Confession of an online slut

This slut thought her sexual journey was finished. She thought she had put that piece of herself behind her for good this time and formally embraced her vanilla self. It turns out there is no vanilla self for this whore. She hadn’t put her submissive side behind her…she’d only put it to sleep. And then it suddenly woke, furious and ravenous like a bear out of hibernation. Hungrier than it was before she laid it to rest. Voracious and insatiable.

Lockdown has made me so desperate. I miss doing sexual things with people in person. I know I want to embrace my sluthood. I want to be sexual. I used to do sexual things out of impulse then swim in regret after. I'm in a relationship with a great guy but the sex is terrible and he doesn't really show much affection. Then I first talked to a random guy online and I feel alive again, and he really gets me acting like a complete slut. I want to become a slut.

She realized, as she had before, that this piece of her would never go away. How many times must she come to the same conclusion? She decided to give the devil inside of her what it wanted, just to shut it up for awhile.

I now spend so long fantasising. It's been months of daydreaming.


At any rate, I hope no one I know ever reads this