My Awakening

Gosh can't believe I'm writing this but this same "wet" dream keeps coming in & out of my dreams these pass weeks that I can't get it out of my head. But I keep seeing my young skinny ass *********** self getting off with my mentor as I call him ( he was like 22 or 23 years old ) himself...our local basketball star. His sister who was my age & my girl-pal since kindergarden so you gotta realize my mentor who was a close and dear friend to me. I looked up to him & respected him alot. I was "curious" about sex at a early age and this was rare to me being raised by a strict catholic upbring. My father worked alot & my mom was a serious church believing woman so church was her passion & wanted me & my older sister involved in it. My sister & i are 4 years apart, she being older and more of a rebel "growing" up always mouthing off to my mom & NEVEr sticking to my father's rules of when to come in from her so-called girly outings. But being her like she was ended up quitting school in th 10th grade, moved out & has always been in/out of trouble with the law. Okay, i'm getting off the path of my dream. But I believe why I'm having these re-lived "wet" dreams is because I found this website and alot of these flicks make me re-live those memorable events in my young, innocent but 'curious' youth. Don't get me wrong, I'm not blaming this website but its exciting & kinda weird finding such material on gay-sex that resembles my upbring & youth. Ok, enough of that. My mentor, I'll call him " Ray-Terry" was a great tutor & someone i could talk to about "anything" from school homework to girls, etc. I was getting alot of hard-ons & boners as their called during gym class & especially after my wrestling practice. "Ray-terry " being my assistant coach & good neighbor who i confided in alot was understanding on the subject of boners! When I approached "Ray-Terry " on the subject of my boners he pulled me aside & told me to quit "checking out" the naked guys in the showers because our school being small...was saying shit about me as in rumors i was queer & jocks being jocks can ruin you and give you a bad rap; growing up! Since I entered junior high I got the position of "towel-boy" gathering wet used towels for the senior class I gather rumors got started i was paying too much attention to guys "showering" and slapping each other with "wet" towels as i was there collecting them between classes. Any how "Ray-Terry " felt I needed to know & me having these arousing feelings causing me getting boners was something I needed to know more about. My gay awaking happened on sleepover at his house as I stayed over only because my family were going on a church retreat & I wasn't going with them because i had wrestling match on the same night. It was quite cold weather being in the late month of December in Michigan where original I'm from. "Ray-Terry" still lived at home so since he hadn't thought I'd being staying the night & his mom agreed for me to stay there since "Ray-Terry" being my wrestling coach & my ride to the match...set out only a sheet and a spare pillow on the floor of "Ray-Terry's" bedroom. They lived in a double-wide trailer with no central heat which I was used to in my 4-bedroom two-story house just up the hill from their property. The floor was cold & I was shivering lying there in my white wore-out FOTL underwear briefs, a t-shirt and tube socks....with that cool white sheet as my only bed covering. I hadn't any pj's nor long underwear with me as i thought i wouldn't need. "Ray-Terry" had a thick sleeping bag to sleep in plus he was on his king size bed all cozy & warm. So I gather I went to bed earlier than him...there shivering & chattering my teeth he pulled me up to my feet telling me to "get in bed with him" to be warm! I hadn't thought I was doing any of that but half asleep I stood up covered with my sheet & my thin white pillow covering my erection....since I was aroused & abit horny sleeping there on his cold floor...he pulled back the sleeping bag covers jumped in and at the same time pulled me into bed with him. He tossed me over himself , letting me curl up to one side of the king size bed in my sheet only to pull me closer to him as I felt he was spooning me to get me warmer. That's when I felt him...his curved long pecker was hard as a rock sliding up & down between my young boy ass cheeks through my wore-out FOTL briefs as i felt his own boner through his woven blue boxers with nothing more on. He curled me up tight & close to the point i could feel his breath on my neck and these faint "whispers" of him telling me to relax and just let nature take its course. I was tramized not wanting to refuse his "touch' nor screaming out in panic... I just froze and let him turn my face towards his and his tongue entered my mouth as he french-kissed me, deeply & forceful. Here I was 5' 7" tall, 125 lbs. skinny but lean smooth young man as he was 5' 11" tall, 180 lbs. toned, athelic swimmer's build ,great abs and smooth everywhere but his crotch...he trimmed and shaven that area I learned later on. And those strong but peach-fuzz legs had me pinned and I knew he had me at his mercy now! Within seconds, he went under the covers grabbed my junk through my FOTL briefs, squeezed so tightly & firm around my balls and engulfed my boner through my briefs and I could "feel" his wet tongue flicking around & around then wham my underwear were off and his hot -breathing mouth had engulfed my 71/2 "- inches of young uncut man's dick. Instantly i shot my first wave of cum down his throat. I tried so hard to resist & tell him I was about to cum but his techique was too much for me bare that i just shot off! I was klinging onto the covers with both hands trying to hold back, shivering & shaking from the rush of excitement. It was some intense orgasm for me. He slipped up on top of me, laughing & giggling how quickly I came and swallowed my load w/o even getting to taste it. I was abit sadden it ended so quickly & felt so ashamed he thought it was funny to have done it to me. But later on after he left the room to the bathroom to clean up , he assured me that next time he'd go slower and we'd have a longer time. That was the truth we ended up exchanging blowjobs between each other that whole next summer.