If you’re thinking about giving up sissifica
It happened 2 years ago. I don’t remember the reason for creating a tumblr account but I remember the countless hours I spent; amassing sissy photos, shemale porn, sissy captions and hypnos.
I was obsessed.
But, it wasn’t enough…
So I started posting photos of myself. I had a big following, lots of makeup and clothes, friends, fans–I was happy.
But I craved more…
So I started meeting guys on grinder. I didn’t do much but meet up with them dressed as a boy and give blow jobs. I didn’t know why I did it, but it excited me.
Then, one day, I gave it all up. I deleted my blog and purged my outfits and dildos. I thought I was over and done with sissification and crossdressing.
I thought it wasn’t for me anymore.
I thought I moved on.
I was foolish enough to think that anything else would satiate my desires.
I was an idiot to think that I could ignore this need inside me.
I was so wrong in thinking that I could simply overcome fate.
Suffering in withdrawal, I returned. My thirst even stronger. My dark fantasies expanding ever farther.
Before, I winced at gay porn. Now, I love it.
Before, I disliked seeing hairy cocks. Now, I salivate when looking at them.
Before, I wasn’t a BBC lover. Now, I crave it.
Before, I wasn’t too excited about chastity. Now, I don’t want to get out of it.
Before, I wasn’t that interested in meeting up with other CDs or sissies.
Now I am making plans for lots of play dates.
If you’re thinking about giving up your sissification fantasies, I encourage you to do it. Throw away your beloved sissy items. Give away your wigs and clothes. Purge.
You’ll experience a craving like nothing you’ve ever experienced. It’s a wonderful feeling. The pain of the loss will start to sink in and you will never want to do it again. Once you understand that there is no going back to your old ways;
You will return to your fate and follow destiny’s path with full certainty and knowledge of who you were meant to be in life: A limp clit sissy faggot slut <3
I was obsessed.
But, it wasn’t enough…
So I started posting photos of myself. I had a big following, lots of makeup and clothes, friends, fans–I was happy.
But I craved more…
So I started meeting guys on grinder. I didn’t do much but meet up with them dressed as a boy and give blow jobs. I didn’t know why I did it, but it excited me.
Then, one day, I gave it all up. I deleted my blog and purged my outfits and dildos. I thought I was over and done with sissification and crossdressing.
I thought it wasn’t for me anymore.
I thought I moved on.
I was foolish enough to think that anything else would satiate my desires.
I was an idiot to think that I could ignore this need inside me.
I was so wrong in thinking that I could simply overcome fate.
Suffering in withdrawal, I returned. My thirst even stronger. My dark fantasies expanding ever farther.
Before, I winced at gay porn. Now, I love it.
Before, I disliked seeing hairy cocks. Now, I salivate when looking at them.
Before, I wasn’t a BBC lover. Now, I crave it.
Before, I wasn’t too excited about chastity. Now, I don’t want to get out of it.
Before, I wasn’t that interested in meeting up with other CDs or sissies.
Now I am making plans for lots of play dates.
If you’re thinking about giving up your sissification fantasies, I encourage you to do it. Throw away your beloved sissy items. Give away your wigs and clothes. Purge.
You’ll experience a craving like nothing you’ve ever experienced. It’s a wonderful feeling. The pain of the loss will start to sink in and you will never want to do it again. Once you understand that there is no going back to your old ways;
You will return to your fate and follow destiny’s path with full certainty and knowledge of who you were meant to be in life: A limp clit sissy faggot slut <3
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