When I say "I want to be tied up" what I'm really saying is "I want to trust you enough to let go." When I say "I want to be slapped" what I'm really saying is "That sting makes me feel real." When I say "I want be spanked" what I'm really saying is "I want to feel accountable to you." When I say "I want be gagged" what I'm really saying is "Help me silence the thoughts in my brain." When I say "I want to be used" what I'm really saying is "I need to feel small and insignificant." When I say "I want to be defiled" what I'm really saying is "I feel dirty. Make it go a अधिक पढ़ें