The Descent - The beginning

Before my descent started, I was a shy young woman and my sex life was vanilla. I didn't even like to have sex with the lights on. You would have never expected me to have such dirty thoughts and desires of being used. I would imagine being the center of attention in a gang bang while I touched myself.

I had just entered into a new relationship with one of my very close friends. It felt good that we were together but also a little dangerous.

What if we got into a fight or couldn't communicate how we felt?

What if our sexual desires didn't align?

Was this really worth ruining our good friendship?

On the other hand, I had never been able to cum so easily with anyone except him.

In the beginning, we were courteous and kind with each other's wants. They were simple and very vanilla. I had only been in one semi-serious relationship before this one and felt safe having vanilla sex. Little did we know because we hadn't communicated it yet but we both wanted more from each other. At this point I was still uncomfortable in my own skin but knew my partner loved me for me and that he was still sexually attracted to my body, despite my size.

After a few bumps around lack of communication, we started talking like adults and my partner was the first to reveal he'd like to spice up our sex life a bit. This was the beginning of my descent.