Cock/pussy

I haven't had pussy for over a year. I try to look at women taking cock or huge natural tits and I can't even get hard. I guess Ive crossed over 100%to the gay side. I can't deny my wants and needs. I need a man to make love to me and pound my asshole until he cums. I want a man to kiss me passionately. I look down at my cock and it's totally limp when I'm looking at women. Does any other man have this problem? I seriously don't think I can go back to having sex with a woman anymore. Your input is greatly appreciated. Thank you ?