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I have been watching a lot of sissy crossdressers being fucked and sucking. So enjoy when Daddies are naked, using them. Strong, built, hairy, chubby,fat, they are all gorgeous. Imagining myself in the girls place. Like seeing how they move, the way they moan and squeal. Wishing i can do that, be the girl. Some day.… További tudnivalók

So next week's porn, should it be ruins, or exhibition? Of course clamped nipples and crushed balls for breasts and pussoes on either. Which will tease me more? And no touching of the dicklette.… További tudnivalók

Twice. 2 spontanious ruins this week. I am such a bad gurl. Watching Queens breasts, and pussies. My nipples clamped hard, crushing my balls, and my clitty spewed. Of course i licked it up, but i am so embarressed. The ache is lower, the pressure gone. I need to stop the orgasms. Even ruined, it is a relief, and relief is not what i deserve, only frustration. I am so embarressed.… További tudnivalók

So like a previous post i mentioned i use harsh clamps on my nipples and twist and pull them. This bruises them, making them insanely sensitive. It also makes them permenantly hard. And bigger. I think this makes them prettier, and love it. I am considering making sure they stay this way as much as i can!… További tudnivalók

So today and the weekend i will not be able to enjoy and watch any porn. Watching it really makes me crave to edge, and starting tk feel full, and craving a ruin. Of course itbhas been so long since a real orgasm i barely remember what it feels like. But it has been 4 weeks now since even edging, only clamping my nipples and crushing my balls. And now since i know i can't see the gorgeous women who tease me, well, my dicklette is twoiching, and my balls ache. What i would do to just ruin! But no, they will continue to ach and twitch.… További tudnivalók

So i only allow myself the joy of seeing breasts of the beautiful women here i wear clamps. They vary from normal sex toys, clothes pins, chip clips, and alligator clamps. So the intensity does vary some. Bit i wear them for a while, sometimes up to a few hours. This of course burns after a while, but that is so good. Now when i am done, i take them off, sometimes pulling them, sometimes normal. Wheb you do, the blood flows freely, and the pain is intense! So i feel clamps for this kind of use, requires never rubbing where they were. Letting that intensity flow, is just an added benefit! Trul… További tudnivalók

Watching porn, not touching my dicklette, clamping and pulling ny nipples and crushing my useless balls. Sometimes it isnso hard to remember i have to, i don't deserve orgasms. Especially when i watch other sissy/crossdressers cumming hard. Seeing all that cum they have, hearing them moan in pleasure, knowing i can't have that anymore. Trying to be a good sissy, but somedays it is hard to do.… További tudnivalók

This is the third week of no edging. The weekend and holiday were without porn. I will go back to watching while clamped and squeezing my useless balls. Honestly i can't wait to see and tell those goddesses on my feed how gorgeous they are. My balls feel so full and useless. The only reason for them is to punish me, and the fuller they are the more intense it is.… További tudnivalók

So what do i do for Christmas? One would say good sissies deserve a treat. Others may say that is a cop out. I agree with the second. I think no edging continues past Christmas, and past the new years. No edges. No ruins. Continue the nipple and ball punishment. But maybe something for Christmas? I think i may finger myself on christmas eve. Or not. Just not sure.… További tudnivalók

So no touching of the shaft of my cocklette still. i have found some beautiful women to watch that expose, or masturbate. They are gorgeous, and i hope my comments will make them feel good. So to compensate for watching them, clamps on my nips, pulling when they show thier perfect nipples, and squeezing my useless balls hard when they show thier beautiful labia. What to do when they show their perfectly round ass? Maybe i need a plug? Finger myself? Not sure, but i should do something. I got so hard from just the 2 that i watched today. And so leaky too. Well, no edging, no touching that usele… További tudnivalók

Is exhibitionist porn ok for sissies/betas? i have been watching that during not being allowed to edge. i think i will not edge to these vids, and maybe add nipple clamps. Isbit disrespectful to admire these goddesses? To be sure to tell them how beautiful they look, how good their clothes look? The women are amazing, bold and brave to show their bodies, true feminine energy, but is it only for alphas to enjoy?… További tudnivalók

Second week without touching or edging. I am still chatting on sex chats, still role playing. Watching porn, censored beta, denial porn, transexual porn, ball busting. All so sexy and hot, making me hard, but no edges. My balls ache, hurt. I am trying to be a good boy, but it is hard. Wish someone would let me know this is what ibdeserve sometime.… További tudnivalók

So i have began not edging. Watching porn, chatting/role playing in chat rooms, but not touching. Been about a week since i have touched my clitty/dicklette. How long should i go? A month? A week? Till i wake up every day with a hardon? I would love to hear others thoughts on that.… További tudnivalók

Watching porn and not touching at all makes me ache more. Seeing and hearing others orgasm, real men fucking and enjoying women and sissies. So hot, imagining hearing them enjoy me. My balls just are aching! Wish i could wear a cage and ball bag. Are there cages that lock balls too? Really think that is needed. Keep those useless things from being too loose.… További tudnivalók

Edge,deny or ruin. My sex life for the last 2 years. Been so long since my last real orgasm i have forgot what it feels like. I love the ache in my balls, and now edging is so hard to keep from ruining, even nipple clamps, and ball slaps push me over. Love my own cum, but qonder if a real mans cum tastes better. Starting to think that censored porn is better for me than seeing breasts or pussy, only cocks for me.… További tudnivalók