i haven't been allowed to have sex with my wife since 2019...i don't want to have sex with other women...i want her to feel pleasue...from huge bbc...but during that intense searching and watching and looking at her pics and videos of her having a great time fucking bbc...but now it also did some irreversibel programming on my own sexuality...everytime i ejaculated watching her...i was also looking directly at huge big black cocks...since 2019 i've been watching her take bbc...all porn i ever searched for since 2019 was onlyy bbc...all pleasure that i get is masturbating...seeing bbc fuckig...when i saw this video i realised that i was getting more aroused from the bbc alone than lookiing at a womans cunt...a very shocking feeling...don't know how to stop this...
a very shocking feeling that i actually got thirsty watching this vid...and i didn't have to slap me once...shocking realisation...and understanding that conditioning thoughts are very real...don't know really how to stop this development...
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Sadly cumming is not really an option for me… just dribbling little frustrated chastity tears. On the plus side, my wife does still allow me to lick her (on demand), so it's not all bad.
This made me want to swallow all those loads of cum, one after the other, while all my ex girlfriends watch and talk about what a cock sucking fag I am.