If I had the body of a redhead green-eyed muscular smooth tanned babyfaced white boy, I would ride a much bigger and wider dildo: at least 30 inches long by 4 inches wide, full of white female estrogen hormones. I would swallow it all the way inside of me until it almost reaches my mouth, and my male anus is stretched to the limit, to feed me from my male anus instead than from my mouth, and excite me knowing that an enormous thing is girlifying me from the inside of me.