First time sucking cock

It was just a few days after I turned 18 one of the neighbor boys from down the street who was 2 years older. Picked me up casual just going to have a few beers and smoke some pot. After a bit he started talking about blow jobs and how good it felt. I never had my cock sucked before except my own. Just beating off though to come but while sucking. I loved to put my feel up on the wall while lying on my back. Then flipping my feel over my head. Even if I could not always get my cock head in my mouth it was fun trying to get the cum to shoot into my mouth.
Soon I was shooting off in his mouth. Next he said how I should return the favor so I did. The only part I did not like was the pubic hairs fall off into my mouth. As I grew older beating off in my bed at night I told myself it was only the cock I liked and not men. But still I wanted to feel a big cock up my ass. I tried to say I was bisexual to help deal with getting hard thinking about gay sex. And I almost arranged to suck off my friend in front of my girl friend once upon a time.