My Masturbation Chronicles (Updated 10/4)

This blog chronicles my masturbation activities. I'll try to add an entry at least once a week. Here's a handy-dandy Table of Contents for what is below:

October 2 - Bath Time and Masturbating About a 3some With Katy and Her Husband.
September 29 – Perving at the Park
September 27 – About Men, Women and Masturbating in the College Library.
September 25 – My Nudist Girlfriend Anna.
September 22 – Anal Stimulation.
September 21 – My Darkest Fantasy.
September 20 – Shopping With My Girlfriend For a Double-Headed Dildo.
September 19 – Fucking a Dildo On My Dining Room Table.
September 18 – Six Masturbation Sessions In One Day.



October 2. Bath Time and Masturbating About a 3some With Katy and Her Husband.

It's a nice morning. But it's a little chilly and windy. The days are getting shorter and winter is in the air. A perfect time for a warm bubble-bath after a grooming in my shower.

About grooming, I hardly ever go bare down there. I usually like to leave a little patch of pubes above my clitoris. But grooming always makes me horny and sometimes I get carried away and when I'm done I'm completely bare.

So into the shower I go to groom...to get horny...to think the sexual thoughts that turn me on.

I know this woman. Her name is Katy. Actually, I've never met her except on xHamster. She's a beautiful blond woman who is happily married. I can't stop thinking that I want to be in a menage a trois with Katy and her husband.

As I softly groom, these thoughts are overtaking me. I need a man right now in the worse way. But not just any man. I want a man whom I feel a connection with. Maybe I can feel that connection because I adore his wife. I've been wondering if I should seek out a couple. I want Katy and her husband to be my first 3some.

I'm sitting down on the shower tiles and I'm thinking of Katy, her husband and me naked in their bedroom. I've seen Katy's pretty pussy. She shaves it completely bald. So many times I've masturbated to her videos while thinking of licking and fingering her down there.

I want to be bald just like Katy for my masturbation bubble bath so I shave it bare. As bare as a baby. I stand up and run the hot water all over my pussy to rinse. Then I get out of the shower and lay down in my warm bubble bath. I rub my clitoris and I fantasize about my 3some with Katy and her husband..

I'm on their bed totally nude. Katy is sitting on a chair in the corner and she's playing with her kitty. Her husband is standing by the side of the bed stroking his erection. Katy wants me to suck on his cock.

I move to him and put his cock into my mouth. I've never sucked on a married man. And certainly not when his wife is watching. I love the feel of his hard penis in my mouth. I could have him in my mouth forever but I take him out and lick just his penis head and balls. I take the palm of my hand and massage his very hard penis all over my face.

Katy comes over and kisses her husband and then me. She tells her husband that it is time for him to get inside me. It's been too long since I've been with a real man. I masturbate about it all the time but I really need it to happen.

Katy gently lays me on my back on their bed. She spreads my legs and takes her husband's cock in her right hand and leads it right up to my pussy. Then Katy tells her husband that it is alright for him to put it in me.

He goes into me slowly. I feel him. I'm tight but he works himself all the way in. I just love the feeling that a man can give me when he's fucking me. I want to have that feeling more and more. Katy's husband is moving in and out of me a little faster now.

Katy straddles my face. I lick her bare pussy. She's kissing her husband as he has sex with me. I'm so grateful that Katy is sharing her man with me.

Katy needs it too and I want her to get in the doggy with me so her husband can fuck us both at the same time. Oh, the doggy...Sometimes it seems so impersonal. But it's the best for penetration and sometimes nothing beats pure ani*mal- like sex.

Katy and I assume the position and her husband puts his hard cock into Katy. I watch. I want to see Katy getting it from her husband. She's even more beautiful when he's inside her! Then her husband pulls out and puts his penis in me again. Oh, god, it feels even fuller than when I was on my back. Katy's husband goes back and forth between us while Katy and I kiss full on the lips.

Finally, Katy's husband ejaculates inside of me. I can feel his semen shooting inside of me. I've always loved that feeling from the first time I felt it when a teenage boy fucked me on a country bridge on a warm summer night.

Katy's husband pulls out of me and I lay on my back so that his cum doesn't drip out. Katy starts to suck on her husband and she can taste the pussy of another woman on his cock. I ask Katy if it's okay that her husband kisses me. She lays him on the bed and he french kisses me. It's been so long since I've had a man kiss me in a romantic way.

While he's kissing me, Katy gets between my legs and softly licks inside my pussy. She's tasting her husband's sperm. I'm still so aroused from being fucked and kissed by her husband and I'm rubbing my pussy all over Katy's face and cumming so much...

Indeed, I'm cumming so much. The bath water is moving like waves on the ocean as I masturbate myself to orgasm thinking about my fantasy 3some with Katy and her husband. Oh, what a wonderful way to start the day.

I do want this 3some. I do want a man again – in a "couples" kind of way. Thank you, Katy, for letting me have this fantasy about the three of us. Maybe you can show this to your husband. I'd love for him to read it.



September 29. Perving at the Park.

This morning I came upon this video of a girl masturbating in a public park with a hole in her pants:

http://xhamster.com/movies/2092109/oh_there_and_039_s_a_hole_in_my_pants.html

That idea was an incredible turn-on for me and I knew I had to do it. I was so anxious that it didn't even matter that it was raining cats and dogs outside.

I have some pants like that girl was wearing in the video. So I put my pants on without my panties and I ripped a hole in them right where my pussy is. Then Angela and I went to Lithia Park.

This is the big park in Ashland, Oregon. It's 90 acres and it's the place where I have gone many times to secretly masturbate up on a secluded hillside. Except that this time I wanted to play with myself out in public.

Like I said, it was raining so I had to wear my long black trench rain coat. Angela brought a large umbrella and we found a park bench by one of the duck ponds.

I unclasp my trench coat and open my legs so my bare crotch can feel the cool air. There aren't that many people around because of the weather. But there are some couples and men and women walking their dogs or jogging.

Before I start rubbing I tell Angela about all the different places where I've masturbated.

Let's see – in libraries, in cars, in supermarkets, in parks, at nude and non-nude beaches, in church, at football games, at strip clubs, at the Burning Man Festival, in restaurants, in public bathrooms, in front of Buckingham Palace, in an airplane, at work when I was registering behind the counter, in a bus, on a roof top, in my house by the front window, in the middle of the road, in a motel room with the curtains open, in a casino, at a porn shop, in the classroom, in a public swimming pool, in the gym showers, walking down city streets, during yoga class, on top of a mountain pass, on cam, in front of the Effel Tower, at a fast food drive-thru window...Those are just a few of the naughty places that come to mind.

Anyway, Angela takes a small pink dildo out of her purse and I start to use it on myself. Angela holds the umbrella and watches for people.

I'm not out-and-out pumping myself. I'm masturbating discreetly. But anyone who is paying attention will notice. I promise Angela that I won't take the dildo out of my pussy no matter what.

Guys and girls are jogging by. An older couple walks right in front of us and I'm positive that the woman sees the dildo sticking out of me. She turns away quickly and keeps walking.

It's a shame that people are so uptight about nudity and masturbation. We spend so much of our time watching war on TV and squabbling about shutting the government down and giving people the finger in the street for cutting in front of us. But – no– it's against the law to masturbate in public. And we all do it. So what's the problem?

If it were up to me then I think that we should be allowed to pleasure ourselves anywhere. The perversion part of it would wear off and then it would be pure pleasure. Hey, I don't even mind if the guys stroke it in public. Just as long as they don't creep a woman out by doing it right in front of her when she doesn't want to see it.

I think maybe a dozen people saw me playing with myself in the park. Some were a little self-conscious about looking and some couldn't linger because their mate was with them. One man sat on another bench about 100 feet away from me and pulled his penis out of his pants.

Finally, some homeless man approached us and asked for money. It's Sunday morning and the guy is reeking of beer. We don't give him any money because he will just use it to drink. Not that we had any money with us anyway.

Now I'm reaching my biggest orgasm and I don't care if the homeless guy watches. What's he going to do? Call the police? He has this kind of creepy look on his face but he's harmless. Just when he starts to pull his thing out I cum and scream loudly. I pull myself together and I give the guy my dildo and then Angela and I walk back to the car in our rain coats. Hand-in-Hand.



September 27th. About Men, Women and Masturbating in the College Library.

It was a funny day for me. I was feeling a mixture of both melancholy and contentment.

I'm bisexual but my times with men are not happening very much these days. To be exact, I've had sexual intercourse with one man this year. And he was a virgin boy that Angela and I seduced on our road trip through Nevada (see my January 8, 2013, entry in my Cummings and Goings in 2012 blog).

Other than that I've had full sex with only five men in the last five years. None of them particularly satisfying, although I share some of the blame. For sex to be good with a man I have to be emotionally involved with him. But I just can't bring myself to do that anymore.

Many people say that some women are so full of drama. Well, I certainly won't argue with that. But too many men are “drama kings”. Supposingly, they are strong and independent. But so many guys are weak and insecure, a tad too self-centered and very high maintenance. I broke up with my last man because it drove him crazy that I was seeing women and he was obsessed with the idea that he was not measuring up. Since that relationship, things have never been the same with men and me.

On the other hand, my sexual relationships with women are becoming more frequent and satisfying. Angela is my steady girlfriend and we are in love. It's one of those open relationships where we can be sexually involved with others just so long as we are open about it. That means no sneaking around. Angela has her male “fuck buddy” and there have been almost a dozen women whom I've had sexual relations with this year. And of course Angela knows that I have this xHamster page.

And I always have my faithful right hand. Always by my side and she never lets me down. This girl's best friend. It's a tremendously liberating feeling to know that I can have an orgasm any time that I want to without needing a man -or a woman.

So, like I say, I'm feeling a little melancholy because I'm drifting away from men. But I am content because – all in all – my sex life is quite satisfying.

Today I spent the afternoon at the Southern Oregon University library in Ashland. I go to the library on occasion because I enjoy a quiet atmosphere in the company of others.

Back in college I spent a great deal of time in the library. I was a serious student but some of the “homework” was so boring. Most of the time I couldn't go an hour in the library without touching my clitoris or fingering myself. I had my little private study area to masturbate in but sometimes I just had to go into the restroom to jill off.

Just because I'm not seeing men doesn't mean that I can't fantasize about them. Today I saw a couple of guys in the library and I was mentally undressing them as I touched myself. I forgot about all the emotion and I just imagined how good their hard – cocks – would feel inside me. I wonder if they would have sex with me. I'm 29 years old now. I remember when I was in college and I thought 29 was ancient. I wonder if I would be a MILF for them.

One of the guys walked past me and he “caught me” looking straight at his crotch. He smiled and that got me hot and I found a study room to play in. Since it was Friday afternoon there were plenty of vacant rooms. The room had no windows. I closed the door. I took off all my clothes and started playing with myself while lying on the carpet. I was thinking about that guy. I was thinking about him fucking my body hard. Just pure ani*mal sex like I still need. I had an incredibly good cum. Then I got up and dressed. As I left I realized that I had forgotten to lock the study room door.

Then I drove home...feeling melancholy that I can't bring myself to have that kind of sex with men anymore. But content that I can still imagine and orgasm about it.



September 25 – My Nudist Girlfriend Anna.

Today I dropped by Anna's home to pay her a visit. She's the woman in my yoga class who I did a little mutual masturbation with the other day.

Like I wrote in my September 19th entry in this blog, Anna is around 30 years old (actually 32 I've learned) and has a beautiful natural figure (no fake breasts). Almost 6 feet tall with jet black curly hair and blue eyes. She's quite striking.

What is even more striking about Anna is her attitude about nudity and sex. It is all in the way she was raised. Which is quite different from most of us.

Most of us – myself very much included – were brought up to think that sex was wrong. Or at least something to be kept private.

I am trying to work through that. I'm a nudist but I still get horny when I expose myself. I think that masturbation is natural. But I still feel kind of perverted because I get off on watching other women do it. I think sexual intercourse should be done out in the open and I think it is a shame that the porn industry is reaping millions by selling sex. But I'm an admitted porn addict who pays quite a bit of money to download the stuff.

Like I say, Anna is different. She was raised in a nudist household by parents from the old hippy or back-to-the-earth movement. Anna and her fam*ily lived out in the Oregon outback and very rarely wore any clothes except when it got too cold. Anna says her mom actually showed her about masturbation by doing it herself right in front of Anna. Sexual intercourse was out in the open too. But, I might add, there was no in*cest.

This upbringing comes out when I'm around Anna. Weatherwise, it was a pretty decent day so we enjoyed each other's company out in Anna's backyard. Nude of course. We talked about every day stuff like the best TV shows, what entertainment was coming to Ashland, shopping, politics, etc.

But it was funny because all the while Anna is gently rubbing on her clitoris and pulling lightly on her black pubes in a very nonchalant way. Almost a non-sexual way although this play was surely making Anna feel good. I kind of thought “what the hey” and started masturbating myself. Except that I was getting off on doing it in front of a woman whom I hardly knew.

We got around to talking about our bodies and about how much of a shame it is that most women never seem to be satisfied with what they have. Anna told me I have beautiful breasts and I told her the same because for sure it is true. Both of us are not terribly big in that department. But our breasts are real and soft and shapely.

At lunchtime Anna's husband came home. He's a nudist too. Apparently, they have sex every day at lunch. Anna asked if it was okay with me if they had sex and I told her not to worry about me. I expected them to go into their bedroom and do it. But, instead, Anna's hubby just unfolded a mat. Then he laid down on it nude and Anna gave him a little oral sex and hopped on top of him and started fucking him right in front of me.

That was crazy hot how they just did it for me to watch. I started furiously masturbating myself. Even though I shouldn't get off on watching couples having sex, it gets me going anyway. That's just where I am in life.

Anna's hubby gave her several strong thrusts and then spurted his sperm into her and that's when I really orgasmed too. Then he got up and kissed Anna and took something from the fridge and went back to work.

Anna and I resumed our conversation. Now her hubby's sperm was dripping out of her pussy but it was like “what's the big deal.” The whole experience was really refreshing for me.



September 22. Anal Stimulation.

During weekends Angela and I take leisurely hot showers. Of course we make sure to wash ourselves. But most of our shower time we kiss and rub against each other and explore our bodies. Lately, I've been stimulating Angela by licking her asshole because that does it for her. Today I asked Angela to lick my asshole and I loved it!

Stimulating the anus and anal masturbation has kind of been the final frontier for me to explore. I suppose that is because my experiences with anal intercourse have been very bad. The guys who did me had been watching too many porn movies that are made for guys. Jack-hammering a woman in her anus may be a turn-on for some guys. But – for me at least – it hurts and ruins my whole sexual experience with the man.

I've been talking to some of my girlfriends about anal masturbation. My girlfriends who do it rave about it and how it stimulates their G-spot. It seems that each woman needs to find her own way with how to stimulate herself. The one common thread I pick up is that the stimulation should be gentle with small toys that are suited for the anus along with some stimulation of the vagina too.

Being that it is Sunday and Angela was not working, we had some time to explore anal stimulation. I gathered an assortment of toys like small dildos and vibes, anal beads and butt plugs and we went into our bedroom. Of course we didn't have to take off our clothes because we're almost always nude when around the house.

So first Angela licks and fingers my pussy and gets it wet. She's the best. And, hey guys, if you really want a girl to come back for more, then make sure you stimulate a woman's pussy before you go to “the main event”.

Then Angela softly licks my asshole while finger-fucking my pussy. It felt wonderful and I can see how stimulating both erogenous zones at the same time can be something special.

I'm lying flat on our bed with my legs are bent to give Angela the best access to my asshole. For two hours I gently rubbed my clit and fingered my vagina while Angela tried out all the dildos, vibes and anal beads. Some hit my spot better than others. But I had pretty much a two hour continuous orgasm.

Then I had to run an errand. I had heard that going out and about with a butt plug in my anus would be sexually stimulating. So I tried it. It did feel really good in the car – especially when I rubbed my clitoris at the same time. But my butt plug was not properly secured and it fell out of me as I walked through a parking lot. Next time I'll wear panties so that doesn't happen.

I think that I'm onto something with this anal stimulation. It's kind of like an art to find the right toys and spots. It's given me a new perspective on anal intercourse too. Now I can see how that can work for a woman. And I can appreciate the possibilities of double-penetration too. The problem is finding the right man – a man with the right size equipment and who is sensitive to a woman's body.

Don't believe all these porn movies where the anal sex is rough. Either the girl doesn't like it or she's had all her nerve endings shattered by the years of anal abuse that she doesn't feel anything anymore. Easy does it...



September 21. My Darkest Fantasy

1:00 P.M. - Every so often Angela and I go through a little exercise. Or perhaps it's a game. I'm not sure what it should be called. I completely surrender to Angela and truthfully answer all of her questions. It's kind of like the game of “Truth or Dare” except that only she is asking the questions. Angela is almost like a couch psychiatrist. Or perhaps she's a hypnotist delving into my mind. Anyway, here's what we did today. I recorded our session so I could get it right.

Before we start I take a few puffs of ganja to get me in a mellow mood. Then I lie down on our living room carpet upon two thick comforters. I rest my head on my favorite pillow. All I'm wearing is my Eileen West blue cotton bathrobe. I have it completely opened in the front.

Angela is seated on a chair beside me. She is wearing one of her professional outfits. Something like a woman psychiatrist would wear. Complete with black stiletto heals. Angela lights a cone of Tibetan incense. She's tells me to close my eyes and relax. She speaks softly to me...

Angela: “Now today, Shannon, we will explore your fantasy that you don't want anyone else to know about. Your deepest and darkest fantasy. Please tell that to me.”

I don't say anything right away. I relax and think. My head is spinning from the ganja and the incense. The screen door is open and a fresh breeze is washing over my naked body. I have many fantasies. But Angela is asking about my darkest fantasy.

Me: “It involves a girl in our neighborhood.”

Angela: “And whom might that girl be?”

Me: “I don't know her name. But I see her walking to high school every day with her boyfriend. I have these thoughts.”

Those thoughts have tortured me for so long now because I'm just not sure if they are right. I reach down with my right hand and touch my clitoris. Just like I always do when I think about this young girl.

Angela: “Please tell me more about this young girl.”

Me: “Well, she seems so innocent. Just like I was when I was a teenager. I like that. But I think she's not wise enough to the ways of the world. I want to help her.”

Angela: “Tell me how she looks.”

Me: “Like I say, she's young. Longish brown hair. Pretty blue eyes. So cheerful. I saw her in the showers at our YMCA.”

Angela: “Tell me more about what you saw in the showers.”

Every time I think about that day in the showers I start to masturbate. Now I'm rubbing my pussy with the palm of my left hand.

Me: “We were in the showers all alone. She didn't know me but, like I said, I had seen her before. I couldn't stop looking at her naked body. So tender and soft.”

Angela: “What were you thinking?”

Me: “I'm ashamed of what I was thinking. I was thinking carnal thoughts. I'm a least 10 years older than her and she's a mere chi*ld. I was thinking of going over to her and softly taking her. Taking her in a sexual way.”

Angela: “And did you do that?”

Me: “No, I didn't. That wouldn't be right. I just masturbated in front of her. But she couldn't tell because I made it look like I was washing myself.”

Angela: “May I ask why this young girl is such a dark fantasy for you.”

Me: “I think it is because I want to seduce her. No, not just that. If I knew she was into other girls, then it might not be that dark. But I remember what I thought about lesbianism when I was her age. I thought it was sinful and wrong. Now, here I am all these years later. I'm like a predator trying to corrupt her.”

Angela: “Now, now, Shannon, you're being too hard on yourself.”

Me: “Maybe I am. I see her boyfriend. I know him. I can tell he's totally insensitive to her needs. He's in it for himself. I know they've had sex. Well, I don't know for sure. But I can tell. He does it to her like you and Josh do it. Just physical sex. That's okay for a woman in her 20s. But I know this girl thinks that is just the way sex is supposed to be.”

Angela: “I'm still not seeing why your fantasy with this girl is so wrong...”

Me: “I'm very confused. Maybe I want to help her. Maybe all I'm *really* doing is lusting after her. My sexual emotions scare me sometimes.”

Angela: “So how does this fantasy play out.”

Me: I can't tell you. I'm too ashamed. Just watch me.”

I lay on my side. I put my fingers inside my pussy as I think about luring that young girl into my house.

She comes inside. I don't ask. I just take.

I slowly take the young girl's top off. She's confused and a bit scared. I keep going.

I pull down her shorts and panties. The girl wants to run away but I tell her to please stay.

I softly lay the young girl on the carpet and I get between her legs and start to lick. I'm the first woman to do this to her.

I see her nipples on her small breasts getting erect. She likes me.

I tell this young girl that I've wanted her body for the longest time. I tell her I've masturbated right in front of her in the showers. I move my pussy right on top of her pussy and then we rub together. I feel her wetness. We deeply kiss. This young girl is mine now. My play mate.

I'm writhing on the floor in front of Angela. Thrusting from side to side. My thoughts are so dirty. So dark. I'm ashamed. But I feel so good. I only squirt when I'm extremely turned on. But this time I squirt and it lands on one of my leg and drips down.

I'm extremely excited by this fantasy!



September 20th.Shopping With My Girlfriend For a Double-Headed Dildo.

11:00 A.M. - I've been wanting in the worse way to go out into the great outdoors for some extended playtime, except that the weather has been kind of iffy of late. So, instead, I did the next best thing. I went shopping with one of my girlfriends named Laurie. We went to an Adult Megastore in Medford, Oregon.

Laurie is one of my many “hipster new age type” girlfriends who enjoys sex and doesn't consider it to be some “dirty” activity. She's 26 and she wears her brown hair in dreads. Laurie is quite attractive in an understated non-glamorous kind of way and -yes- she does shave under her arms LOL.

So, we venture out to the Adult Store. This place isn't your grandpa's porn shop. It's the size of a large grocery store. The place is very well lit and it's in one of the better parts of town and just down the street from the Barnes & Noble bookstore. Most of the employees in the store are women and many of the clientèle are women too. In other words, you don't see creepy perverts dressed in black trench coats lurking in every aisle.

Laurie and I are shopping for sex toys. I've always been a little suspect of sex toys and sometimes think they are a waste of money. Many times a household object or something I find in the produce section of a grocery store will work just as good. It's kind of like buying Fido or Fluffy an expensive pet toy and they ignore it and go right back to their stick or ball of string. Besides, I believe masturbation is best when our hands directly touch our sexual organs because then there's a direct exchange from one body part to the other of prana or the “life fo*rce”.

I digress. Anyway, at the adult store there is a “Try It Out” type of wall with lots of sex toys on it. You can take the sex toy and try it out in one of the dressing rooms to see if it does the job. Laurie and I went to the wall and picked out a double-ended dildo to try out.

In the dressing room we took off our bottoms and sat on the floor. I've tried this toy only a couple of times and Laurie has never used one so it was kind of a learning experience. We put each end in our vaginas exactly like these girls in the video did at the 6:05 minute mark:

http://xhamster.com/movies/1391980/country_girls_sharing_a_double_dong_dildo_outdoors.html

Except that those girls in the video were much more experienced and it's not quite as easy to use as it looks. But it was fun and kind of exciting and we heard other women giggling in a nearby dressing room. I didn't really have an orgasm during our little try-out, but I'll call it a masturbation anyway. We ended up buying two double-ended dildos. One for Laurie and one for me.

*****

4:20 P.M. - After our time at the adult store, Laurie and I had lunch at a nearby organic food cafe. Laurie had a slice of butternut squash pizza and I had the no-cream pasta primavera. Then we drove back to Ashland and browsed some of the many counter-culture shops before returning at 4:20 P.M. to Laurie's apartment.

The time 4:20 is important because Laurie and I are both members of the “4:20 Club”. This is a club that originated in the San Francisco Bay Area back in the early 1970s. Its' members are cannabis aficionados who observe the consumption of cannabis at 4:20 in the afternoon and especially each April 20th.

Now I'm not a pothead and neither is Laurie. But we both enjoy a puff or two now and again. So we take off all our clothes and get a little high. Then we try out Laurie's double-ended dildo to see if we can work it a little better than we did at the adult store.

With the pot making us high it was a little hard to take things too seriously. But we tried all different positions and erogenous zones. We did it vagina-to-vagina with our legs wrapped around each other's waists. Then we both got into the doggy position facing away from each other and pushed it in and out that way. We did vagina-to-anus and anus-to-anus. It was great fun and I can say this – both ends of the dildo were quite wet when we were done.

*****

6:30 P.M. - I return home. I open the front door to our living room and find Angela being pummeled – I mean being fucked really hard – by Josh. This guy is Angela's “fuck buddy.” He's over 6 feet tall and Angela is a petite 5 feet tall so this is a sight to see.

Angela and I are different about men. We're both bisexual. But I need some emotion to go with my sex. For Angela, on the other hand, sex with a man is purely physical. It's never soft and she likes to take a pounding. Josh is a nice man for that. He's very strong. And he strikes a nice balance for a “fuck buddy”. He's assertive but not needy and he knows how to listen. Josh does understand that both he and Angela need satisfaction.

Angela and Josh get together almost every Friday for sex and I very much enjoy watching them go at it. So I take a seat across from them and remove my clothes and masturbate my pussy while he fucks Angela every which way. The plow, stabbing her from up top, the doggy, up against the wall. You name it.

After about an hour Josh finally deposits his sperm into Angela's pussy. He's still erect when he pulls out. I have Josh come over to me. I put his penis in my mouth to lick up all of my girlfriend's juices. I give Josh some nice slow sucks with special licks on the head. I can definitely taste Angela. Then Josh puts on his clothes and leaves.

*****

8:30 P.M – Time for bed. Tonight Angela and I sle*ep in the 69 position. Before falling asle*ep, we lick and suck each other's pussy to orgasm. I put my tongue in Angela and I can taste Josh's sperm. This is so kinky and I love it! We hump each other's faces and fall asle*ep. Mouth to Pussy.



September 19th.Fucking a Dildo On My Dining Room Table.

6:30 A.M. - Waking up while Angela is still asle*ep beside me. She is lying on her side with her back to me. I snuggle up and wrap one of my arms around her soft breasts and I start to hump her ass cheeks with my pussy. She stirs awake and tells me to keep going. I keep humping and massaging Angela's breasts for 15 more minutes. She brings herself off with her fingers while I get very aroused and make her ass wet with my orgasm. Then we shower. A wonderful way to start the day...

*****

9:45 A.M - Angela is gone at work now. I take a pee and then touch my pussy just a little to make it feel good. I can't stop and I'm jilling off again. Then I look at the plastic tube that holds the roll of toilet paper. I take the toilet paper off the tube and then I use the tube to get myself off. It's made of plastic and it's about 4 inches long. I'm thinking of Angela...I'm thinking of my lesbian girlfriend, Anja, in Germany and I'm thinking about how good masturbation feels. In 15 minutes I build up to a real nice orgasm and then go about my day.

*****

NOON – I drive to Sandy's house (she's my yoga instructor) for my weekly yoga session with the girls. We do our yoga in the nude. This is the first session that I've been to since my return from my overseas trip. The girls are as beautiful and free as ever. Anna is new to our meditations. Or at least she wasn't with us before I went overseas. She's beautiful with a great figure. Maybe 30 years old with jet black curly hair and blue eyes. Anna is ruining my meditative state because I can't keep my eyes off her. Especially during the sexually suggestive poses. After our yoga session we get to know each other better. Anna is sitting on the sofa and I'm sitting across from her in an easy chair. Anna starts rubbing her pussy while we chat - even though we are practically strangers. I can't help it and I rub myself too. Pretty soon we are doing mutual masturbation and we watch each other cum. I have a new friend...

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2:00 P.M. - It's one of my horny days. I can't stop masturbating. I'm looking through the xHamster masturbation category and I find this video of a girl fucking herself with a penis dildo on the dining room table:

http://xhamster.com/movies/2131368/ht_cute_and_amp_horny_eva_iii.html

Hey, I have one of those suction dildos and our dining room can be fully viewed from the outside when people pass by. I go get the dildo and then take off all my clothes. I open the curtains and climb on the table and have a sex session with it. Just like that girl. I close my eyes and masturbate myself on the dildo. I don't live on a real busy street. But cars and pedestrians go by all the time. I'm more of a nudist than an exhibitionist. But it does turn me on if people might see me. I go up and down on the dildo for about 20 minutes and get my thrill. Then I suck it clean and do a little housecleaning before Angela comes home from work.

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7:00 P.M – It's time for after-dinner dessert. Angela is watching some soft core lesbian porn. I'm between her legs licking her down there. I'm rubbing my pussy against the soft carpet too. Angela is softly touching her clitoris and wants me to put my tongue in her and also to softly lick her asshole. This kind of anal play is new with us. It's a long video. Angela is making my face very wet and she smells so good. I stained the carpet. It wasn't the first time and it won't be the last time. Time for bed.



September 18th. Six Masturbation Sessions in One Day.

4:00 A.M. - Masturbated before getting out of bed in the morning. I sle*ep with Angela. She was still asle*ep. Used my hand and thought about all the hot sex I have with her. Kind of “edged” and had a really nice orgasm after 15 minutes.

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10:00 A.M. - Doing some housework while naked. That always makes me horny. I took a zucchini that I was going to marinate and use in a salad. Rubbed olive oil on it and then masturbated my pussy with it. This time I masturbated harder than I usually do. Just thought about how good it felt. Got off in 5 minutes. Put the zucchini away to use for making that salad.

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1:00 P.M. - Went to the Trader Joe's in Medford, Oregon. Put my groceries in my car and was getting ready to leave. Saw a cute guy in the parking lot. Got in the car and pulled my “hippie dress” up to my waist. I wasn't wearing panties. I closed my eyes and fingered myself. Imagined he was giving me oral sex. Lasted about 10 minutes. My fingers got very wet!

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4:00 P.M. - At home looking at the new xHamster video postings. Saw this video and it really turned me on. I like hardcore too.

http://xhamster.com/movies/2235100/heather_night_pussy_lover.html

Imagined I was the girl in the video. Used my fingers and orgasmed a big one at the 25:28 minute mark. A nice squirt on Angela's couch (which I usually don't do).

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6:00 P.M. - I have an xHamster girlfriend named Katy. Watched a video of her playing with her pussy. I watched it twice. Had several nice little orgasms for 10 minutes. Used a very small vibrator.

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9:30 P.M. Tribbing with Angela in our bed. Not sure if this counts as a masturbation. We went at it for about an hour. Rubbing our pussies together and then our breasts and nipples. Hot french kissing too. We both came multiple times and then we feel asl*eep holding each other.