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There's a sense of wonder in embracing a different side of oneself. Leaving behind a version of oneself that isn't comfortable or feels wrong, it can be not only rewarding but freeing. Living as one should makes such a difference. Embracing my submissive side, allowing myself to surrender to the notion that I should be in service, has been incredible. Letting go of pride and masculinity has been like a breath of fresh air. Anything I can do to emasculate improves my life. I am finally starting to feel happy with myself.… Διαβάστε περισσότερα

I've spent a lot of time working on masturbating like a girl. Moving in circles. Two fingers only. Never holding the clitty, just rubbing it. And it's been incredible. So much better than the way I did it when I pretended to be a man. And keeping it slow, that's the key. Waiting for the build up, letting it happen deep. Feeling the build then releasing it. That's the intimacy of masturbation for now. Until I start working on other forms of stimulation.… Διαβάστε περισσότερα

I intend to show some of my content...nothing super exciting yet. But a little of me doing something. My journey will continue that way, and I think I can take dramatic steps forward.… Διαβάστε περισσότερα

Self-satisfaction has contributed some of my best training sessions. Teaching myself to love cum, to love cock, to turn away from pussy, all of it came from bringing myself to climax. Orgasm control has been one of my biggest fantasies, the idea of not being allowed to do it until someone says has been so insanely hot. Like such a fundamental basic thing to give up, it holds a wild appeal. Much like any submission, though more profound in the fact that it means confinement from pleasure. And I look forward to surrendering that control despite my frequent...experiences.… Διαβάστε περισσότερα

Daily affirmations can be so intoxicating, thrilling, and long term. Every day, saying aloud 'I am a submissive. I am a girl. I am a sissy' these things matter. They create a narrative that plays in the head over and over and over. It breaks down inhibitions, creates a state in the mind that creates meaning, and ultimately leaves me feeling emasculated and prepared to be controlled. I live for this sensation and working toward loving myself as a sissy submissive, property for a proper superior.… Διαβάστε περισσότερα

Roles are important when following this path. And I feel utterly compelled by the role I've both been given and chosen. I understand that a man's place is in the lead sexually. Providing things are safe (for practical purposes), his choice of what happens is what happens. Where he wants to spend his seed, the position he wants, the attention he craves, it all comes down to what appeals to him. If he wants to cum in someone, he does. If he wants it on my body somewhere, so be it. And if I'm to wear it, then that ownership is accepted. Accepting a secondary role, a surrender is imperative. Lear… Διαβάστε περισσότερα

Something about the concept of Total Life Control or Power Exchange really speaks to me. As a fantasy or a short term play, it turns me on at a spiritual level. I find myself drawn to it, the idea of giving up decisions entirely, becoming little more than the caretaker of a body for someone else, is incredible. It's wild and deranged, taboo and even a little creepy. But when I think of surrendering like that, I have a full body chill. I want it. I appreciate the concept of giving up power to another. Living as they want. Wearing what they say. Even basic fundamental functions...eating...sleep… Διαβάστε περισσότερα

Losing oneself to ownership holds a special, spiritual arousal for me. It speaks to some part of me that craves to be taken and used completely. Giving up choice, having someone command even the smallest things, has a profound arousing impact. I get more turned on by the idea of someone having that kind of control than all the edging in the world. And if I happen to be in fishnets at the same time, all the better. If I close my eyes while wearing appropriate attire, and think of giving up that control, I get a full body chill. I'm touched, and if I allow myself, I can have an insane climax. B… Διαβάστε περισσότερα

I have resigned myself to a simple, but very real fact. My path has ensured that I will be pussy free indefinitely. I have a clit, not a cock. This can bring pleasure, but not through penetration. I've not only accepted this, but embraced it entirely. The very thought is emasculating, a little humiliating, but also thrilling. To KNOW this is the way, to feel it in my bones, is both erotic AND real. It's especially intense to think about while watching different types of porn. It forces a mindset switch to be the one without a cock in a scene. And it reinforces the truth. This is always amazin… Διαβάστε περισσότερα

Emasculation can be an incredible feeling. It's beyond humiliation, and moves into something spiritual. Sacrificing masculinity, knowing that the penis will not be in pussy ever again, means something. It impacts the soul. It's felt far beyond mentally. Accepting it, KNOWING it, is incredible. And it does a lot for moving toward being a proper sissy. Embracing that feeling might just do more for this path than nearly anything else. Though coupling it with all the other bits can reinforce this self-identity profoundly. Turning one's back on any form of masculinity paves the way for worshipping… Διαβάστε περισσότερα

Tributes probably have a bad rep for multiple reasons. One, scammers. Two, because people wait too long to spring it on someone (string them along for half an hour then mention an application fee, a tribute or whatever). Three, because the advert or initial communication sounds like they're in it for 'fun' only to find out it's a business. There's no way to spin a tribute. It's no different than camming or only fans. Only it does not have a shred of protection. The person can disappear in an instant, leaving a payer high and dry. And I have yet to meet a single 'mistress' that isn't a profes… Διαβάστε περισσότερα

Constraint, holding back, enjoying the command of another who takes control, these things are what turn me on the most. Losing that control, or submitting it to another gives a spiritual freedom to focus on something else. It's exciting, and it's what I feel most in my heart.… Διαβάστε περισσότερα

The idea of a superior marking me has me going wild. Whether it's a facial or otherwise, this is something I've been dreaming about lately. It's in my head all the time, in fact.… Διαβάστε περισσότερα

I am small down there. Barely an inch and a half when soft. Not much bigger hard. And this has made me so happy when it comes to dressing. It's easy to tuck, easy to control, easy to hide. And I feel so girly. I never feel masculine when I look at it. All I feel is the sense of being a proper sissy. A girl in this body waiting to put myself to use with a real man. A man with real size, control, discipline, and determination.… Διαβάστε περισσότερα

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My cravings are intense. I crave cum. I crave the feel, the taste, the sense of ownership taking a man's cum in me. I crave discipline. I crave the rules, the requirements, and the whims of a man. I crave to be dressed as I'm told, the perfect girl for my superior.… Διαβάστε περισσότερα

What I want is a daddy with patience and desire. I want a passionate person who loves the thrill of controlling his property. I want to adhere to discipline, doing what I'm told and having a daddy who finds it amazing that they own someone so completely. I want to give up bits of my independence one at a time until I adhere to their rules and regulations. I am theirs. And the pleasure they get comes from knowing what control they have. That they've dressed me as they like. That I answer their messages and respond when told. And I'm thinking of them all the time. They are my world. I belong t… Διαβάστε περισσότερα

Recognizing one's place can put one on a real path to enlightenment. I have watched enough hypno and encouragement videos to understand just how much I crave cock. Those that are exceptional, I feel compelled to give incredible attention to, to really worship them with tender care and affection. I feel sincere, uninhibited desire to kneel in front of a superior male and pleasure them with every ounce of my attention and focus. Through the act of worshipping a cock, bringing a man to orgasm, I believe I can better understand my goals and dreams of feeling that thrill of knowing MY attention m… Διαβάστε περισσότερα

I've taken to changing the mindset. Thinking through what it means to be a girl and how to keep that in place at all times. Whether it involves wearing panties or pantyhose all the time, ensuring some feminine color is in my wardrobe, or I'm staying well groomed, all of it matters. Every choice leads toward a better sense of who I am. To feel feminine, I must dress feminine in some way at all times. Slipping doesn't mean losing progress so much as feeling 'off'. Wrong. Trapped in the wrong body. The reminder of who I am can be felt every time I shift or move, each moment my legs touch and the… Διαβάστε περισσότερα

This doesn't happen all the time, but more recently as I've watched sissy videos, I've found myself utterly captivated by humiliating acts. Facials...even some of the dirtier things have really got me thinking about the impact of those. How emasculating they can be. I see the value and understand why it's so desirable. I have fallen down the rabbit hole in this regard. I think it will be extremely beneficial to do these things in the near future. Kneeling, taking that from a superior...I tremble when I think about it. It feels as if that's meant to be. And I look forward to experiencing that… Διαβάστε περισσότερα