being reprimanded for not be "prepared" as he had instructed, and taking a truck load of verbal abuse, he put me to work worshipping and sucking his cock as he saw fit. I wasn't to ever touch his cock with my hands unless instructed.
I was told to work on his balls, then lick and kiss his shaft using my wet mouth as a valley for him to run his cock back and forth in. I started to move up to get his fat cock crown into my mouth but was told(in a very forceful manner) to follow his directions & get back to sucking balls and licking his shaft etc.
I was getting him hard and he had me get off my knees & lay on my back on the bed with my head over the edge. He then straddled my face with his nice ball sack on my lips. He moved back & forth & at one time I was sure that he was going to sit his ass on my face for a rim job. That didn't happen, but soon he pulled up & placed his cock head at my mouth and inserted. I am okay so far, but he keeps pushing in until my gag reflex kicks in(for the first of many, many times that evening).
As he is chocking me with his fat cock he is telling me that true sissy has to learn to take "all" of his masters cock down his sissy pussy mouth hole. He keeps fucking my mouth like I have never experienced before & I am honestly not liking it. Verbal abuse is constant as is his deep thrusting. My eyes water, mucus is running out of my nose, breathing in more than short gasps is difficult, but the face fucking continues.
He lets me up to blow my nose and get a short few breaths in before he lays back on the bed & has me crawl between his thighs to get back onto his cock. I do think about calling it quits, but decide to see it through. I am aware now that all alpha/sub meetings have just been amateur compared to this guy.
He has my head in his hands and uses my head like a Fleshlight...... down all the way... tells me to breath in when he is on an "out" stroke(never all the way out though!). He continues to force his cock down to trigger again and again my gag reflex.... this results in much criticism and ridicule. My eyes are so wet and my nose is still full of snot & I pull myself off him to tend to that a few times. He laughs whenever I have to tend to my nasal dramas, but I do get right back down on his cock once I have cleared my nasal passage:)
I want this to be over...I am afraid my heart will fail, but I continue to take his cock down as far as I am comfortable with, then he would push his cock in even further. I'm not sure how long we stayed at it, but eventually I could(thankfully) tell that he was getting close. I am leaning over his cock as he lays on the bed controlling my head.
He is going to cum & tells me to take it all like a good cock sucker should. He isn't pushing my head down as far as before & has now directing my head in a short but quicker strokes. I am still having trouble breathing through my mouth that is filled with his fat cock because my nose is plugged again.....so when he finally cums some of his man juice escapes down along his shaft. I swallow everything I could get, but am told to lick his shaft clean of any cum that I have missed.
I am tired and used up & glad to see him get dressed & ready to leave. Before leaving his only says that my throat will be sore for a few days. That proves true. I know now how a real alpha dom may end up treating his sissy cock sucker. I thought that I had experienced it all, but he showed me another side of the game that night.
I slept well that night thinking that I wouldn't invite him back if asked, but by the next evening I was jacking off remembering the the play..... focusing on when he finally came & his masterful verbal abuse:).
Onto a local adventure next...soon to follow
I find a local man that I trust and want's my services:
Like me(and so many others), he is in a sexless marriage. He is an older gent like myself, lives locally and desires to find a bi sexual cock sucker that might be regularly available to him. We locate each other via xhamster and although we have tried to hooked up more often we have only been successful a couple of times so far.
Neither of us can host so the meetings have been in a parking lot in the back seat of his truck(tinted windows +++). Not the best or most secure, but it's all we have for now.
We are both concerned and very careful re: covid, but also very horny......can't suck cock well with a mask on!
We don't talk much, we just get after the sex. We both would like it better if we had a room to fully get comfortable & play in:).
He want's me in panties so he can rub my pantie covered sissy ass...we both enjoy that & I know that it helps him get hard. He is getting more into the dom verbal play as I suck him....I love that & he has said that he will be more in control of my head the next time we meet.....:):).
He has a nice average cut cock. Fits in my mouth nicely when it's hard. One different aspect with him(lets call him John) is that he asked me to gently use my teeth on his crown and shaft..... basically chew on it lightly. Something new for me......I think a clitoris was the last body part that I passionately chewed on:). If it makes him hard and excited then I will do whatever he tells me to do.
Unfortunately a wife(his) got in the way of our pre scheduled meeting yesterday. I was bummed because I had prepared myself & was anticipating a great bi connection. I had purchased new pink panties and had locked my sissy cock up for the proceeding six days so I couldn't jack off & reduce my interest in being a good submissive.
I travel again this week, but hopefully John and I can get together when I return....... I will update.
Nov.23. Got together with John last Friday. We have to schedule and use excuses to get free from our sexless wives for 30min. We meet in a park & ride lot. His vehicle has very dark tinted back windows, so I climb in there and he immediately gets his cock out & I get down on it with my sissy sucking mouth ASAP. He want's me tp wear panties under my pants, & has me expose my pantie covered ass so he can fondle me while I suck.
We are both as careful as we can be....masks on until it's time for me to suck cock. We don't chit chat much before of after. It's all about sucking and getting sucked.
He is in control and has me slow down so he doesn't cum to quickly..... because he "want's to enjoy my mouth". When it becomes too much for him to hold back, his hands hold my head while he asks me if I want his cum....silly question!
It's all over in under 20 min maybe. He zips up, I pull my pants up to cover my panties & we split. I get a very brief email later stating that he had a good time again....loved my mouth and my new pink panties.
I expect him to touch base again in a couple of weeks.
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