Deep feelings

Hello dear friends, sometimes I feel very lonely, I do not have enough male attention ... I want a man who will love me, and fuck dirty and rough. I want a top man who, as an egoist, will fuck me since he did not fuck anyone, for my own pleasure, I want to feel the alpha male with my anal hole to obey ...I like to serve, to obey, to do what a man likes, it really turns me on, these are real deep feelings, I dream of marrying such a man...