My first cuckold relationship
it's been over a year since my last relationship and even more since I've fucked a woman( I've been with a couple of escorts but no penetration has those were sph sessions).. my last relationship was really important to me,it has been my first openly open relationship and it has helped me a lot to understand my real sexual place..of course it was, has most of you can guess, a "one way" open relationship.
I had been cucked "behind my back" before and never made a big deal out of it being conscious about my "short comings",but this was the first time I had the luck of finding a woman with the guts to have "the talk" with me.. the relationship started great,we loved spend time together,talk and hang out but of course we had some problems we it came down to the bedroom so one night she decided to talk with me.. she told me that she really liked our time together but that there were some problems for her,she kept going explaining that beside penetration she really enjoyed having sex with me,but that it felt more like lesbian sex since she was used to bigger sizes and that she was starting to miss that part of sex a lot,she then got very serious and sad all of a sudden and said "I'm sorry but there's something I need to tell you"...two days before she met with one of her past lovers and had sex and she was feeling really bad and confused because even if she was really sorry for it she also felt that it was something that she was really missing and that she wasnt sure if she could keep going on with our relationship knowing it would mean give up that kind of sex.. I truly cant remember who said first,in my head it's something we said in unison,but basically we came to the conclusion of going open relationship..
From that point on it was amazing..after a while I started to guess right everytime she had other guys,mostly from how happy and relaxed she was when we were together,and after I told her how great it was to see her so happy she started to open up and talk to me about her experiences and I think she also started to enjoy how horny those talks made me and even if she never embrace a mean spirit her "plain truth" attitude was so hot and humbling..she used to talk to me about their sizes,the sex they had and explaining in detail how good it was..a couple of times I've even had the courage to ask her if she could send me pics or vids of her with them but she always refused,I got close to getting involved with it when,after she told me about the amazing sex she just had the night before I told her that I was dreaming of holding her hand in one of those moment and see it with my own eyes and she just replied "maybe one day,but it's not that important and it's not why I do it"..
sometimes we were supposed to meet up only to get a call from her telling me "sorry tonight I'm busy" or even better when I happened to call her having her telling me "I'm with a friend now,come in a couple of hours" and I loved hearing her voice in those calls,I've still butterflies in my stomach just remembering her voice on the phone trying to catch her breath or the sound of her sucking while I was telling her "oh I'm sorry if I disturbed you,have fun,call me later" just to hear her giggly "oh I'm sure gonna have it" in reply..
our sex was mostly me giving her long deep massages,hand and oral sex always while worshiping her like the goddess she is..sometimes it was "relaxing" while other time we start doing stuff as she was telling me about her lovers,over time my cock was almost only used and touched by her while showing me the differences with her lovers.. I remember one time she surprised me and dragged me to my bedroom..she had a radiant glow all over her face and she was all smiles kissing me like we won something and replied to my "what happened?" telling me "I just had sex with the biggest cock I've ever had" to which I replied "bigger than *****?" one of her past lovers who had the record till that point.. she just replied with a big smile and hugged me again.. when I asked her how big was this guy she just pulled down my pants,placed her elbow to my crotch and closed fist pointed to her face said "this big!".."I never seen something like that before!"she went on explaining me that she was stopping from sucking it just to stare at it and rub it on her face,that she was so turned on not only by his huge size but from how great,masculine,thick and veiny it looked that she almost came just by giving him oral.. she then started telling me about him fucking her,about the fact that she was scared right before the penetration only to find out that she was wetter than ever before,she was so happy and giggly and showed me her pussy asking me if it was possible to tell his size by looking at her pussy...and It was...at that point I was used to feel her pussy more loose from time to time but this time it was gaping.. she laughed as I told her so and told me go feel it,and asked me "can you smell him?" that wasnt new either but coming from her was such a turn on,to see her so turned on still! still smiling she then pulled my face up towards her face and while looking me in my eyes said "put it in" just to explode in a laugh as I started thrusting and saying "I really can't feel you now! not even a bit!" just to push me away on my back next to her,crawling a leg over me and told me to start jerking.. she then started to blow air from her mouth next to my nose telling me to focus on the smell of his cum in her breath because "I want to share this with you! I want you to cum for his cock! cum for the smell of his perfect cock cum!"..as I jerked my self to an amazing orgasm I was feeling the smell of his cum going through my lungs,trembling in her arms,and I was so greatful for the experience not only he was giving me but even more the amazing unforgettable one he just gave to my love! I was trembling in this a long orgasm as she came in on a big deep kiss,right after saying "hes so powerful he made you cum aswell and hes not even here"..
one of the most shaping moment with her was one time,after a couple of times we saw each other without me cumming and I asked her if I could.. she told me "oh sorry! im sorry but sometimes I forget about it,it's just that Im just not really drawn to it... and sometimes if you ask me to touch your dick it turns me off but you can feel free to jerk it and cum whenever you want"..
she left me for one of her usual lovers after a bit more than a year together,and for as sad as I could be she was really good explaining the situation to me.. basically they wanted to give their relationship a serious try,I knew how much she liked him as she used to tell me "do you know how it is for you when I touch you? well it's the same for me with him"..
I truly believe that even if it wasnt meat to be forever with her she made me realize how much important this kind of relationship it is for me..how much it's the base to build something that can work as,incredibly enough,this story has basically no fiction in it amd it's just been some of the amazing memories she gave me!
as crazy as it might sound to some,a cuckold relationship it's the only kind of relationship where I truly see myself finding a balance with my partner since for me my partner pleasure it's really the most important and I can't give them everything they need.. of course someone could say "there are women who dont care about sizes" to wich my ex would reply "yeah,women who never tried big cocks who know how to fuck",but also,the tricky part it's that I could go for a woman with a low sex drive,but I just dont find them as attractive..
I had been cucked "behind my back" before and never made a big deal out of it being conscious about my "short comings",but this was the first time I had the luck of finding a woman with the guts to have "the talk" with me.. the relationship started great,we loved spend time together,talk and hang out but of course we had some problems we it came down to the bedroom so one night she decided to talk with me.. she told me that she really liked our time together but that there were some problems for her,she kept going explaining that beside penetration she really enjoyed having sex with me,but that it felt more like lesbian sex since she was used to bigger sizes and that she was starting to miss that part of sex a lot,she then got very serious and sad all of a sudden and said "I'm sorry but there's something I need to tell you"...two days before she met with one of her past lovers and had sex and she was feeling really bad and confused because even if she was really sorry for it she also felt that it was something that she was really missing and that she wasnt sure if she could keep going on with our relationship knowing it would mean give up that kind of sex.. I truly cant remember who said first,in my head it's something we said in unison,but basically we came to the conclusion of going open relationship..
From that point on it was amazing..after a while I started to guess right everytime she had other guys,mostly from how happy and relaxed she was when we were together,and after I told her how great it was to see her so happy she started to open up and talk to me about her experiences and I think she also started to enjoy how horny those talks made me and even if she never embrace a mean spirit her "plain truth" attitude was so hot and humbling..she used to talk to me about their sizes,the sex they had and explaining in detail how good it was..a couple of times I've even had the courage to ask her if she could send me pics or vids of her with them but she always refused,I got close to getting involved with it when,after she told me about the amazing sex she just had the night before I told her that I was dreaming of holding her hand in one of those moment and see it with my own eyes and she just replied "maybe one day,but it's not that important and it's not why I do it"..
sometimes we were supposed to meet up only to get a call from her telling me "sorry tonight I'm busy" or even better when I happened to call her having her telling me "I'm with a friend now,come in a couple of hours" and I loved hearing her voice in those calls,I've still butterflies in my stomach just remembering her voice on the phone trying to catch her breath or the sound of her sucking while I was telling her "oh I'm sorry if I disturbed you,have fun,call me later" just to hear her giggly "oh I'm sure gonna have it" in reply..
our sex was mostly me giving her long deep massages,hand and oral sex always while worshiping her like the goddess she is..sometimes it was "relaxing" while other time we start doing stuff as she was telling me about her lovers,over time my cock was almost only used and touched by her while showing me the differences with her lovers.. I remember one time she surprised me and dragged me to my bedroom..she had a radiant glow all over her face and she was all smiles kissing me like we won something and replied to my "what happened?" telling me "I just had sex with the biggest cock I've ever had" to which I replied "bigger than *****?" one of her past lovers who had the record till that point.. she just replied with a big smile and hugged me again.. when I asked her how big was this guy she just pulled down my pants,placed her elbow to my crotch and closed fist pointed to her face said "this big!".."I never seen something like that before!"she went on explaining me that she was stopping from sucking it just to stare at it and rub it on her face,that she was so turned on not only by his huge size but from how great,masculine,thick and veiny it looked that she almost came just by giving him oral.. she then started telling me about him fucking her,about the fact that she was scared right before the penetration only to find out that she was wetter than ever before,she was so happy and giggly and showed me her pussy asking me if it was possible to tell his size by looking at her pussy...and It was...at that point I was used to feel her pussy more loose from time to time but this time it was gaping.. she laughed as I told her so and told me go feel it,and asked me "can you smell him?" that wasnt new either but coming from her was such a turn on,to see her so turned on still! still smiling she then pulled my face up towards her face and while looking me in my eyes said "put it in" just to explode in a laugh as I started thrusting and saying "I really can't feel you now! not even a bit!" just to push me away on my back next to her,crawling a leg over me and told me to start jerking.. she then started to blow air from her mouth next to my nose telling me to focus on the smell of his cum in her breath because "I want to share this with you! I want you to cum for his cock! cum for the smell of his perfect cock cum!"..as I jerked my self to an amazing orgasm I was feeling the smell of his cum going through my lungs,trembling in her arms,and I was so greatful for the experience not only he was giving me but even more the amazing unforgettable one he just gave to my love! I was trembling in this a long orgasm as she came in on a big deep kiss,right after saying "hes so powerful he made you cum aswell and hes not even here"..
one of the most shaping moment with her was one time,after a couple of times we saw each other without me cumming and I asked her if I could.. she told me "oh sorry! im sorry but sometimes I forget about it,it's just that Im just not really drawn to it... and sometimes if you ask me to touch your dick it turns me off but you can feel free to jerk it and cum whenever you want"..
she left me for one of her usual lovers after a bit more than a year together,and for as sad as I could be she was really good explaining the situation to me.. basically they wanted to give their relationship a serious try,I knew how much she liked him as she used to tell me "do you know how it is for you when I touch you? well it's the same for me with him"..
I truly believe that even if it wasnt meat to be forever with her she made me realize how much important this kind of relationship it is for me..how much it's the base to build something that can work as,incredibly enough,this story has basically no fiction in it amd it's just been some of the amazing memories she gave me!
as crazy as it might sound to some,a cuckold relationship it's the only kind of relationship where I truly see myself finding a balance with my partner since for me my partner pleasure it's really the most important and I can't give them everything they need.. of course someone could say "there are women who dont care about sizes" to wich my ex would reply "yeah,women who never tried big cocks who know how to fuck",but also,the tricky part it's that I could go for a woman with a low sex drive,but I just dont find them as attractive..
3 years ago
