I love watching it also and fantasie about it almost every day at least once every day that I am jacking. I too would consider myself a closet fag. Just thinking about it makes me harder and hungrier for cock and cum
You and me both. I'm going on 58 and I have yet to feel another man's cock shooting his hot load of cum in my mouth. I've fantasized about sucking another guy off and savoring his cum, tasting it as I slowly swallow it all. I've eaten plenty of my own cum and I seriously want to experience another man's cum