Do you think I'm gay?
Well I'm not sure anymore.
The last time I had sex with a woman was with my wife in 2006. That's eighteen years ago. Although I love the look, taste and feel of pussies I've only had sex with men since then. Almost all oral although I would fuck a man in a heartbeat, given the chance.
Most of the porn I watch is men with men or a man on his own. I find it very erotic and it gets my cock hard very quickly if I see a hard cock. The sight of a man cumming, oozing or shooting cum gets me very very horny. I love sucking cocks and most of all I love making a man cum in my mouth, I love the taste of cocks and adore cum, I've never had a cock cum in my mouth that I didn't enjoy immensely. A dream scenario would be sucking off a whole group of men. The most I've done is two in one meeting which was delightfully naughty. If it wasn't so rushed, due to their circumstances, I might have fucked one of them.
Talking of which, I also love watching videos of men fucking men. They also get me very horny. As I watch, my interest varies between wishing I was the top and the bottom. The most orgasmic fuck of my life was when a man fucked me. I fucked him in return. He was a gay man and to me it felt completely natural, and so fulfilling. I wish I had been able to spend a week with him. I felt very comforted when I was driving home knowing that I had his cum inside me at both ends. I've yet to fuck in the missionary position but that would be a perfect fuck for me.
The problem is that I am very happily married. I would hate to hurt my wife which is why I won't fuck other women. She's aware that I fucked another man years ago, it was actually with her blessing. I wish I could pluck up the courage to ask her permission to do it again but I'm afraid that it would hurt her. I was seriously ill in 2006 which meant we had separate bedrooms. She never wanted to share a bed again when I recovered.
So am I gay? I think in reality that I am,
PS I still love watching pussy and hetero fucking. I met a gay man at his house, I sucked him off. He told me that he would love to taste a pussy sometime, which I found rather strange, does that mean he is gay or bisexual?
The last time I had sex with a woman was with my wife in 2006. That's eighteen years ago. Although I love the look, taste and feel of pussies I've only had sex with men since then. Almost all oral although I would fuck a man in a heartbeat, given the chance.
Most of the porn I watch is men with men or a man on his own. I find it very erotic and it gets my cock hard very quickly if I see a hard cock. The sight of a man cumming, oozing or shooting cum gets me very very horny. I love sucking cocks and most of all I love making a man cum in my mouth, I love the taste of cocks and adore cum, I've never had a cock cum in my mouth that I didn't enjoy immensely. A dream scenario would be sucking off a whole group of men. The most I've done is two in one meeting which was delightfully naughty. If it wasn't so rushed, due to their circumstances, I might have fucked one of them.
Talking of which, I also love watching videos of men fucking men. They also get me very horny. As I watch, my interest varies between wishing I was the top and the bottom. The most orgasmic fuck of my life was when a man fucked me. I fucked him in return. He was a gay man and to me it felt completely natural, and so fulfilling. I wish I had been able to spend a week with him. I felt very comforted when I was driving home knowing that I had his cum inside me at both ends. I've yet to fuck in the missionary position but that would be a perfect fuck for me.
The problem is that I am very happily married. I would hate to hurt my wife which is why I won't fuck other women. She's aware that I fucked another man years ago, it was actually with her blessing. I wish I could pluck up the courage to ask her permission to do it again but I'm afraid that it would hurt her. I was seriously ill in 2006 which meant we had separate bedrooms. She never wanted to share a bed again when I recovered.
So am I gay? I think in reality that I am,
PS I still love watching pussy and hetero fucking. I met a gay man at his house, I sucked him off. He told me that he would love to taste a pussy sometime, which I found rather strange, does that mean he is gay or bisexual?
4 months ago
