Secret pleasures, kinky desires.

Every young guy, whether straight, bi or gay, knows the unrelenting sexual urge. The desires to be pleasured, or even to do the pleasuring.


The was no doubt why I was there. I needed release, so vey badly. He was older and I had heard of the special "massages" that he offered. So nervous, but so curious, I went to see him. Through the beads that draped down from the top of the doorway, I could see the massage table and candles burning. The air smelled of incense. The lamps were coverd and dimmed from the fabric. The perfect setting for an intimate encounter. It set the mood, erotic and sensual.

I was young. Curious, yes, but just looking for someone to pleasure and touch me, but it turned into so much more. He had me start, facedown, on my stomach. His hands rubbed and caressed my feet and calves, first. Then, moving to the backs of my thighs, his finger tips brushed along my ass crack. It was strange, it made me somewhat uneasy, even. At least at first. Kneading, squeezing and spreading me was both shocking and strangley erotic, but not what I wanted. Not what I needed and came for. After massaging my back and shoulders, he told me to roll over. I was so ready, although for what I wasn't sure.

Stroke me, suck me, just touch me, please. It was all I could think. However, his hands avoided my cock and moved to my chest. This was a sensation before unknown. Oh, it just made me melt. How could it feel like this? How could his rubbing, pinching and pulling my nipples make me so lose control? So very much linked to my inhabitions, melting them away, stripping them away. I didn't know, did he? My mouth gaped and my cock throbbed and bounced. He rubbed them between his fingers and I moaned. Without even touching my cock, he had made me so hard. I thought that I might even cum and he hadn't touched my cock yet. Oh, it felt unbelievable. My sticky pre cum had started to leak out and I felt it on my abdomen. It felt so good, so incredible. It would make me do things I would normally not of, I am sure. His touch on my chest, I simply got so turned on. Pleasures unknown, new desires now at the surface. I felt his hand on my check, turning my face towards him as he stood next to the table. I felt so helpless to the sensations, urges and pleasure. I watched as he pulled down his Dolphin shorts, freeing his shaved cock. As he teased and rubbed my nipples, he brought his semi erect dick to my lips. It was so arousing. I had never looked at cock with lust like this. Lost in the moment and in the pleasure I was feeling, I parted my lips and let him feed me his cock. I had never sucked cock, but he had found a way to make me unable to resist it. I had never felt so turned on and willing. He was so hard now. He bounced the tip of his dick off the back of my throat and face fucked me until I felt the rush of his semen. The odd flavor of it, so erotic, thick and salty. His cum spilled out the edge of my mouth as he sighed and moaned and continued to pump his dick in and out. It all happened so fast. It was all so out of control.

The taste and texture was overwhelming. I felt my body tingle and light headed as he finally turned his attention to my own cock. His hands moved to my balls and shaft, cupping and stroking. What I did next surprised me and maybe even was a mistake. Bolder than I would of ever imagined, so turned on and ready for anything, I took his hand and put it back on my chest. When he pinched my nipple I moaned out, "yes!" Rubbing them and stroking me, I began to shake. Lubed by my sticky, slick pre cum, he stroked me and lowered his mouth down on me. Wet and wonderful, a man's mouth, nothing had felt better. Stroking me, sucking me, until I exploded. My head tossed side to side, my back arched, I had never cum so hard. Cumming in his mouth was amazing, made all the better and intense by his magic touch. He took my load, as I had taken his.

I left, ashamed at how easily I had lost control and what I had done. What I so easily was brought to doing. His cum still coating my mouth and tongue, I thought I would never go back. So dirty, so kinky, so undeniable and I would soon know, so addictive. That new found pleasure, it was so addictive. It would not be long until the urges returned. Nude, on my bed and alone, I touched my nipples as he had. Rubbing, teasing, massaging them. Again, my cock jumped and became erect. My thoughts turned to that massage. Sucking cock, tasting cum, as I layed there I realized the urges were overwhelming. I had to feel his touch again. Maybe I even wanted more than that again.

Overcome, I had to see him. This time he stood close as I undressed. From behind me, his hands quickly found my chest and nipples. My legs felt weak. I knew it was a mistake to let him know what that did to me. I knew I should not of let him how that made me loss all control. He must of been well aware. I slipped down my shorts and felt him press up against me. Pulling on my nipples, he could do just about anything he wanted. I felt his breath on my neck as he undressed. Oh, his fingers again teased my chest and I felt his cock rubbing on my ass. I was powerless to object and he knew it. I felt his engorged cock's tip against my asshole. Everything seemed like a blur. Dizzy, unable to resist, it just didn't seem real. His hands now held open and spread my ass. As we stood there, he entered me. Searing pain shot through me as I stood on my toes, trying to ease the pressure as he ******d me. I heard him sigh, his cock now deep inside me. His hands were now on my waist, holding me, steadying me before again caressing my chest and nipples. Yes, he knew the effect on me. He fucked my virgin ass. Pain turned into submissive pleasure. Even then, I was ashamed. Embarrassed at how completely unable I was to resist. He fucked me.

My cock, now wet with precum, felt incredible as it moved and bounced with each of his thrusts. I was so hard. How could I be so hard? His breathing quicken and his grip once again returned to my waist. Fingers squeezing into my sides, he pounded his cock into me. So used, so ashamed, I knew I wanted to feel him cum inside me. Such shame at being so aroused, I pulled and pinched my own nipples now, nearing my own orgasm. His grunts grew louder, he was so close, also. I was so close, right on the edge. Harder now, he thrust into me and I pinched my nipples harder in unison. He let out a moan and then froze as his orgasm filled me. I couldn't resist, one hand moved to my cock and I shot cum all over the floor.

As much as I tried to resist it, those new found urges, sources of pleasure and desires became even stronger. The more I denied them, the stronger they became. Kinky, shameful lusts, I just could not contain. Try as I might, I always found myself back on the massage table. Shamefully admitting to myself at least, how much I craved man on man. How much I craved cock. That sexy, smooth cock and balls. Letting him, wantimg fo him to cum in my mouth. Soon, I was swallowing his load, craving his load. I sucked his cock each and every time I visited. As long as it was secret, in private, I could give in to it. However, try as I might to hide them, those desires began to creep into my regular life from out of the secret one.

A friend of mine was always joking, always talking about taboo and gay subjects. I didn't think too much about them, he had a girlfriend afterall. Also, I just did not think of him that way, the way I did the massage man. The man who brought me so much pleasure and introduced me to so many things. Of course, my friend knew nothing about those secrets. All that changed though, on that one morning before school.

I walked into his room to wake him up. Was he waiting for me? I don't know. He acted like he just woke up and sprung out of bed, completely naked. He wasn't embarrassed, but I might of blushed. I didn't want to look, I tried not to look. I couldn't help myself. I stole a glance and felt that wonderful dizzy tingle of lust. His soft cock, moved and swung from side to side. Drawing my eyes like a magnet. His shapely ass, why was I so attracted? That morning, unexpectedly, changed everything.

I soon asked to spend the night, driven by the thoughts of naked body. I wondered if he always slept nude. I wondered, maybe even hoped, he would sleep that way again. The thought of being in the same bed with a naked guy made my cock ache. His cock, so inviting and so close. I imagimed sucking him. I imagined his hand on my head, guiding me as he pumped his cum down my throat. I was so hard just thinking about it. I had to be cool, I couldn't let on. Afterall, maybe him being nude was not a come on.

All night there was no indication of anything more than just a friendly sleep over. Although I could not help it, I secertly wished there was. When it was time to go to sleep, I started to make a bed on the floor, then he stopped me. "You can sleep in the bed, too." Again, that dizzy tingle washed over me. I stripped down to my underwear, purposely getting as naked as I dared, and slipped under the covers. I felt him climb in. Whether or not he was naked was all I could think of. I felt myself get an erection. Seconds seemed like hours, hoping he would make a move. I slowly inched closer to him. I could pretend to be asleep and roll next to him. Should I rub my ass on him? I knew that I would let him fuck me if he wanted. I knew I'd love to fuck him. Oh, his cute ass! I could not take it! I had to do something!

I turned and let my hand come to rest next to him. I could feel the warmth of his body, so close. Oh, how I wanted to touch him, to touch and feel his cock! The thoughts, my urges, so strong, so overwhelming. Was he asleep? Was he pretending? He rolled to his side and his cock brushed against my hand. A rush of excitement and desire surged through me. It almost took my breath away. Slowly, I moved my hand again, placing it against his swelling cock and balls. I felt intoxicated. I ached to have him in my mouth. His dick felt amazing, warm, just incredible! My own cock was as hard as stone and throbbing. I let my fingers move, only enough to feel a little more of him. I couldn't take it! I had to have more, I had to try.

I thought, maybe he was like me. Maybe rubbing his nipples could remove his inhabitions, maybe like me, he would crave dick too. At least, maybe lower them enough so that he would let me suck him off. Oh, how I wanted dick that night. I wanted cum, I craved it. What a kinky, erotic hold it had on me. Try, just try. I had to try.

I was so nervous, but my drive was too strong to ignore. Without a word, I turned towards him and silently put a hand on his waist, rolling him to his back. I took his now hard cock in my hand. How wonderful it all was, my nerves seemed to melt away. How wonderful his cock felt. Holding his shaft, gently stroking him, I moved my mouth to chest and slowly, softly licked and sucked on his nipple. I marveled at how natural and incredible it was. To be next to him, to pleasure him. His warm, tense body, his shallow breathing. Yes, this was amazing, erotic and so sensual. This was something unexpected, a feeling and connection beyond just sexual urges. I teased his nipple how I knew I liked. I knew the effect it had. His hard dick, I loved feeling it and pleasuring it.

When I felt him press agasint me, I moved to my back. We trade postions and I felt his hand on my cock and his tongue on my chest, like I had done for him. Taking my nipple between his lips, I let out a, "Yes!" There was no hiding how horny it made me. All I could think was, "Yes, don't stop!" I could feel my pre cum leaking, coating his fingers and my cock's head. I think I heard him moan. He must be loving this too! Slick and sticky, he rubbed my dick and moved his face closer to mine. His breath on my neck, nuzzling, I sensed his urge and passion. I felt him moving his mouth towards mine. I realized how right it was, how much I wanted him to kiss me. When his soft lips touched mine, I felt another wave of tingles through my body and another wave of pre cum begin to leak out. He knew it, he could feel it on his hand. He knew how much I wanted it and loved it. How much my body craved it. We both knew it. Our lips parted and our tonques touched and danced. The pleasure, the feelings are just so much more intense between to boys. You know it's forbidden, you know you shouldn't, but the urges are just so strong. I kissed him, he kissed me as ours cocks throbbed and ached for one another.

Again, I leaned him back. This time, tossing the covers off. Now our naked bodies were exposed. No hidding undercovers. Fuck, his dick looked so good. I moved between his legs, maybe I wanted him to see me. Maybe, I wanted him to see how aroused I was. Leaning back, his legs slightly open. His balls hanging between his thighs, his cock begging for attention, I ran my hands up his thighs and pushed them wider. Oh, he looked so good. I wanted to please him, yes. However, this was more for my pleasure. I moved down and licked his balls. Salty, musky, I licked them and glanced up. He was looking at me, our eyes met. It made more pre cum leak out of me! I ran my tongue up along his shaft and it throbbed and bounced. I held it in my hand, oh he was so hard! I licked the underside of his cock's head and tasted his sweet pre cum. Again, I looked up at him. This time, his head moved from side to side and his hands were gripping at the bed. Oh, he must be close, I thought. Bring another to orgasm is a powerful rush all it's own. I sucked his dick, I held and caressed his balls. His head side to side, his muscles tensing, his body heaving, then his moan and his flood of semen. Warm, wonderful, I had come to crave the moment, the taste, the excitement. I swallowed his cum, I loved the intoxicating feeling. Licking him, sucking him, he shook. I knew that incredible, sensitive feeling. He leaned up and to my surprise, kissed me. He tasted his own cum. It was incredibly sexy.

Sliding down the bed, he knew what he wanted. I straddled his chest. Maybe he had a fantasy about this. With him on his back, he craned his neck and took my cock in his wet, willing mouth. Oh, yes! I thought, Yes, make me cum! Fuck, lick me! I took my cock from him and pressed my balls against his lips. He sucked and licked them. I just knew he wanted to! I moved again, pushing my sack past his mouth. I lowered myself, I moved back and forth amd felt his eager tongue lapping at my asshole. I could not contain myself, quicjly stuffing my rock hard dick back in his mouth, I could feel that incredible intense feeling build. His loud sucking sounds sent me over the edge. I exploded, shooting hot cum down his throat.